Not Just a Status

42. Because of the Kiss

"Don't you just want to marry me until this child is born?"kahyang asked slowly looking at the bead of eyes of the man who had been with him for several months.

"I love you!"said Mandala heaved a heavy sigh, while Kahyang lowered his head.

"I know, I shouldn't have told you this. However, my heart felt even more relieved, after I told you. I know, you want to marry me just because you want to give our child legal status. After all, even if I love you, I will never be able to acknowledge you as my wife in public. I also know, if in your heart there was never me. In fact, there are people who are loyal waiting for you to divorce from me. And maybe he's the best person for you. Not a brengseek guy and a loser like me. I can't even choose to live with the people I love. I am bound by debt. The treasure we have, even the eyes I use to look at you, is a debt of gratitude that I have to pay. Pardon me! I've ruined your future and made you suffer.I hope, after we part, you can have your happiness. Go sleep!You need to rest!"said Mandala sighed heavily, loosening her chest that felt tight. Sadness clearly appeared on the face and eyes of the handsome man.

"Why do you love me?"asked Kahyang who had been bowed. The woman raised her face and looked at Mandala.

"I don't know why, when, how, and why I love you. But that's how I feel. I feel comfortable when I'm with you. We miss when we are far away. It feels like something is missing and empty without you. I don't feel happy when you're touched by another man, I'm jealous. I feel sad when I see you sad, especially when you cry. And I feel happy when you are happy. But I realized, even though I wanted this relationship not just status, in fact, until anytime, I was just your husband's status. Because I have no way to fight for you" Mandala said honestly. His face was down, sadness and helplessness appeared on the man's face.

"Cups"

Mandala rounded her eyes when suddenly Kahyang kissed her cheeks gently. Unlike usual, Kahyang usually kissed her at a glance and it was as a payment because Mandala taught her to do the task or explain the material that she did not understand. Kahyang slightly distanced his face. Mandala raised her face looking at Kahyang whose face was currently so close to hers.

Their gazes were so deep, as if diving into each other's hearts the person they were currently staring at. Silent, silent without a sound, as if they were speaking through their eyes. Only his second heartbeat was somehow suddenly beating irregularly. And I don't know who started it all of a sudden their lips are stuck together.

Gently Mandala clenched Kahyang's lips. Without realizing it, his left hand moved to embrace Kahyang's waist. His right hand touched Kahyang's arm and continued to move up to Kahyang's nape. While Kahyang's left hand grabbed Mandala's arm and his right hand grabbed Mandala's chest, trying to reply every Mandala pagutan.

Kahyang's heart is racing. The mandala kissed him gently and felt intoxicating. There was even a strange sensation but it made her curious as Mandala's tongue burst into her mouth and twisted her tongue. The longer kiss became more intoxicating. Especially for Mandala who has been struggling to hold back so as not to touch Kahyang. So when Kahyang does not refuse his kisses and touches, the man is difficult to control himself.

Mandala takes off her kisses as Kahyang begins to have trouble breathing. Her lips moved to Kahyang's smooth white neck. Kissing, sipping and leaving traces in the smooth white skin of Kahyang. His hand slowly stripped the cloth attached to Kahyang's body, and on his own body. Unaware of Kahyang, Mandala almost stripped away all the cloth attached to her body, as it was lulled by every touch of Mandala's lips, tongue and hands.

Kahyang's body felt trembling, his blood seemed to flow faster, his heart was beating irregularly. There was a strange sensation that made him uneasy as the Mandala touched every part of his body. Mandala gulped her rough saliva at the sight of the two twin hills that looked plump and defiant before her eyes. More seductive than ever, when Mandala sleeps Kahyang in a state of unconsciousness at that time.

The lips, tongue and hands of Mandala began to take turns playing on the two twin hills, making Kahyang involuntarily let out a voice that sounded tempting in the ears of Mandala.The body of Mandala felt increasingly hot and agitated, and, so does Kahyang's body. They want more than a touch.

Slowly and gently the Mandala guided Kahyang to begin their unification. Although the current turmoil in him feels explosive, but Mandala tries to do it gently so as not to hurt Kahyang and also the baby in the womb Kahyang.

Mandalas closed their eyes as their bodies completely fused together. Enjoying a sense of warmth, tightness and pinching that makes him feel an extraordinary pleasure. It feels like the place still feels cramped like the Mandala once felt.

While Kahyang felt his body tremble violently and felt a sense of pleasure that he had never felt before when Mandala entered his body.

"Ughs.. Mann!"pekik Kahyang grabbed Mandala's hair, feeling a delicious sensation as Mandala continued to move on top of her body, while toying on her chewy object. Really, Kahyang felt a pleasure that really made him float. Mandala was so good at giving a touch on her body that Kahyang could not help but sigh and scream because of her perceived pleasure.

Although he tried to hold his voice by biting his own lips, but still the strange sounds came out of Kahyang's mouth. Even subconsciously several times screeched and called out the name Mandala.

His hands clutching the arms, chest, and shoulders of Mandala alternately. Even Kahyang grabbed Mandala's hair, as the man drowned his face in his chest. The delicious taste is really difficult to describe and describe. Until finally the bodies of both stiffen when simultaneously they get release. Enjoying the peak of immense pleasure.

Mandala tidied Kahyang's hair which covered Kahyang's face. The woman's face was flushed with embarrassment. I don't know why they suddenly do it, and this is the first time for Kahyang to feel the pleasure and beauty of making love in a conscious state. And all this because Kahyang kissed Mandala. Mandala wiped the sweat that soaked Kahyang's face, then gently kissed Kahyang's forehead.

"I love you!"said Mandala then gently kissed Kahyang's lips for a while. Mandalas enveloped their bodies, then hugged Kahyang who was lying on his side from behind. Kahyang held the hand of Mandala who hugged her stomach.

"Is your stomach hurting?"tanya Mandala looked worried.

"No,"that's a short Kahyang.

"I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done this to you. All this time, I've been trying so hard not to touch you. But, tonight I can't help myself anymore" Mandala said, sighing heavily. Indeed, Mandala really could not control herself when Kahyang returned all that he did. What he had been holding back all this time really could not be controlled anymore. Especially when Kahyang did not refuse, but instead responded well.

...🌟"Love was not asked, she came by herself to every heart without asking for a reply."🌟...

..."Nana October 17th"...

...🌸❤️🌸...

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To be continued