Not Just a Status

44. Not Want to Split

Mandala came home with a tight chest. Undeniably, the decision of his parents to marry himself to princess Prasetyo in two months again makes the heart of Mandala become agitated, upset, languishing.

Mandala went inside her apartment and found Kahyang who had just come out of the bathroom.

"You just got home? Why is it so late?"ask Kahyang.

"Sorry! I forgot to tell you. Suddenly my dad told me to go home. Have you eaten?"mandala asked as she stroked Kahyang's head gently.

"It has. Cleanse your body,"sook Kahyang while pushing Mandala's chest slowly.

"Alright," Sahut Mandala smiled gently at Kahyang. Hiding the restlessness of his heart so that Kahyang does not feel worried and thoughtful.

A few minutes later, Mandala came out of the bathroom with a face that looked fresher.

"Why you?"tanya Mandala looked worried when she saw Kahyang who was sitting on the edge of the bed seemed to grimace with pain while holding his stomach.

"It's okay. It's just, he kicked too hard, "sof Kahyang. Mandala sat next to Kahyang and stroked Kahyang's stomach affectionately.

"Don't kick too hard, baby! Pity your mama," said Mandala with a smile on her lips looking at Kahyang's stomach while stroking her. Talking to the baby in Kahyang's womb, "I can't wait for him to be born" Mandala said, still stroking Kahyang's stomach.

Kahyang was speechless hearing what Mandala said. Kahyang knew, if he had given birth later, Mandala would have immediately divorced him. It feels like Kahyang doesn't want to part with Mandala. This man is truly a dream husband. A gentle, caring and affectionate man. Very attentive and always pampering himself. Is it after parting ways with Mandala that she can find a man like this?

Yudha was sincere in love with him, but Yudha was not very sensitive to his feelings, like a man in general. It could not be compared to Mandala, who better understood what she wanted. It is not always understood all his wishes, but Mandala is much more sensitive to him than Yudha who has been his girlfriend for several years. Kahyang already comfortable with Mandala, not willing to feel if you have to lose Mandala.

Not getting a response from Kahyang, Mandala raised her face and looked at Kahyang's face. The woman looked dreamy.

"Why you?"mandala asked when she saw Kahyang's face that looked sad.

"Ah, ti. ti. it's okay,"sof Kahyang stammered, turning his face away. His eyes are already foggy.

"Don't lie to me! Tell me! What makes you sad?"mandala asked gently as she tidied the child's hair Kahyang and slipped it behind the ear.

Kahyang did not reply and still turned his face away. His tongue felt stifled, his neck felt stifled. Mana might have said if he didn't want to separate from Mandala. While Kahyang knows if since the beginning of marriage, they have agreed to divorce after the baby is born. And Kahyang also knew full well the reason Mandala and her family could only accept her as a daughter-in-law was just a status that was even hidden from the public.

Mandala grabbed Kahyang's hand and gently grasped it, "I'm sorry! It's all my fault. I'm the one who put you in a difficult situation like this. I ruined your future and your relationship with your parents. If only that night I had not been caliph, none of this would have happened" Mandala said bowed deeply, sighing heavily.

The guilt in his heart every day piled up and burdened him. Trying to suppress his love that continues to grow and develop in his heart. So that his heart does not hurt too much when it is time to separate later. But the more pressed, and try to extinguish it, the love was growing and flaring in his heart, making him tormented.

"Can we not talk about that? Let me enjoy our togetherness which will not be long," said Kahyang without being able to stem his tears.

Mandala was stunned as the crystal crystal fell on her hand holding both hands of Kahyang. The man raised his face and saw Kahyang already burst into tears. Mandala immediately grabbed Kahyang in her arms. Leaning Kahyang's head on the chest of his field. Hugging tightly the body of the woman who was containing the blood of her flesh.

"I'm sorry! I know that even a thousand or even a million words of apology I say, can never change everything. Sorry!"said Mandala without feeling clear crystal was sliding from his eyes.

Mandala closed her eyes, then wiped her tears. Slowly stretching out her embrace, cupping the face of the woman she loved, and gently wiping away Kahyang's tears with both fingers of her thumb.

"I don't like to see you cry. You're prettier when you smile" Mandala said, forcing herself to smile.

For a moment Kahyang looked into Mandala's eyes, then re-hugged Mandala and rested his head on the chest of Mandala field. Heard the heartbeat of the man he currently loved.

"It's night. We're sleeping, huh?"mandala stroked Kahyang's head gently and then kissed him affectionately.

Kahyang did not reply, but nodded small. Mandala also helped Kahyang lie down, after which went up to the bed. The man lay behind Kahyang and made his right arm a Kahyang pillow. While his left hand rubbed Kahyang's stomach gently. His right hand stroked Kahyang's head gently. Kahyang closed his eyes, then clasped Mandala's hand which stroked his stomach.

"Sleep!"say a soft mandala, then gently kiss the head of Kahyang. Shortly after, Kahyang's soft snoring voice was heard.

"Lord, why do You have to bring us together, if you finally have to separate us.May your servant beg? I want us to stay together, live happily until death separates us?"gumam Mandala.

The day keeps changing, the pair of human children seem to enjoy their togetherness without discussing the things that make them sad. Kahyang has been taking time off from college since his pregnancy stepped on nine months. And stay in the apartment accompanied by Mar's bik when Mandala to the office. Bik Mar is the one Mandala paid to clean her apartment.

Mandala tried to go home in the afternoon and chose to bring home her office work so as not to come home late and be able to look after Kahyang. To spend time with Kahyang.

"I'll go first!"mandala kisses Kahyang's forehead, then kisses Kahyang's stomach.

"hum. Be careful!"kahyang Message.

"Hum,"Mandala nodded while smiling at Kahyang. The man then left the apartment. Today there was a meeting with some clients that he had to attend.

"How about Mr Mandala? Are you interested in our proposal?"ask a client after a presentation.

Just now Mandala will answer, suddenly her mobile phone vibrates, a sign there is an incoming call. Seeing the name of Bik Mar written on the phone screen, Mandala's face turned tense. Mandala deliberately did not turn off her cellphone during the meeting, so that Kahyang and Bik Mar could still contact her. Afraid that Kahyang will give birth.

The mandala immediately received the call and placed the flat object in her ear. Not yet had Mandala to voice, the voice of Bik Mar first greeted the listener.

...🌟"Sometimes love keeps us in complicated situations. Survive the pain, go was difficult.Mutual love, but could not possibly have."🌟...

..."Nana October 17th"...

...🌸❤️🌸...

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To be continued