Not Just a Status

41. I Love You!

"Are you mad at me?"tanya Kahyang, who could not stand being ignored by Mandala, but Mandala did not respond at all.

"Are you mad at me?"ask Kahyang again, but Mandala remained silent. The man remained lying on his back to Kahyang. Those who had never been treated like this were also upset.

"Didn't you hear me?"kahyang asked somewhat raising his voice. The emotions of pregnant women seem to rise.

"Sleep!"said Mandala flat, without looking towards Kahyang, making Kahyang emotions more up.

"I'm asking you!"yelled Kahyang who felt unacceptably ignored. I don't know why her heart ached when Mandala ignored her.

The mandala moved from where she lay, sitting facing Kahyang while sighing heavily.

"It's not good if you're that emotional. Sleep away! It's not good to sleep too late" Mandala said, trying to be patient and calm Kahyang, considering that the woman was pregnant.

"Go you! Go!!"yelled Kahyang while pelting Mandala with a pillow.

"Why are you, anyway?"mandala asked, annoyed. It is still clear when Yudha held Kahyang's hand. And also when Kahyang forbade him to interfere in his personal affairs. And stress to Mandala that their relationship is just a status. It made Mandala's heart hurt. Feeling that what he did for Kahyang was completely unappreciated.

"I hate you! Hate it! Hate it! Hate it! Go you!"peekik Kahyang inching closer to Mandala then beat him repeatedly with tears that had dripped in his eyes. There was a feeling of resentment in his heart as Mandala ignored him. Especially last night Mandala said she loved him over and over again. Even in a drunken state. But then he ignored it.

"Stop acting like this! What do you really want?" snapped Mandala, while holding both hands tiny Kahyang who beat her, making Kahyang can no longer hit Mandala. The woman was surprised to hear Mandala yelling at her.

"What am I doing? Why am I so emotional when she ignores me? Do I want her attention and love? Didn't I know that soon we would be separated? Even our farewells count the days, "murmured Kahyang inwardly. His head bowed and his hands relaxed, only his sobs could be heard.

Mandala released Kahyang's hand, then let out a rough breath. Mandala did not mean to yell at the woman who was pregnant with her child. His emotions just rose until he accidentally snapped at Kahyang. Kahyang immediately inched away and laid his body against the Mandala. The pregnant woman's back seemed to be moving because of crying.

Mandala raised her head, closed her eyes while sighing heavily. I don't know why Mandala can't linger angry at Kahyang. His chest felt tight as if he was hit by a big stone when he saw and heard the woman he loved was crying.Mandala do not know, why tonight Kahyang behaved like that.

"Sorry! I didn't mean to yell at you. No crying! I don't like to see you cry" Mandala said, holding Kahyang in her arms. Although their hugs are somewhat disturbed by Kahyang's large belly.

Kahyang was getting sobbing in the arms of Mandala. The pregnant woman's hand squeezed the t-shirt that Mandala was wearing. Mandala did not say another word. But his hand moved stroking Kahyang's head, until Kahyang did not cry anymore and fell asleep in his arms.

"Are you angry because I ignored you? Pardon me! I won't do it again" said Mandala, then gently kissed the top of Kahyang's head.

The next day, Mandala no longer ignored Kahyang. But the pregnant woman looked uninspired, her face looked gloomy. Even Kahyang did not spend his breakfast, making Mandala feel guilty and worried.

"Do you want something?" ask the gentle mandala. His heart ached when he saw Kahyang like that.

Kahyang shook his head, then got up from his seat and entered the room. The pregnant woman laid her body on the bed and closed her eyes. For some reason since he knew if Mandala also loved him, Kahyang felt uneasy when he remembered that soon, they would be separated.

Mandala followed Kahyang into the room. The handsome-looking man let out a heavy sigh staring at the reclining Kahyang. Mandala too, approached Kahyang and sat on the edge of the bed, near Kahyang lying down.

"Did I make a mistake? Or am I doing something that makes your heart feel upset? I'm sorry for yelling at you last night! I'm sorry for ignoring you" Mandala said softly. Kahyang only shook his head without opening his eyes. Making Mandala sigh heavily. Mandala believes there is something that makes Kahyang like that, but the pregnant woman seems reluctant to say it.

"Today, I had a meeting with some clients. Don't you wait for me to come home! Maybe I'm home a little late. Go to bed early!"order Mandala while stroking Kahyang's arm lying on its side.

Mandala left the apartment with a heavy heart. Even out of worry, Mandala asks the person who usually cleans their apartment to accompany Kahyang.

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"Mrrr? Who do you mean madam boss?"tanya Mandala scrunched her forehead.

"Of course the boss' wife. Who else is it? Is the madam boss still angry and the boss not getting rations? Because that's the face of a scrappy boss?"ask Patih again.

Mandala was silent for a moment and then remembered that it was Patih who accompanied him at the nightclub last night.

"So, you drove me home last night?"ask Mandala.

"Yes, yes, boss! Who else is it? But if the boss didn't get drunk last night, I wouldn't know that the boss hid such a beautiful wife" Patih said with a faint smile as he recalled how beautiful Mandala's wife was.

Mandala pinched her temple, then looked seriously at Patih, "Don't let anyone know if I have a wife! If this secret is leaked, I'll fire you!"threaten Mandala's. Mandala knew, Patih was an honest person and could not lie. Therefore, Mandala did not want to say something of a secret nature to Patih.

"Why should it be hidden, boss? Wife.."

"Shut up!"snapping Mandala made Patih's shoulder lift in surprise, and did not continue his words, anymore. "There are some things that would be better if you didn't know. And remember! Sometimes your honesty can be the cause of your death" Mandala said with a sharp look.

"A. I'll shut up, boss," said Patih, lowering his head.

"Good!"mandala.

The night was late, and Mandala had just arrived at her apartment. Mandala rushed to the bathroom when she saw Kahyang was lying down and closed her eyes.At that time, Mandala had already come out of the bathroom and had changed clothes. The man laid his body behind Kahyang, then gently stroked Kahyang's stomach. However, the young lady had even woken up.

"Did I wake you up?"mandala asked feeling guilty, while helping Kahyang to wake up.

"I want to go to the bathroom" said Kahyang and shuffled down from the bed. Its content that is near the time of birth makes it often to the bathroom.

Mandala waited for Kahyang to return from the bathroom. The man felt worried, seeing Kahyang walking with a large stomach. The man helped Kahyang get on the bed.

"What, do you really want to get divorced from me? And back with him?"mandala asked suddenly with a tightness in her chest.

Kahyang was surprised to hear Mandala's question. The woman raised her face, looking at Mandala who was looking at her with a sad look.

"Didn't you just want to marry me until this child was born?"kahyang asked looking at the bead in the eyes of the man who had been with him for several months.

"I love you!"

...🌟"Sometimes it is very difficult to say love, let alone when realized, it is impossible to be together."🌟...

..."Nana October 17th"...

...🌸❤️🌸...

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To be continued