Not as Beautiful As Expected

59_chat with rehan

"gw work at one of the news agencies even though I have not been a permanent employee but quite enough to make an addition"

"why do you have to work??there will be nyokap bokap you should be your focus in school only"

"old man gw. huhuhu" Tasya breathed"bokap nyokap I ninggalin I have not been with them for years I have not been with them money they have not sent for their children so gw Kaka and younger sister I have to work in order to meet the needs of life everyday" said Tasya weakly

"sorry I don't know"

"no papa is not your fault"

"your sister is not her still Junior High huh ko already work how the same school??"

"the same school there is no problem anyway he also just do his hobby"

"what do you mean??"

"painting is his hobby from small because it is often uploaded in social media and likes to make flogs on YouTube many who like the same painting he so he sells his paintings if there is interest so won't interfere with the school"

"owhhh I think he's your rich job"

"i'm not going to let it go"

"gw didn't expect your family"

"not surprisingly how all of it will happen if it is already a destiny maybe Allah SWT gave me a trial like this so that later I will appreciate a family even though the beginning is heavy for all nerima but I can do what else I am also still grateful to have a Kaka who is so dear as Iw so same attention as me and my sister was more than enough for me" said Tasya

"patience yes sya skarang there is also gw ko who will take care of you and love you" Rehan said unconsciously

"you mean??"

"ekhh emmm it emmm ownhh yes you if you want to rest aja yes later if already up I will wake you up"

"gw don't cape ko gw nanya to you what you mean earlier"

"no matter what I've been broke again we until you're thirsty or what say I'll buy it for you"

"gw not thirsty"

"what do you want to say"

silent in the car until the end they arrived at the Rehan family villa which was at the top

"we've got Yu down"

"who's this villa??"

"this is villa family gw sya"

"well, the view is great"

"likes very much"

"thank you if you like it"

"young den why not tell me if you want to come, I can say BI situ profit ready food and neat bed for den and non"

"no sir I won't spend the night here and just want to see the sights"

"owhh that's it I want to tell BI Siti first to prepare food for young den please den and non rest first"

"we want to go straight back aja sir later do not need to call us yes klo sir is ready let us just go to the dining table"

"well young den excuse me first"

"yu to the back of the view is better there"

"okay"

"yu climbed to the top of the tree house you're not afraid of heights right"

"getting scared time"

"you helped me hold your hand"

"maksih ya han wahh Han is very good scenery can see clearly the expanse of Tehh garden and flower garden there is very good later we can go there Han"

"can ko there still garden flowers and fruit family gw"

"how your mood has improved don't need to tell me anymore"

"that" said Tasya lirih

"ko you even sad that I'm wrong again, I don't have any intention for you sad anymore I guess you won't be sad when you look so rich earlier"

"at first I wasn't sad but I thought about it again"

"kalo you want to tell me now too"

"gw I'll see her again han"

"who do you mean"

"my past girlfriend"Tasya started telling her events until she couldn't help crying" I **** Han I've been trying all this time I've been trying to escape he's trying to open a new sheet lupain all about him but why when I saw him the wall that I built with great difficulty collapsed that aja why my heart is so weak why Han why I can't escape him he left me so without news even he doesn't want me anymore but why can't I hate him why Han I am confused with myself from the mouth I said I will not think he again will not want him again will forget him again but why my selfish heart I am confused the same self I actually cape Han always nangisin for him who even forget the same I forgot the same togetherness we were **** Han nangis in front of him said all that I rasain without caring that he forgot the same I gw too weak Han can not stand my heart and I said when I met him Han why I so weak and **** upon meeting him I can not control myself Han why Han why Han why hyks hyks"Tasya hugged her legs while hiding her face"until I fought the same kaka even Kaka gw to snapped gw Han just because he why I was weak always make a burden Kaka gw even though Kaka and my sister had told me many times about rehan gw must forget him why I can't why I always hope he Han I have to how I confused Han Iw confused if later I make trouble for him how Han if until he why why because of the stupidity Iw how Han I was confused should be how I myself hyks hyks hyks"

Rehan hugged Tasya who was still crying

"I will always be there beside you continue to sya although I can not help what for you I will still be there beside you when you need a shoulder to lean I can not say what because I can not understand what you rasain and naturally I love you I gw I will be beside you whenever whatever decision you missed him or trying to get back on his gw will continue to support lu sya Kaka you talk rich so maybe he is also worried about you maybe he does not want you to be disappointed eventually"