Not as Beautiful As Expected

Not as Beautiful As Expected
117_mother revan



"you don't have to apologize either I'm wrong here I'm too selfish forcing you to be with me I'm forcing you to be my girlfriend should I apologize to her you must be me" said Rehan while tightening his embrace "I can't see you crying anymore I can't see you are sad like this you've seen he already has his own life he's been happy with the person he chose do you still have hope I don't want you to continue living in her dreams she I don't want you to continue living with her shadow I don't want to see you sad anymore because she is you you can't be with her anymore you can't be near her anymore if you're going to live like this as long as she's happy with her life now but you're sad here like this what you hope for now" said Rehan stroking Tasya's hair"I want to see you happy I want to see you running your life without any word he or her name in your heart anymore I don't want to be one in your day yes, that's not what I expect I just want you to be happy without any words of the past I want you to start a new life without the wishful thinking of the past even if it's not with me as long as you happy and in spite of your past I've been more than happy sya" Rehan said


"rehan I didn't expect this either but why is this heart hard to let go of.. Han I also cape I also know I won't be able to be with her again but my heart always feels like it's going to hurt amazing Han when I see her with other people I've tried to toughen up Han but still I lost with my heart I'm sorry to you han maybe I will never be able to make you happy I'm willing you leave me han" Tasya said


"even though you can't forget it I will never stay with you Tasya I will continue to be by your side no matter what happens I beg you never tell me to leave you I dear to you I don't want to be far from dear" said Rehan hugging Tasya


"thank you Han you still want to be with me even though you know I can hurt you sorry I did rehan" Tasya said


"i will never go from your side" Rehan said


#daffa at Revan's engagement site


"Where is Daffa Tasya??"ask Mother Revan who from earlier looking for Tasya after bringing Revan to her room


"want you ask me about Tasya??"said Daffa


"is Tasya good??"miss revan


"why did Aunt ask Tasya??"ask Daffa


"mother knows you've been mistaken take Revan without telling you but this is for the good of Revan" said mother Revan


"owhh for the sake of Revan yes tan but never understand his feelings Tasya why now Auntie asked about Tasya what is important Tasya either alone or not" said Daffa


"not that mother-"


"don't talk about what else Tan now we assume we never know excuse me" Daffa said


"Daffa no one wants you to talkin" said Mother Revan


"there's nothing to talk about Tan anymore about Tasya" Daffa said and left


Daffa Citra and Alex return to Daffa's residence


"Lex thank you, you really want to stop by first" said Daffa


"no need to go straight back to the hotel" Alex said


"thank you Kha Alex"citra


Daffa also entered the hotel and went straight to the room occupied by Tasya and the image


"Han lu is so fond of my sister but my sister is still stuck in her past" Daffa said slowly seeing Tasya and Rehan asleep while rehan hugged Tasya


the next morning Tasya and the others went straight back to Indonesia.


"fa I want to invite Tasya to go first can be right" asked Rehan


"yes, be careful" said Daffa


"yes" said rehan


"honey don't be sad continue dong" said Rehan while lifting Tasya's face to look at him


"Han why do you still want to be with me??"tanya Tasya turned her face to face the vast tea garden


"i've told you how many times I love you I'll never stay in you no matter what happens I want to be with you always by your side" Rehan said


"but Han" Tasya said


"no words but I accept you if there is even if I am the only one who loves you I don't matter as long as you stay with me that's enough" Rehan said hugging Tasya "I beg you never to tell me to go away from you, I beg you never to tell me to stay away from you because it will never be possible for me to do it and I will not be able to do it I'm lakain" said Rehan


"sorry me Han you are so good but I am less grateful to get you Han sorryin I am" Tasya said


"nobody must I'm sorry I don't need your forgiveness I just need you to promise to always be with me" Rehan said


"i'll try Han" Tasya said


"love you dear" said Rehan


Tasya could only smile


"that's not a smile don't be sad anymore" Rehan said


"i will try Han to be able to love you you also please teach me to love you yes" Tasya said


"that must be a pity" Rehan said, kissing Tasya's lips


"nginep here is not dear papa" asked Rehan


"yes no papa" Tasya said


"are you not afraid I'm doing things like that" Rehan said


"i believe you won't do anything that makes me hate you" Tasya said


"yes you're right I won't do anything that can keep you away from me" Rehan said


"dearly if time could be turned back" Rehan said


"why is it??"tasya


"i wish I'd really wanted to see you before you met Revan" Rehan said


"if I met you first I would never know if you really love me" Tasya said


"you know I love you" he said


"you don't love me you won't still be here with me" Tasya said


"you're right maybe I'm so in love and love with you" Rehan said