Not as Beautiful As Expected

20_he whom I missed

"not kha amit amit dechh I'm dating the same she can I darting Mulu every day"

"what a hell of a time there might soon be a plan"

"what the hell kha there is no plan what I don't really want to meet the nyebelin"

"don't talk rich later can be his own talk lohh"

"do you mean???"

"nothing means anything" Daffa said with a smile and entered the item they had bought Daffa's car.

'hopefully he can make Tasya forget his first love and regardless of the snare of his past life Daffa wants to see Tasya as happy as he used to laugh loosely as before the incident happened to him and make himself constantly bound by the life that has passed' hope daffa

"Picture" call Tasya when he gets home

"what kha" replied Citra from the TV room

"what movie are you watching??"

"kora kha drama film"

"why do you watch such a rich movie"

"no papa likes a romantic movie"

"life is not as easy and happy as the movie is the beginning is sad and ends with happiness"

"kha"Partra was awakened to the daydreams of Tasya

"echh yes dhe"

"Why then??"

"no papa ko ownh yes nie earlier Kaka shopping same kha Daffa see this Chiki is your favorite so Kaka buyin for you" Tasya gave Chiki that he bought earlier

"thank you kha"

"yes the same Kaka up first yes" he said as he walked to his room..

when he entered the room he saw the guitar that was clearly displayed in his room.he took it and touched every inch of the guitar..

"Van I miss you??where are you now do you remember me??do you remember our promise??I'm still waiting for you Van here is still faithful to this heart to keep your name.. I'm sure you will come back to me but when Van??? I have to wait for you to come back Van ???I miss you so much that I want to see your smiling face to me Van??I want to sing

and make a song with MU I miss when we were with Van??I miss Van??i miss??" no tears Tasya also fell wet the guitar that he currently holds"Van what are you doing there??do you know how tormented I was for years without you here van??I miss Van so much that I want to feel like I'm going around this world just to find MU..I always hope to God that I can find MU someday be with MU can hug and look at the face of MU that I miss so much at this time maybe God has not allowed it for the moment it's for me to meet MU Van"the clear water billows kept falling wet the guitar he kept hugging tightly..

Tasya strummed the guitar for the first time after Revan's departure in his life.he began singing a song called ALIKA_LUKA.

Rain without clouding the heart

A storm without wind blows the soul

I never thought you'd disappear

No story before you vanish

Can't believe I'm in a mess

You also stay away before I understand

Wounds can't be 'I avoid

Although hiding from him

You have killed my dream

'Stab forever with you

Have fun now 'I wait for you?

Can't we repeat everything?

Can I survive

Of all this confusion?

Can't believe I'm in a mess

You also stay away before I understand

Wounds can't be 'I avoid

Although hiding from him

You have killed my dream

'Stab forever with you

Has disappeared from him

Wounds can't be 'I avoid

Although hiding from him

You have killed my dream

'Stab forever with you

'Stab forever with you

Tasya sings with tears and sobs in her lyrics.This heartache sings every lyric that is like her current state.

unbeknownst to Tasya Daffa silently watched everything from the beginning Tasya let out his heart..at first Daffa wanted to call Tasya to dinner together but what Daffa saw at this time Tasya was crying reminiscing about his past so much love and affection for Tasya to Revan someone who arrived suddenly disappeared without news for years long, he died, Tasya who was so dear.so heartache Daffa saw his sister crying for someone who would somehow come back...it turns out that all this time Tasya always thought about the man he always covered her from anyone always showing happiness always showing his cheerfulness to everyone just to cover his sadness all this time so that there is no who knows...Daffa also returned to the kitchen without Tasya Daffa did not want to disturb Tasya who is currently in a bad mood

"kha Daffa kha Tasya where not Kaka just wanted to call kha Tasya ya" asked Citra when she saw her Kaka was not with whom

"his rich kha Tasya has been sleeping dechh dhe about his Kaka call not nyahutin justin aja maybe kha Tasya cape we eat 2 aja yes"

"iya kha is not papa"

"how's your painting"

"owhh yeah good thing I said tomorrow I can anter I didn't send a painting"

"send where dhe is"

"kebandung kha all want to see the opening of the gallery that is there I was invited to come as one of the invited guests"

"what time is dhe"

"morning at 9 o'clock opening the gallery"

"yahh Kaka can not dhe try you say to kha Tasya he can not about tomorrow he will not be a match for sure if Kaka must take additional lessons sorry yes"

"iya kha gak papa ko"

"well, if you're done, go straight to your room and rest"

"iya kha"

"i've been up above him dhe" Daffa also went to leave Citra who was still busy with his meal.

"when you have to wait for that person to come back do you cape to keep waiting and hoping for something that is not certain to happen..I guess you have forgotten her and forgotten her who was so willing to leave MU when you really feel guilty and love her by writing..akhh dhe is so dear to her that you are the same to this day you have not been able to forget her and open your heart to others stop by" said Daffa lying on his padded sack as he looked up at the sky imagining what he had seen ..Tasya cried while hugging the guitar she gave."how can I help you forget her and forget about your sadness all this time dhe Kaka just hope you can share with others forget her and forget the wound dhe akhh dhe"said Daffa while rubbing his hair in frustration"When you can't stand to see you grieve constantly and what should I do?? so much so that God thou hast wounded Tasya continually thou hast made the man whom he loves go away and now he must lose his parents what thou hast planned in the life of Tasya the Lord why don't you just do me why Tasya must be such a innocent woman and grow up without affection" Daffa grew frustrated with her thinking of Tasya's dear sister..

"Where are you going" Daffa when he got to the table

"school is kha"

"indeed Citra hasn't told you yet"

"say what kha"

"kan Citra would like to ask you to anterin him to Bandung to send paintings and attend the launching of the dibandung gallery"

"akhh Citra didn't say what even I haven't seen him since this morning after waking him up"

"you have changed clothes there do not need to go to school later so that Kaka who asks permission for you"

"but I want you to have a promise to return the book I borrowed and want to borrow yesterday's notebook"

"where's the book so that Kaka returns to Sinta"

"not really papa kha"

"yes, I don't know where the book continues all of you want to pinjem the notebook yesterday right"

"iya kha thanks ya"

"yes same with you there you change clothes and continue to leave afraid later"

"iya kha I go up first yes change clothes all you want to call Citra"

"iya Kaka immediately left yes" said Daffa after finishing breakfast

"sir Eko Tasya the same Citra will go to Bandung please father anterin yes and heart hearts on the road do not be too speeding me titip them the same father if there is anything the same they directly contact me sir"said Daffa when he was in the garage and met with Mr. Eko

"iya ready den I will take care of non Tasya and non Citra"

"thank you sir I said to go to school first assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam heart with his motorbike"Daffa just singed a smile and drove on the streets until not te" seen by Mr. Eko