Not as Beautiful As Expected
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"gw nanya aja. I used to have a boyfriend but he went without saying to me"
"why what are you with his fight"
"no he had an accident because I'm happy Iw when I almost got hit when I was about to cross"Tasya also told the incident" at that time I was very sad left he I love he I can not without him Until now I am still waiting for his I always hope he returns even though he has been years I have left but I'm sure he'll definitely go back to my side into my life again"he breathed so as not to cry"Yesterday when I was in Bandung I met him accidentally I bumped him but he was like I don't recognize me at all hyks hiks I felt it was just a hallucination because I was too long and hopeful can see him but I'm sure it's real it's him .. he's back but why doesn't he know me??why for 4 years he did not know where he was??not looking for me or asking me how I am??is he really a lupain gw?? really gonna leave me without coming back?? isn't he going back to my side??will the wait be in vain??I always hope to always pray that he comes back so that he is with me again for many years I miss him I always wait for him to be tormented with life without him but when he comes back he forgets Iw hiks hiks what I have to do I miss him I love him until now hiks hiks hyks I don't want to be left him again what I was too selfish hope he will return to gw will always be with me I will not stayin gw hiks hiks gw gw"Tasya also can not hold his cry anymore Rehan who saw the condition Tasya immediately embraced to calm him"my heart is too tight to imagine that he does not know I forgot about our togetherness is this really going to end the wait I hope I will be in vain for years I keep my heart it's just for him but what I can over look forward to this long pain that I felt his last time when he went I've been suffering tremendous pain left behind by the person I dear people who mean so much to me now when he comes back he does not know me it hurts more like people I love people who I have been expecting to forget I do not know gw hyks hiks hiks I've left both parents I now there are people who love the same Iw but he also went why everyone I love go what I'm too inappropriate to be happy what God hates I never made a mistake why destiny never sided with mehkiks hyks"tangis Tasya tightened in Rehan's arms
"outside all your sadness is crying as much as its content I will stay here nemenin you until you calm down"
"what I do not deserve to be happy everyone I love go ninggalin gw hyks"
"maybe God has the best plan for you maybe he's not the one who deserves you if you really care about him or just because you feel guilty about the accident yes"
"gw dear to her Han" Tasya said as she let go of her embrace and looked at Rehan who was in front of her
"what you've been feeling all this time is affection or guilt"
"gw sure I love him Han I've been waiting for him all this time"
"kalo indeed he can't be the same you again have forgotten you again are you still waiting for him he will still close your heart just for him??maybe he had a reason to admit it all maybe you were reunited again the same he was not to continue your story but release without regret"
"what I can Han let go of what I can forget his I've been trying to forget him all this time but the more I try to forget him I'm the more tormented Han"
"it may be hard, but if you can't forget it, maybe you'll be as long as you're tormented with the affection you have for him"
"how I can escape Han even now I'm disappointed with him but still there is no hate in my heart for him I just want to see him hug him"
"it should be trying to open your heart to others"
"but I can't Han heart I'm already full of his name with love I kedia what I will still be able to open my heart to others"
"it may be difficult, but try first to give someone else a chance to try to replace him in your heart"
"what will there be but my heart belongs to someone else"
Tasya can not answer it anymore is indeed what Rehan said I can not continue to be entangled by the past I have seen him yesterday he did not recognize me he has missed me maybe with me seeing her happy I'll be happy
"what better you are"
"I'm sorry I made your shirt wet with tears I'm now better maybe right what you said I can't keep going rich gini torture myself I'm waiting for someone who is uncertain maybe I should try to accept someone who will enter my life hopefully this is the best way"
"owhh yeah I guess the guy I met at the cafe was your girlfriend"
"why do you think he's my girlfriend"
"yes about him he looks the same attention you what else when I Dateng nyamperin you he looks jealous as Iw"
"akhh ingga ko I don't see he's jealous he's used to him I wonder if he's jealous of you cowboy nyebelin"
"it's good to have nyebelin what"
"it's really nice" Tasya said with a small laugh
"that dong laugh again don't be moody keep ugly or see you pout sad Mulu"
"owhh yeah why do you think Ragil tuhh my girlfriend why can you say that he is jealous of you"
"gw men I know men when again like someone when again jealous or anything about men I know"
"those days emng lu forecasters for men"
"I'm serious I see his rich he likes you when he chat with you different than the same girl you were and when he asked about gw to you I see he was jealous against me even though he didn't say it's the same, but I can see clearly it's all"
"akhh I don't believe Ragil likes it the same Iw what else your jealousy mahh just want to nyenengin gw only"
