Not an Ordinary Actor

52. Envy In The Heart.

After Dom leaves, Hanum immediately prepares to go to the shooting location with Wendy, who is now on her way to her apartment.

"Let's go", Hanum said when Wendy reached her apartment.

"You're ready I think I still have to wait for you because it's still early enough".

"We'd better go now even if the shooting starts at 10".

"All right but treat me to a delicious breakfast this morning because I'm so hungry".

"Don't worry I'll buy you anything you want right now baby", Hanum joked as she stroked Wendy's cheek making Wendy shudder in horror.

"Stop Hanum you're terrible for that expression!", Hardik Wendy.

Hanum laughed at hearing that.

"Not that you like it when someone defends you like that" Hanum said with a still seductive expression.

"I like it, but if it's a guy who does it, let alone a guy like Dom I'm definitely not going to turn it down".

Hearing that Hanum immediately pinched Wendy's cheek.

" Auw!!, What's wrong with you today, you're PMS now?", asked Wendy.

"Therefore I feel like eating people now let alone people whose brains are perverted like yourself, dare to imagine making love with the husband of people".

"If the guy's like Dom, I think it's appropriate to be a fantasy place to fuck".

Hanum is reluctant to hear Wendy's words but he can't say that Dom is his.

"Stop ahead!", Hanum orders Wendy.

Wendy stared at the restaurant where she stopped now.

"What reason are we going to have breakfast at this restaurant?", Wendy asked in disbelief.

"Of course, what do you think we're here for if not for breakfast isn't it famous for its delicious breakfast menu".

"But if we eat here it's the same as we throw away our work a day just for one meal".

"You take it easy we don't have to pay for it with our sweat, but with this".

Hanum took out Dom's Gold card from his bag.

Seeing the gold card in Hanum's hand Wendy's eyes immediately rounded perfectly.

"Who is your benevolent donor to give you a gold card Hanum.

"Secret admirer", Hanum said.

"Omo!, did he also give you that stamp on your neck".

Wendy pointed at the purplish-red mark on Hanum's neck due to Dom's strong absorption earlier.

Hanum just smiled.

"Let's go inside" Hanum said.

Wendy follows Hanum out of the car and into the restaurant.

until inside the waiter escorted them an empty shirt that was near a big window so that while eating breakfast, they could enjoy the beautiful scenery outside the window.

They ordered a simple menu for their breakfast.

While waiting for the order to come, they talked about work, while busy chatting arrived Hanum saw Arya and Clarisa enter the restaurant and sat not far from them.

Inwardly envious to see Clarisa's stomach being rounded because she was pregnant, without realizing Hanum sighed loudly making Wendy look directly at her.

"What's wrong?", asked Wendy.

"No one answered Hanum by bowing his face gloomily.

"What's really nothing, or don't look at them because you're changing right away?" guessed Wendy.

"Yes, I felt envious as a woman when I saw Clarisa pregnant now" she replied slowly.

"You envy?, what's Hanum for, you should be happy because you knew their affair before you had a child with the village crocodile,he's not a nice guy if you forget what you saw a few days ago with me when he had a nice lunch with his wife's sister" Wendy said emotionally.

"I know Wendy but still I'm jealous that Clarisa can get pregnant and I can't, I don't feel like a perfect woman because I can't get pregnant".

"It's possible that you haven't found the right person to father your child because God didn't give you that child at the time".

"Right, but I don't think I'm going to be able to get pregnant forever, she said Clarisa doesn't need to be in a long relationship with Arya, but she immediately conceived her child, she said,whereas I've been married to her for almost 7 years but even though I've never been pregnant" Hanum said, even more sad to remember that.

Seeing Hanum begin to glaze through the glass Wendy immediately grasped his hand gently.

"Don't be pessimistic you still have a chance, you can remarry and then try to have children with your new husband who knows God gave you children".

Hanum shook his head, "I can't help Wendy, I feel like I've lost hope of having a child now".

"Why is it pessimistic that you check yourself with a doctor and ask if you have a problem with your fertility?".

"I've done it many times before when I was married to Aryan".

"Then do you have any fertility problems or anything else ".

Hanum shook his head, "They said I'm fine I'm normal, but why can't I get pregnant".

"Then did Arya ever check with the obstetrician?" asked Wendy.

Hanum shook his head, "He always refused to do it, the reason is that he is fine and the proof is that he will now become a father, meaning that it is me who has been troubled all this time" Hanum said pessimistically.

"Somebody knows it's not his son" Wendy sewot said.

"You mean?", asked Hanum, not understanding.

"Yes, it could be that the child that Clarisa conceived was not the child of Arya, but the child with the man is not clear, but she admitted it was the son of Arya because she often did too with Arya, too,so that Arya who was stupid and at that time was really wanting a child to marry her".

"Hanum was silent to hear that, but what Wendy said also could not prove his words were true, because it was just an assumption.

"Here Hanum you don't have to be jealous or discouraged, if you can't have your own children you can adopt later if you want, if you want,or just look for a man who does not want to have children when married or a widower who already has children, do not be too confused about the problem, or do baby tubes with a surrogate mother is still a lot of quiet way".

Hanum just silently heard Wendy's remark, he can indeed do all that but whether he has a chance now that he is tied to a marriage is unclear with Dom.

Hanum could only sigh considering his life path was more complicated because it entered in the vicious circle that Dom had brought into his life now.

"Are you still thinking about it?", asked Wendy, seeing that Hanum was silent.

"That remains my mind especially during marriage with Arya she always insulted me as a barren woman".

"So you want to prove to her that what she's been saying all this time is wrong about you?".

"Of course I want to prove to her, to keep her mouth shut".

"Then do it".

"How is it?".

"Try to get pregnant with your girlfriend now to prove to her that you're not barren".