Not a Common Widow (Status Only)

Abort Your Content!

After everything is done, Sofi continues her goal of meeting Syafira. He stopped by a toy store for a gift for his grandson Felix. The woman was so serious about choosing an item that she thought Felix would like and carrying it to the cashier. Unbeknownst to him was a pair of shocked eyes staring at him.

"Sophy!" muttered the middle-aged woman was none other than Saras. He rubbed his eyes hoping not to see wrong, but when he looked back Sofi was no longer there.

Saras immediately went to the cashier to make sure, there he did not see Sofi. "Maybe I'm hallucinating."

Saras to the store intends to approach Arman in his room, but when he wants to enter he accidentally sees Sofi. He also did not come to see Arman because his head suddenly dizzy.

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Upon arrival at home, Saras immediately went to the room without caring for Dinda's call.

"Why come home so soon, Mom?" ask Dinda. "What's wrong with Mom? tumben he didn't answer?" Dinda frowned and she shrugged her shoulders.

In Saras' room, he recalled the events he had done to his son. His eyes closed trying to remove the shadow of the past that continues to haunt him.

Flashbacks :

An elderly woman was silent daydreaming, she noticed the face of the princess who was asleep due to fainting. I don't know what I'm thinking right now. The princess's moaning voice resuscitated her from her daydream. His face was already flushed with anger, his mouth wanted to immediately scatter the questions he wanted to ask immediately.

"I mother!" when he was conscious.

"What's wrong with me, Mom?" he spoke again, his hand holding a head that felt dizzy. Slowly he got up and sat down leaning his body against the support of the bed.

"Who is that man?" ask me firmly at the point.

The deg..!

Sofi's heart was racing. She was afraid that something unwanted might happen to her. Sofi was nervous, her body had started to sweat coldly, she kept twisting the blanket she was wearing, she was so scared and her face kept looking down in fear.

"Mother's Witch? who's that guy Sofi!" mother asked again, but this time her voice was higher.

"Whose men, ma'am?" His words.

"Don't pretend to be stupid! You ask who that man is? the man who impregnated you!"

"Ha pregnant?!" Sofi was stunned when she heard the word pregnant.

He rubbed his lament, there was a small creature he did not want to grow on his stomach. His cheeks were wet with tears constantly coming out. She felt sad that her youth was smashed to pieces, she felt regret that she could not keep her honor.

"Yes, you're pregnant. Pregnant out of wedlock! I can't believe you turned out like that!"

"I'm sorry, Mom. I don't want this either, it's out of my control, Mom." Sofi said while crying.

"Out of control you say? That means you do it a lot, right?" accuse the mother of still with her high voice.

Sofi shook her head. "No, Ma. I swear I'm not like that, a I was forced, Mom. I've been trying to preserve my honor. But, I can't, I can't fight it." Sofi's cry broke, she couldn't hold back her tears. He himself felt dirty and disgusted at himself.

Sofi continued to shake her head, she did not want to tell who the man was. His breathing was tight, his chest hurt considering what he was going through. It's better for her to raise her own child than to have to hold the man accountable.

"If so, you throw away your womb! Come with mom." Say Saras without guilt. He dragged his son to come with him.

The deg...!

"No, Mom, I don't want to!" Sofi refused firmly the request of her mother.

Ms. Saras did not listen to the rejection of the child, she continued to drag without pity. She felt ashamed to know her child was pregnant without a husband, she did not want her reputation as a socialite mother who was quite tarnished by the disgrace of the child.

"No, Ma! Please don't throw my shit out." Sofi continued to thrash from the grasp of the Mother.

"But I don't want to know! You have to abort it. What did Sofi say? I'm ashamed!" Jerking Saras still continues to drag the child, while Sofi still continues to try to rebel.

"I'd rather die than have to kill him, Mom! This baby is innocent!" sofi's voice was no less high, she was frustrated, she did not want to kill the innocent fetus.

Plaque...Plaque...

A loud slap Saras slapped on the child, causing Sofi to fall to the floor while holding her stomach. The red mark on the cheek bears witness, for the first time the mother treated him harshly. Sofi grimaced and cried a hiccup holding the right cheek that felt numb and sore.

"Go from here! I wouldn't have a son as embarrassing as you. Mother's good name as a rich person will be tarnished by your behavior! You better leave than I have to lose face." snapped Saras drove Sofi away without guilt.

"Don't throw me out, Mom! Please don't throw me out, where should I go?" Sofi is resting at the mother's feet, she's confused if she gets out of here where is she going?

Saras threw Sofi's hand violently, as if she was disgusted at the child's grasp.

"Mom doesn't care! If you're still keeping your illegitimate child, don't expect me to accept you again!"

Saras drags his son out of the house without caring if he is his biological son or not.

"Go you! I don't want my face smeared by you, I don't want to have a child like you. I'm not thinking!" Saras affirmed every word he uttered.

Saras shut the door of his house without regard to the voice of the child who kept calling and banging on the door.

"Mom, don't throw me out, Mom! Mom, open the door! Where would I go if Mom kicked out? Mom, please open the door!" She was full of pleadings, Sopi continued to bang on the door asking to be opened.

Sofi bowed, she hugged both her knees crying a mouthful. "Where should I go?"

End flashback.

"Sofiii...!" Saras woke up, his face pale, cold sweat had already fallen on his forehead. He awakens from his sleep, dreaming of the event where he drove Sofi away. "I'm sorry Mom. I'm sorry, where are you now?" he said full of regrets.

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