Not a Common Widow (Status Only)

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Chapter 4 snippet ( Forget what happened )

Jhon was pensive in the bar, he kept turning the old bottle of his leftover drink around. His heart was again agitated to hear if the person who had been harassing his heart and mind was still there.

He was eager to see what kind of situation Syafira was but he could not because his movements were always monitored. He wanted to get out of Mahendra's circle but couldn't because his sister was in danger.

Lir is like a word, go back and forth. John could only follow his Master's orders.

"When I could go back, I'd rather be Nando, a big bespectacled little guy living in peace than a handsome-looking Jhon but not calm." Inner Jhon again sipped his drink.

Two bottles of the drink Jhon drank. His head began to grow dizzy from the influence of alcohol. Jhon stood up slightly staggering away from the place.

I don't know why his current destination wants to go to Bella's apartment. Jhon admitted that with Bella he felt comfortable even though Bella was sometimes spoiled, matre, and stubborn. John also admitted that Bella was very interesting. But she has yet to realize that Bella's presence is capable of forgetting her old love.

Ting-tong

Bella who was preparing for sleep was disturbed. "Who are the gini nights?" he said but did not stop walking to open the door.

Why does Bella have an apartment? because Hendra bought it at Bella's own request.

"Jhon, why are you here?" Bella is confused because Jhon does not usually come to her apartment.

Usually they meet when at home or in his papa's office or somewhere, not in an apartment, not in a hotel, especially in a bar that Jhon often visits because Bella does not like to go to the bar.

"I miss you." Suddenly Jhon hugged Bella and unconsciously revealed the deepest contents of the heart because usually drunk people will tell the truth. (Say people)

Of course, Bella is happy because the man she likes misses her. Bella has long harbored her feelings since Jhon was present in her life. Jhon is the first person who is able to break his heart until he really falls deeply in love.

But, there is something that makes him uncomfortable, namely the pungent smell of the mouth of Jhon that Bella is most disliked.

Jhon broke his embrace after waking up. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have hugged you." There is still consciousness in John.

"It's okay, what are you doing here?" bella asked while closing the door because Jhon immediately entered and sat leaning his body against the chair.

"I want to sleep here, my head hurts a lot." One of his hands massaged his forehead hoping the pain in his head could go away.

Bella approached and sat down near Jhon. "Try laying your head here, I'm the incandescent." Bella tells him to lay Jhon's head on her lap.

Without much thought the man laid his head down and Bella immediately gently scowled the head of the man she loved.

Head Jhon feel better after being flinched by Bella. He closed his eyes enjoying every touch of Bella's hand on the head and unexpectedly Jhon held Bella's hand and kissed her.

Bella was riveted, her heart was suddenly pounding, this was the first time a man other than Mahendra had been so close to her and the first time she had been treated like this.

John woke up from his bed and looked at Bella's beautiful face. She admits that Bella is beautiful.

"You're beautiful, Bell." Jhon seriously looked at Bella's face, the other hand held Bella's cheek and the other held Bella's hand on her chest.

Bella blushed embarrassedly, her face had met red like a boiled crab. Just imagine, two humans of the opposite sex are in one room at night most likely shetan must come tempting. And that's what happened to Jhon because it may be due to the influence of alcohol also to make him reckless to attach both of their chewy objects.

Bella can't refuse, really, he was lulled by the gentle touch that Jhon gave him and perhaps also by the love that grew in the recesses of the heart made him dark in the eyes and was inedible to seduce the man who touched him.

Bella forgot the promise she made to her mother to keep her honor. It turns out that love is able to change everything until it is willing to give up valuable possessions for a woman to a man who is not her husband but he loves.

What should not have happened instead happened. Both are drifting in the cradle of world enjoyment without thinking what it will look like in the future.

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The sunlight stealing in through the window woke up the man who was so asleep hugging the woman beside him. Jhon blinked his eyes when the glare of the sun was on him.

Jhon opened his eyelids wide, he looked around the place where he was and he saw someone in his arms. Suddenly Jhon was surprised to violently release his embrace and directly occupy his body.

"Bella..?! what's happening with us?" Jhon massaged his forehead remembering the events of last night, but his head even hurt.

Bella who felt disturbed sleep opened her eyes. "Jhon, are you awake?" ask Bella to yawn.

"What happened last night? why aren't we wearing a single thread?" Jhon asked, but his tone was disappointed and angry.

Bella frowned, she sat on her body while holding a blanket covering her naked body.

"As you can see now. We do it and you express your feelings." Bella tells him what happened last night and Bella also tells him that Jhon misses her and likes her.

John denies, "No way, I can't do this and I can't possibly like you." He doesn't believe Bella's words.

Bella was surprised, she remembered that last night Jhon expressed his feelings between the peaks of his two pleasures.

"If it's not possible then why are we like this? Are we dreaming? no, Jhon. We really did it."

"No, it's impossible. I can't do this." When he stood up, he was surprised when he really did not wear anything, and immediately he picked up his clothes and wore them.

"Forget what happened! It's wrong, we shouldn't be doing this." Without feeling Jhon told Bella to forget what happened.

Bella pecked, her eyes dewy hearing the hurtful words of the man she loved. "Forget what happened? after what happened you told me to forget?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose and probably also because of the influence of alcohol. Then forget what happened between us and I can't possibly like you." Said Jhon while buttoning his clothes.

"I can't forget it because you were the first to touch me. That easy as you say that?" peekik Bella was very disappointed.

"I don't care. We've made a mistake, and I hope you forget it!" reply Jhon with a slightly raised voice and leave Bella just like that.

Bella was surprised, she tried to stand up to chase after him but the pain and pain in the lower area made him undo his intentions.

"Jhon, don't go...!" the tears that had been flooded just like that. His chest was as tight as a huge rock. He gets sicker when Jhon heartlessly leaves as if he is a ja***Ng that is used up left behind.

"Yetoooo." His screams in between the cries became more and more.

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