Noctah Black Marriage
Mr. Irsyad
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I decided to tell Mami and Papi about Qia's presence and my divorce. Ready not to be ready this is reality. As Lidia suggested, I should establish good friendships with the parents.
It turned out how happy they were when they heard that I already had a child. They became grandparents. The next day the mami-papi flew straight to Indonesia.
“What is the name of the granddaughter of this grandmother?” ask mami.
“Syauqia Assyifa.”
“Wah, how nice his name is. Missed child as good as a healer.”
Apparently, my mother understood more or less the meaning of her grandson's name. Papi took over Qia from the mami sling. Both of them do not seem bored playing with my adorable son.
Seeing the situation of me who lives in a rented house, mami papi immediately offered me to buy a house.
“It's okay, Mih. No need.”
“Where is this lak? Our son is your only one. Who else would we do if not for you? Do not keep refusing. You're not like you used to be. Not much money, right?” cerocos.
This time I did what they said. There is now a Qia whose future should be considered.
When we went for an afternoon walk on four wheels to find a good place to eat outside, accidentally passed my cafe Resto that was captured by Meti. But the cafe is closed. Really provoked my curiosity.
Kumenepi and asked the Amang who used to stay in front of Ruko.
“Mang, punten want to ask, if this Resto is closed, yes?”
“Oh, already a month indeed close Mbak.”
“Lho, why?”
“I heard about being broke and the rukonya is also up for sale.”
“Oh like that. Thank you Mang for the information.”
“Sama-sama, Mbak.”
I drove the car again and continued on.
“Emang it Resto who, Sal?” ask Mami curious.
“Friends, Mih,” I replied dishonestly.
I'm ashamed to be so honest about everything. They will surely shake how stupid this one and only princess is.
Finally we went to a restaurant to eat in the afternoon. While waiting for the order we chatted a lot of things.
“Try if there is Li Chen, exclamation yes, if we go for a walk,” said Papi.
“Li is married, Pah and settled in Beijing.”
“He was married until there were no bases to Papi.”
I actually expected him to call occasionally. He said he wanted to show me his wedding photos. I'm waiting not really. Maybe he was happy and forgot about me. Somehow there is a sense of disappointment that infiltrates the recesses of the heart.
However, Li and I have known each other for a long time. It shouldn't be like this. Totally forgot.
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Sunday has arrived. Since then I have been regularly following his studies and activities. Some of the pilgrims increasingly eager to match me with Ustaz Hadi. Honestly, not unwilling, but I feel less worthy. He is so high in his religious knowledge. While I, to decide the hijab alone still doubt. I'll just go to the school.
This week happens to be the schedule of Hadi ustaz again who filled the study. What he said was as good as usual. Until I and Lydia forgot that Qia who had been actively learning the path was not around us.
“Teh, I found Qia first,” I panicked.
“Quiet. Mostly he's ahead. The fence's locked, there's a guard too. It won't disappear. Don't panic too much.”
“Ya Tea.”
I was rushing to look for Qia ahead. But the figure of my son was not found. I want to feel like I'm crying right now. How can I settle this. Bad thoughts filled my mind. What if Qia gets kidnapped? Nah!
With a gamang I ran to the left and right of the mosque. Hope Qia is found. My feet tripped over the porch and fell.
“Mom, mom, mom ...” A cute voice called out to me.
Instantly I raise my head and be right. Alhamdulillah Qia is now in front of me. I immediately took over from the sling of the man who carried it.
“Qia, this is Momi darling.” Kuciumi kept Qia with the rest of the tears.
“Ekhm .. Assalamualaikum, Salma,” greet the man in front of me.
For a moment I turned and only realized the figure that was standing. I blinked a few times not believing what I saw.
“Did I see wrong? Am I wrong? Geez Salma, you miss Li so much,” my murmur.
But still the man in front of me looked like Li Chen. It's just that his appearance is very different. Of course this guy wears a koko suit and has a scab.
“You did not see wrong, Sal,” said the man. Apparently he heard my murmur.
“Means?”
“Yes Allah, Sister Salma. It turns out here. Qia have met, yes?” tanya Lydia approached after half a hasty walk. “Oh no Mr Irsyad too?” continued.
“Oh this Mr Irsyad?” ask me to Lydia.
“Ia, Ma'am. Wh why? Mr Irsyad wasn't the one who found Qia?”
“Pak Irsyad?” I looked back at the man.
“Mbak, keep your eyes on!” reprimand Lydia.
“Teh, Mr. Irsyad is very similar to someone,”.
“What is Li Chen like?” ask the man.
“Iya, How can I know?”
“Sal, I'll ‘t Li Chen your friend. Irsyad is my convert's name. You didn't recognize me, did you?”
“Jadi ... is this really you? Yes Allah,” I cried while patting her cheek.
Li Chen pulled away a little bit from me. “Sorry, Sal, we are not mahrom,” he said.
“Eh, sorry.”
“So you guys already know each other?” ask Lydia.
“Iya, this is the man I told you about.”
“Oh, so the man that Mbak Salma misses is Mr Irsyad?”
I immediately nudged Lydia's arm.
“What was that? The guy that Ma'am Salma misses?” Li Chen made sure.
I blushed and this cheek warmed up.
“Aduh, we better continue the chat later. Not good, the study is still going on inside,” said Lydia.
“Oh yes. Sorry-sorry.”
“Then I want to go inside, yeah! Wait until it's done, yes!” my message.
“Eh, that's your son let me be the same,” bargain Li Chen.
“Seriously, is it okay this?”
“Serious. Also anteng.”
I hand Qia over to her sling. It was also true that Qia seemed happy and cool with Li Chen. Qia himself knew him.
In the ceremony, my heart was completely unsettled. I want the show to be done quickly this time. Even my soul is not sitting in place. My thoughts were really chaotic, floating to Li who was outside the Mosque with Qia.
“Sabar, Mbak ..” said Lidia who had been watching my behavior earlier.
After the recitation, I went back with Lydia to see Li Chen. It's a shame we haven't been able to talk much. As usual after the class there is a schedule. This time distributing box rice to every angkot driver, rickshaw, taxi driver and others.
During the rice box handing out, I kept Li's mind and wondered. Why did Li become a convert? Why didn't she marry the woman from Beijing? And I'd love to tell you that I'm divorced from Hans.
“Teh, Mr Irsyad really did not participate in sharing rice box?”
“So I heard, he said he had other needs. So go home in a hurry.”
“What requirements, yes?”
“Aduh, where do I know, Mbak.”
Suddenly my heart broke. What needs are some? It seems much more important than his meeting with me today. Does he not wonder why I got to study? Does he not want to know more about me? Does he not want to carry Qia anymore? Questions kept popping up without me preventing them.
“Eh, Ma'am, I noticed daydreaming continuously from earlier?” reprimand Mira who said to agree really if I match with Ustaz Hadi.
“Oh, nothing.”
“Finished sharing rice box, would you like to attend closing event no? Do you want to go home?” tanyakanya.
“Mau go home directly. You are at home there are my parents,” I replied.
Because sometimes after activities like there is a meal with us as a committee. But this time I prefer to go home. Actually not because there is a Mami-papi, but it is no longer excited. Maybe if there was Li Chen in this activity, I would definitely follow him to the end.
Hah, why is it because of Li, anyway? What's wrong with me?
“Oh, same I also want to go straight home. My son is sick at home. So I was asked to go home quickly. Can nebeng not Mbak, until dapatan?” ask Mira again.
“Oh can, of course. Later I will deliver it to the house of Teh Mira.”
“Ih so troublesome like this.”
“No hassle, Ma'am. Our way home is in line. If only turn first a little is okay.”
“Yeah, thank you, yes!”
“Sama-sama, Mbak.”
“May Mbak Salma as soon as possible get a soul mate according to his dreams,” his prayers.
“Aamiin by Allah. Aamiin.”
“Amin is very excited,” cetus Lydia.
“Custom just ah!” shanka.
“I pray that Mr. Irsyad will make a match with you, Ma'am,” whispered Lidia as if she understood what had been my mind.
“Ah Tetu whatan,” reply me shy.
Eheum ..he who is in my mind is busy. Why didn't he ask for my cell phone number? If I ask first ‘kan shy. Why isn't he saying goodbye to me, too? Know that there is no more. I'm still wondering, what does he need? Though what I heard Mr. Irsyad was always following this activity until it was finished.
After all these weeks why am I meeting now? Yesterday, said Ustaz Hadi, Mr. Irsyad as a permanent donor and the largest can not be present continuously because there are obstacles as well. This time he came. Just a few hours and go again. Perhaps Li Chen was indeed a very busy person. What, now his effort? The office that used to be ‘kan is no longer managed.
Well, why am I so intent on this with Li? To see him again, I have to wait for next week. If he is present, what if he is not. Argha!
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