Noctah Black Marriage

Red Box

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I have to be strong. If Hans dared to betray for a second time, then there would never be another chance. 

"Momi hope, you understand, son. If only we had to leave Papi," I said while stroking my distended stomach.

I guess which mother in the world would give birth to a child without a husband. However, if his presence only makes the pain not brimmed, for what? It is better to part ways by opening a new sheet of life. Can't everyone be and deserve to be happy in their own way? 

"Mom promise, we'll stay happy, son."

The pain unconsciously made me change into a much stronger person. Even I'm afraid these tears are dripping in her tears.

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"Assalamualaikum," Hans' greeting was heard.

Apparently he has arrived from Pelabuhan Ratu. As usual I still greeted and kissed the back of his hand. I acted as if I didn't know anything. Let it be for the rest of the wedding days, I'll play the role of a good wife before the divorce suit is filed. 

I just want to part ways in a good way. There will be no grudges that I will keep. Because holding a grudge or hatred only makes this life restless and unsettled. Not good for the health of the baby either. Being a mother-to-be, unknowingly makes the person more wise and in control.

Before I ask about the transfer receipt, I will first gather strength for myself mentally.

Bishimah ....

"Well, do you want to eat or take a shower?"

"I want to take a shower first" he said, taking off his shirt. 

He also rushed into the bathroom. I immediately picked up the clothes Hans had just undone.

Pluk ... something fell out of his pants pocket. I picked up a red box with a strawberry variant. Although I have never bought and worn it, I quite know what things are now in my grasp. Yes, a contraceptive made from latek that men usually use.

If in the first betrayal I found it in the condition of used, now I found it in a condition still wrapped. But the package is no longer sealed. I tried to open it, it only contained two pcs. Judging from the writing of the amount on the packaging, it should be three contents. It means one has been used. 

The question is, who is this contraceptive device used with?

"Astag." Cupped my mouth.

Instantly the heat to slump pain into the nose, due to the crying that I tried to prevent. As powerful as it is, the circle still falls on the cheek as well. Not wanting to be late and sad, I immediately went to the front of the tv, then watched whatever shows there were.

I hit the tight chest.  I continue to monologue with a heart that is difficult to bring peace. However, constantly advising myself not to stress over what I just rediscovered.

"Which, you are crying," asked Hans to wake me up from the pain room.

"Eh, Mum. Shower already?"

"Yes, you haven't answered. You crying?" repeat as you approach sitting.

"Crying?"

"Yes, here!" he said while wiping my tears.

"Oh, I'm watching tv again. Take the mood," I replied.

Hans immediately looked at what I was watching. Thankfully it was just right. Because what I set out turned out to be a flying fish station with the drama Kumenangis. Aish .. really.

"Geez, Ayang. Until you get to the story. Until the cry of all. It's just a drama story. Just acting!"

"Yes, Mas. It's just a story, just an act. His crying wife was also paid. But, the pain of being betrayed I know very well how. So baper, deh!"

After I said so, Hans's facial ripples instantly turned red and misbehaved.

"Which, I'm a lager," he said hurriedly.

"Mas, you look tense, why?"

"No, it's ordinary."  He said while nape the nape.

"Well, wait, I'll prepare the meal."

I'm getting into the kitchen. The food I bought from the restaurant, I immediately hid it. Right now, I'm more willing if he likes tilapia fish pessmol, for cats only. Whereas instead I fry a flat egg that overcook outside, undercook inside. Aka a charred, but raw. Amis, fishy guys. Heh!

After I laid out at the dining table, Hans impatiently pulled up the chair and immediately sat down. The movement of his hand that poked the rice immediately came to a halt as his eyes caught there was only a burnt-out egg on the table.

"Who, are you just cooking eggs?"

"Yes, Mas. I've been crying lately again. So don't smell the spice."

"I said too, Yang, just buy it. Don't bother cooking."

"I know, it must be because of my bad cooking" I said.

"Lho, how did you get angry? I just don't want you to be Ayang's soybean. Remember what the doctor said."

"Yes, I'm a lousy wife. Not cooking, not being smitten in bed either."

"Astaghfirullah, Ying. You don't suck, you're the best. Dong, don't sulk. Nih, want me to eat, really."

"Seriously, want to eat?"

"Yes, here. Looky!" Hans started to put rice in his mouth.

"Yes, ready."

However, when the spoon tries to split the eggs, it looks inexact. Nempel on a spoon and if sniffed, of course fishy smell. Hans held back his mouth that was about to enter his mouth.

"Why? He said my cooking was good. Hayo eaten!" my insistence.

Not wanting me to sulk, she ended up eating it too. I'm sure the yellow one on his mouth makes a big dent. Seen from the lips that chew slowly and eyes wide open. Immediately he grabbed a glass of water to drown the fear-like food through the throat.

"Which, I'm full."

"lik! Two mouthfuls are full?"

"Yes, Yang, full."

"Oh, I'm saying that the eggs aren't good! Don't bother, don't pretend, don't act too much!" my midget.

"Acting?" forehead creeping. "Yes, I forgot. I'm an acting whiz, huh? Which, if I plunge into the entertainment world, like the popularity of Arya Saloka must also be jittery. Hahaha ..," he continued.

Ding! Sakola Arya? Hello ... I want to!

"Heum."

"Yang, his face is not jutek that dong! Where's smile? I'm thirsty if I don't see your smile."

"Want me to smile?"

"Of course, Yang."

"Take the eggplok!"

Hans just stared at the egg on the plate as he swallowed the saliva.  Finally, he continued eating.

It feels good to be able to get a husband. Oh my God, is that me? But what I did to him was nothing.

After spending the eggs, he immediately entered the bathroom. Maybe throw up there or I don't know. Bodo!

Astaghfirullah, because of finding contraceptives, I forgot to take the medicine that the doctor prescribed every control. It was really detrimental to his betrayal. They take away smiles, take away time and thoughts. All right, don't make any further impact.

I was a victim. Don't add to the burden of remembering what happened again. Hemp it! Not worth it if you are down and sad. I have to be a happy mother in spite of all the gaping wounds.

"Son, let's fight together. You will be born of a strong and happy mother." A smile I published, though the sun soon set.

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Early in the morning I found Hans tearing laundry in the washing machine. Coincidentally our ART is being cleared today not to enter. So early in the morning, I've put all the dirty clothes in the machine. His intention was to be washed immediately. However, the cold air ignored my intentions.

I watched him pick up a pair of pants he was wearing yesterday. Every pocket, he checked. Hmm .. surely he just got caught up with the contraceptive. His movements looked chaotic and panicked. Since he did not find what he was looking for in his pants pocket, then started picking up all the dirty clothes one after another. Maybe he thought it had fallen off.

I immediately took the contraceptive device I had secured in the nightstand drawer. Pretending not to know what is going on.

"Ekhm, Mum."

"Darling!" yells jump. 

"For what? How are his clothes ruffled?" I put on a confused face.

"Eh, anu, that's ...."

"What Mas? Anu what does that mean?"

"I'm looking for something. But there's no."

"Something? What'sthat?"

"That's .. Anyway something."

"Want me help you find?" bargained.

"Oh, don't do it. Just sit down, yeah, in front of the TV!" tell him to push me to sit down at his request.

Yeah, what can I do? I just sit back and watch cooking on TV. Hans returned to the laundry room. He was there long enough. After about half an hour, he only saw the trunk of his nose. With a pale mixed limp face, he walked over. Occasionally scratching his head which may be a lot of dandruff. Both of his eyeballs were spinning and seemed to be remembering something.

"What is possible ...," he murmured.

Half run to the room? Does he think it fell there? Sure enough when I followed, he was crawling on the floor with his eyes focused on looking up under the bed.

"Ekhm, Mommy. Haven't met?" take it lightly.

But you know, in the heart of it has been rumbling. I want to explode and judge. However, it is a pity that my energy is in vain for man not to know this self. Therefore, even though it is difficult, I am reddened by turbulent emotions.

"Not yet, Yang," he replied without looking at me.

"What Mas, look for this" I finally took out a small box of contraception from my pocket and showed it to Hans.

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How did you, Hans' reaction? Will he squint?

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