
Nay looks at Sam with disappointment, he thinks Sam will not easily believe the words of others but the reality is wrong, Sam considers her a wild woman.
“Nay is not what I mean!” Sam tried to explain.
“My point is. I love you no matter what your circumstances, the most important thing for me is the feelings between us.
Actually I feel insecure, I'm afraid you have someone else in your heart, because you used to prefer Ryawan over me and you also said that you have given the most valuable of you.
Because of your confession, it made me suspect that you...” Said Sam with a bubbling chest and unable to continue his speech, he resigned to what Nay would say.
“Do you want to know, the most precious thing I have given Ryawan?” said Nay.
Sam looked at Nay with a curious look on his face.
“Trust!” nay continued to say.
“Ke..trust?” said Sam.
“Ya.”
“Can I not be trusted?” ask Sam.
“You made me believe in Ryawan."
“You mean?” sam was confused.
“Do you remember when we had a fight when I was going to play romeo and juliet?”
“Yes, I remember! I don't want you to perform because of who is romeo si Dion, he is a play boy and in the drama a lot of mesraanya scenes, surely he will look for a chance!”
“You know I changed my costume in the UKS room and you locked me there!”
“That's what I did because I didn't want you to perform!” said Sam later.
A moment later he recalled, "UKS room, claustrophobia!" inner Sam.
“What are you...” Sam could not continue his words.
“Yes, Ryawan helped me, when I started to get scared, he came and broke down the door! that's when she and I became close.”
Sam curses himself, as his actions make an opportunity for another man to get close to Nay. While Sam still condemns his stupidity, Nay continues his story.
“The similarity of fate that makes us understand each other and trust each other, I must appear perfect in order to be able to acknowledge the family as well as himself. You know he's a scholarship recipient and if he doesn't want to lose his grades, he should be good.
His life is full of pressure, he has to maintain his value and also has to survive in a chaotic family, his father commits an act of KDRT to his mother, therefore he and his mother leave his father, he, at that time his mother was very sick so that he had to work for the cost of living and also the treatment of his mother, he also had to study hard so that his scholarship was not lost.”
“Therefore you guys are dating?” ask Sam.
“That said we were dating was someone else, not us!”
“What people talk about, it's because of what they see! There will be no smoke if there is no fire, everyone can see you often go home with him.”
“Because of that most people only judge from what they see without hearing from the person in question!” Nay protest.
“But you also do not explain to cause speculation, people will suspect you and him there is a relationship”
“Include yourself?”
“Ya!” said Sam in shame.
“I can see myself in him, he helped me overcome my phobia problem, because of him, I can take the elevator, he said, every time we went to the mall just to get in and out of the elevator and it worked, but if it was in a narrow and dark room I still could not handle it.”
Sam continues to listen to Nay's story, he feels nothing compared to Ryawan, while he always bothers Nay where Ryawan always helps Nay.
“At the time I expressed my love for you first, didn't you say there was someone else you liked?”
“Yes, you are right! I like you the Alegian Ocean. You are the one, but the one I like cannot see the real me and always thinks of me as a seductive woman.”
Sam pulled Nay's chin to face him, “But my love for you has never changed from the past even to this second.”
“But from these last few seconds, you still consider me a second-hand right!” Nay is still upset about Sam's assessment that she thinks it's easy to give honor to another man.
“What matters is that my love never changes, I used to say that because I saw you hugging the cloud overcast, in the warehouse during a study tour in the rural area.”
“Do you now still suspect that not after knowing my claustrophobia?”
Sam feels guilty because his judgment has been wrong, and again he is not the one who helped Nay, moreover he is the cause of Nay being confined to the UKS. "Sorry,” is just the word Sam said.
“We are slandered, everyone thinks we are doing inappropriate things, I don't care about other people's views, but I really care about my family's views. I didn't want to look deformed in my grandfather's eyes, nor did I want my aunt to demean me more, which would convince him that I was a woman.
Because it protects me from good names and does not want my claustrophobia in known people, Ryawan faced grandfather that he was obsessed with me and wanted to try to desecrate me.”
Sam saw a regret in the eyes of Nay “Because he was stopped by the school, it's all because I'm Sam! And now I don't know where she is”
Sam knows that Ryawan left school but does not know the reason, because the school was closed to the problem.
“And until this second you are still looking for it?” Nay just nodded his head a little.
Sam hugs Nay, he knows Nay a lot longer, but he feels far below Ryawan because he knows Nay better.
“Tell me, you love me nay?” ask Sam.
They looked at each other “I love you Sam,” finally the word was said from Nay's mouth.
“From now on you can lean on me, no need to look perfect in front of anyone and we will find Ryawan together!” said Sam firmly.
Nay getting in Sam's arms, “Are you not angry?”
“I also have to thank him no, for helping my wife and I also don't want you to have any guilt on her anymore, we will make up for it!”
Sam does not want to have any debt to Ryawan so he wants to settle it, he also does not want in Nay's heart there is another man's name even though the feeling is a sense of regret.
“You believe me, right?” ask Sam.
“Uhm, and do you believe me too? That there is no other man I like besides you?”
“While there is another man in your heart I will make only me in your heart,” Sam said confidently.
“Sam, thanks!” Nay thanked me sincerely.
“Not so way of thanking!”
Sam pointed at his cheek, Nay understood and kissed Sam's cheek. But he will not be satisfied with just a kiss on the cheek, he immediately pulled Nay's chin and began kissing the lips of ranum Nay then began the activity of the newlyweds again.
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