Nariswari - Toll Road to Love

Narina

                                                                 

“The baby has experienced BBLR, Sir.”

“What is it?”

“Low birth weight. So for a while to be treated, it weighs only 2.3 kg. Though the baby generally weighs above 2.5 or 3 kg.”

“Kok can? Though he always eats healthy food and his age is exactly 9 months.”

“Yes, many factors, sir. This can happen if the mother is depressed or stressed. If the mother is stressed, it can inhibit fetal growth, increase the risk of preterm labor, increase the risk of babies born with low birth weight such as children, Can affect the temperament of the baby so it could be that the child will be fussy, increase the risk of sleep disorders in the baby, and increase the risk of the baby vulnerable to various diseases.”

I could hear their conversation. I still pretend to be asleep. I thought I was gonna die. I would love to wake up and see my baby. I also remembered. At that time, after giving birth. I was immediately unconscious.

“What's he like?” I whispered softly after gathering the remnants of energy.

Nathan's down. Her worried face was not good and then looked at me like she felt very guilty and regretful. “Di-dia ..”

“You haven't seen it?” I still close my eyes.

He also nodded and whispered weakly. “I'm so scared Nariswari. You'll leave me alone. After you gave birth. You're running out of blood. You're having bleeding. That's why you passed out before you saw our baby. I'm very worried about you. For all it has passed.”

As I feared, my excessive emotions were affecting my baby. Like I learned all day. Baby with BBLR status. The baby needs to be treated in the NICU or neonatal intensive care room. In the room, medics will lay the baby in a bed where the temperature has been set, as well as provide milk with special techniques and tools. The baby is only allowed to go home after complications can be overcome and the mother can give breast milk normally. To treat babies whose birth weight is low or usually due to premature, doctors will also usually suggest a kangaroo method. Kangaroo Treatment Method or PMK is a treatment by making direct contact between the baby's skin with the mother's skin or skin-to-skin contact, where the mother uses her body temperature to warm the baby

“I'm sorry Nariswari, leaving you alone in pain.”

I just smiled thinly. Still with closed eyes. The wet eyes. “Too you repeat it again, maybe I will go.”

“Do not!” Nathan held my hand tightly. “I promise it won't be like this again!”

“I can ask for one thing?”

“What's that say? Whatever it is I'll give you.”

“You must promise, you must be a good papa.”

“Of course.” Nathan immediately nodded. I'm happy to hear that. “What else?”

“Iya.” Finally the heavy voice of Natan came out after I looked at me in pain. I smiled at him. “Rest Nariswari. You are very pale.” Natan defended me gently. I'm nodding. And then close your eyes. I miss. I miss my baby. Narine. Nariswari and Nathan.

***

“Ngapain you here?” Nathan stood at the door. I was the one who had made chocolate milk pudding with Narina and Bu Lastri looked up out to hear the fierce voice of Natan.

“Narina! Om June come.” I called out happy.

The long-haired little girl curled the sausage and then scattered out. Not to play happily he immediately jumped towards the dashing man in his beloved black jacket. Of June. June laughed happily. I've never seen Jun laugh after that, even while with me. I was made jealous by Narina. I laughed too.

“Aquently large.”

“Iyaya, when he was born he was cute, weighing only 2.3 kg, kayak kangaroo is hehehe.”

“You took good care of him, Nariswari.”

Natan just looked at us, not much to comment even just asking the fate of our pudding. “Let Miss Lastri bring it here. You just sit here.”

“I'm not cape kok.”

“Pity of your baby, exercise every day.” Natan smiles. I also felt embarrassed. She was 4 months old, and Narina's sister was so happy.

Narina is 6 years old. She grew up to be a beautiful little girl. She looks a lot like the female version of Natan. She has pliable eyelashes, her eyes are cute but wistfully charming, her skin is bright, dimples adorn her left cheek, her hair is long and brown like a bule, unfortunately her body is for a child like her size, she said, fairly frail. Despite that. Her cheerful attitude like a little angel made anyone who saw her fall in love. Like June.

“Do not let our child want ..” hissing Natan devouring pudding while watching June play with Narina.

“You what?” manya curious.

“You must know what I mean, right?” Nathan pointed at them. He looks jealous.

I just laughed. Then nod. “Yes, maybe. June will be our daughter-in-law.” I glanced at Natan's face. His face was not funny either.