Nariswari - Toll Road to Love

He loves you, Bego!

I was there five days. There are two days left of my time, and all the departures and belongings have been prepared Mimi as if she wanted to expel me immediately!

I pray day and night, all this time I've been a bad wife. Matre, ungrateful, likes other men, lies, is rigid, unromantic, and likes to go without telling them. I just wanted to repay Natan's kindness all along.

Love Natan, love that hurts. Until now, I don't know why, and why, he's changed? Two years. And these two years are a great time to part ways, with or without her consent! I have waited for this moment for a long time.

I looked at his pale tapered face, his tiny lips, his narrow eyes, as well as the slightly long brown hair covering part of his handsome face. Six days have I been waiting for him, tomorrow is my return, and today, I will go to the religious court. Saying goodbye for the last time as a wife she no longer admits to.

All this time, I've been a bad wife!

I can't believe it! I really don't believe it! Unbelieving that the miracle had come at once, Nathan's once bright eyes, now sunken and haggard, he opened his eyes and found me standing about to erase his name from my life. And I stopped too. Staring at him gently.

"It's not a dream, Nathan. I'm right here. Like I said before, if you stop drinking, I'll come back." I broke to touch that paled, frail hand. She cried. I immediately called the doctor. He said his condition was starting to stabilize. He said Natan now has a life desire that increased drastically.

He saw my changes as at the beginning of the meeting, hazelnut hair, only wearing old-fashioned powder on the face, the face overgrown with one or two pimples, with slightly shiny skin and exposure to light. Also my shabby clothes, unironed checkered shirt and jeans. Meanwhile, the black knee-length dress that became Natan's favorite fashion was no longer there.

And.

My guess is wrong.

He was nostalgic.

Nathan ate well after two months of fasting. Usually he only gets intake through the proboscis infusion. I bribed him, he asked for it. I also gave you the mineral water I gave you a straw. Her. Like not remembering two years ago. If we were separated.

"It's not kerosene, really," I said for the first time after that day, given the incident, I knew him first. Nathan laughed brightly. He hugged me spoiled, like he would never let go. Oh my God, can we part after all this? I have one day left!

"I thought you were dead, Ri! Earthquakes, tsunamis and liquefaction" he whispered. His body trembled in fear. I stroked him, calmed him down.

Kulirik Mimi stared intently at the corner of the room. He sobbed and came out to accompany June. In Natan's arms I ventured to ask about our problems first.

"Then, when we were together, what was I wrong?" I'm speechless. Put the right words together to not hurt her. "Keep you drink."

I heard Nathan sobbing. I know he's a whiny. Now that's the case. "You're not wrong. I was wrong, forcing you to love me. To forget. I broke my promise. I drank. Drink to forget that you don't love me. As long as I'm your husband, I'm happy alone, and in love with myself...."

Is it really like that? Did Natan really think I never loved her?

"Where do you know if I don't love you?"

"June. June sent me the evidence."

I was silent for a long time. Then take a breath, "What's the reason you killed Cambollong, my beloved black cat and June, and then terrorized June?"

"I accidentally hit him. I'm terrorizing June let her stop coming at you."

Nathan remained silent. Hair-dressing. Not answering. I also repeated my question. But, it's not answered. I moved on, taking off her arms, but she kept wrapping her hands together so tightly. He also breathed.

"Because that's the best. My dreams and your dreams."

"What do you mean?" I immediately took off Natan's embrace firmly, then sharply looked at him. Forgetting his condition that was so weak.

"Mimi's back. That was my dream. June is your dream. You understand what I mean?"

"So, you want me to be with June, and you're with Mimi?" ask for an explanation.

"It was like that at first. But I can't let you go. That's why I drank to forget you. Then I ended up like this, you were in my arms. I've never been this happy." He smiled palely. "You .. the first woman who made me want to be better."

I'm speechless. Then, say, "What, the hell, makes you think I love June?"

Nathan was silent. He pointed under the bed. I found a dusty black box. The source of his pain all along.

I opened it too. Then crying. I found a picture of me with June being friendly. My hands tremble. And this photo looks real. We are like husband and wife.

"You did it, with June." Nathan was bowed in. Eyes glazed.

"Do you believe these pictures? This, tuh, slander!"

"Defamation?"

I nodded, "I swear I never did this! How could a wife possibly do something like this with another man? Even June never held my hand or touched my hair!" My voice is rising. "Why never ask? Who gave you these pictures? June?"

Nathan remained silent. Highlight his eyes were so sad, disappointed, angry, he still did not reply. And I know who that is?

I put my backpack on the bed, "Where are you going?" tanyakanya.

"I only have one week, Nat. And tomorrow I'm home. I—"

Nathan nodded, "No way!" he screamed like a child. Mimi and June came in. "You should be here!" snapped it.

"I can't go back, you already have Mimi...." I pacified. I don't know if that's the heaviest sentence that ever slid off my vibrating lips. I'm shuffling her hair. "Married soon. And finish our business." I turned my face away not wanting to see it. My hand was pulled, so I fell down beside him.

"Natan, did you choose him or me?!" Mimi bit her lips exclaiming. He looked at Nathan while crying. Again, I was faced with a complicated situation like this.

I'm waving heavily, "Pick Mimi instead. I want to go back." Rededicate themselves to society, they need me, let me be alone until the end of the day, as long as the people out there are also happy, after all, I have also felt it. For June's proposal six days ago, I don't know yet. Let time pass through the heart perhaps it can be tethered and find June. Or Lolo, the son of Bajo with high ideals. But now, I'm still too afraid to go down the sea of households again.