Nariswari - Toll Road to Love

Give birth

                                         

My heart is pounding incoherently. I am really confused. From the second floor I peeked down. Towards the living room. What am I supposed to do?

“Bu.”

I was surprised to surprise Miss Lastri. “I-iya?”

“I've delivered Mom's order. Why didn't you come down?”

I'm blowing heavy. Squeezing my fingers. I don't know what to do. I also said softly. “Bu Lastri's. You know, my husband is not home. I don't feel good meeting other men.”

“But it's Mr. Natan's brother, Bu.” Ms. Lasri frowned. His old face seemed to not understand.

“Let him there. If you have cape later will also go home,” said I was anxious to glance at the figure who sits dashing in the living room.

“But said Mr. June, he wants to meet Mom, not Mr. Natan, he said he will wait for Mom until Mother down.”

I bite my lips. Think hard. Why is June so head of stone? There must be something. How could he be like this if there was nothing. He was waiting for me for 3 hours. He also did not budge a bit from his place!

After saying basmallah as taught by Mba Lila. I also went down. Grasping tightly iron railing ladder painted golden. I also hold the stomach that is increasingly bloated and sometimes like a rebel wants out. From there I saw June and stood up to greet me.

“Natan is not at home.” I threw my face away, embarrassed. Staring at the plain white granite tile measuring 60x60 cm.

“Iya. I know.”

“Terus?” I dare not look at him. I-i know. I know June is staring deep. His look was very sad. I'm not strong enough not to know that!

“Cause of Natan's request a few months ago. My hope that had died, returned to Nariswari's life. Nariswari ola.”

“A-what do you mean?” I bite my lips. I don't like this situation! It is inappropriate for a woman to accept the presence of a male figure, let alone that man to have feelings with that woman!

“So it's still unclear, huh?” tanyanya bitter. His gaze was so sad. And I melt it.

“You can't keep this up, June, you have to move on. I already have a life, soon I will give birth to Natan.”'s child I said shrewdly.

“But, you will be able to divorce, and marry me, I will consider the child like my own son.”

I also have a serie. “You can't say that, you know, the biggest achievement of the devil is to separate married husbands and wives.”

“It's not like you were in the middle of Mimi and Natan?”

“That's different, June! I have rejected Nathan several times because I was afraid of being a demon or like a caste labeled by neighbors. At that time, Natan was officially divorced from Mimi.”

“Oh, so!”

“While I am, I am still married to Natan and now pregnant with her child.”

“I don't like to hear it.”

I'm bowed. He deliberately said that sentence so that he would give up. I fear. I'm afraid, afraid in case I go back to June. First love. “I'm sure once, surely you will find the right girl.”

“After you rejected me, I already have no intention to remarry!”

“Time will be wound healer, June.”

“Hopefully.”

“How is it, June? Natan home!” seruku panic.

“Take it easy, Nariswari. Kalo Natan is crazy.” June smiled faintly. “There will always be room for you.”

I peeked out from the outside. The figure looked at the ninja motor parked in the carport. Uh! I hate this situation! We haven't improved yet. Now there will be a new problem. The presence of June would be a time bomb that made Natan explode to anger.

Nathan stopped at the door. I just kept looking at him sad. My eyes were like forgiveness from him. He looked at us in turn.

“I didn't go to Bandung.” Natan smiles. His smile was mysterious. I was afraid to look at him. It was like cheating! It was my fault. If only I hadn't had weird cravings, this wouldn't have happened!

“Oh, there is a guest apparently.” He smiled again. June was just staring flat.

“I just found out that you left your pregnant wife.”

“What do you care?” the cynical tan is approaching June. June is standing. They look at each other with hate.

“Already. I'm just here to see my nephew. His father has arrived. I have to go.” June took her favorite tangled jacket. He was about to step. But Nathan gave him no way.

Natan smiles. Then grab her cousin's collar. Grip strong. I stood up immediately too. ”Shameless,” hisses coldly staring at June like he wanted to kill her.

“Natan!” call me. I immediately pulled his hand. “Already!” I persuaded him to weld. He glanced at me. Then release his grip. Let June go. I'm blowing heavy. Thankfully though. Fortunately, there were no fights in this house.

Natan was just silent. I'm like a ghost. He doesn't think I exist at all. And that question terrorized me. Does Natan trust me anymore? Where is the smile and warm face of Natan that he always appeared? I miss!

“Actually what you see is not what you imagined, Nat.” I glanced at Natan who was busy with her tablet. He immediately took the headset. Wearing it. Fixes. He won't listen to me anymore!

Oh, well maybe this melancholy guy needs time. Hopefully he can understand. I also waited for that day to come. But, it shows no results. Natan, jealous husband stage 4. Very possessive husband! What am I supposed to do? He no longer accepts my explanation. He doesn't trust me anymore!

I remembered the last words of June. There's always room for me when Natan's crazy. Holy hooch! What was I thinking? This kid needs a father! He should be happy. He can't be depressed. I also wiped my face. Sobbed. This cry finally broke out as well after quite a long time of holding it back. It turns out .. I am a woman. A woman whose heart is weak!

The man beside me was awakened by my crying. I immediately closed my face. I am a tough woman. I almost never cried in front of her. Even I almost never spoiled with him. It was different with his first wife! As far as I am concerned, a husband likes a spoiled wife. But, here I am! Ola Nariswari.

“Why you?” tanya Natan sounded a bit anxious. That's Nathan's first sentence after silencing me for weeks. For so long I can't remember how long.

I shook my head still covering my face. “It's okay!”

“Do you regret now?”

“Sorry?” tanyaku.

Nathan smiled coldly. “Still in love apparently.”

“Nat, what you think is not like that.”

Natan pulled the blanket, wrapped her body, she again would not listen to me.

“I could die because of your jealous nature. I don't want our son why-why.”

Nathan is silent. A second later rise. Get the jacket and leave. He left without a word not glancing at me. Am I wrong again? It is true said Yunita, marrying a handsome and rich man is not a happy determinant. I feel tormented marrying Natan. Oh God I'm so scared, I'm afraid my baby will do anything when I'm stressed!

“You must be strong, son,” I whispered caressing him. “You must be strong. You should be good. You must be beautiful, Son.” I was so afraid, just in case the son of Nathan was not like him. I'm afraid he won't take it. I was silent when my stomach twitched. I clenched my hands. Ah, don't-don't! This baby is going out today. Not long after, I felt a warm clear little by little dripping on my feet. I immediately picked up the phone and called Natan. Unfortunately, he left his phone in the room!