My wife Slave of Lust

Deteriorated

I jerked. Not understanding his words.

I cut the distance between the two of us by holding both shoulders. I looked at his face which was now covered with sorrowful water. "What's really going on, honey? I don't know what you mean."

Again my solitude came to the surface. I should have been able to read his face without having to charge for an explanation again when he felt such a great hit.

"A-there is a lump of blood that is shaped like a circle of flesh that comes out of my body. I'm scared, honey." He buried his face back into my chest.

Oh, dearGod. I never thought that you would take that tiny creature from us. Though I have asked my wife to take leave just to avoid herself from the weight and busy office work. However, the approaching destiny is not in line with the expectations of the heart.

I still hugged my wife from the side, trying to calm her down by throwing out some magic words, which I myself realized would not be able to bring things back to normal. But at least, we both tried to take care of him.

"Darling .. We have to see a doctor now. Let's make sure first, whether the fetus is still in there or not." I touched Vida's stomach which still looked flat. Trying to instill positive suggestions in his mind with a very enthusiastic tone of speech.

However, Vida only shook her head weakly and continued to sob bitterly. "He's not there, honey. I had another urine test, and it was negative." His cries broke back in tandem with a deep roar of grief.

I who was no longer speechless, could only try to be strong-willed in front of Vida. In fact, my own heart felt like it was torn to pieces until it bled.

I slowly pulled her body towards the bed. I laid him down carefully, then re-captured him after we were both aligned on the bed. "We're doing it, yeah. May the Lord soon give you his successor" I said as I kissed his clear forehead.

Sick? Of course, which husband does not grieve when the fetus in the womb of his wife who he just knew in a matter of four days, is now gone?

Lies.

I lie if I am not sad. I lied if I didn't cry about his departure. I would be lying if I said I was okay. However, as a housekeeper, I should be able to protect and protect my wife. Provides a sense of security and comfort when he is with me and becomes a reinforcement when the weak come to him without mercy. That's what I'm doing now.

Regret not to.

Not good either.

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After that incident my wife no longer looks cheerful as usual. The spoiled attitude and beautiful smile that always emanated on her tiny lips, had now evaporated along with the grief. Babbling, chatty nature, and a lot of talk, all seemed to disappear swallowed by time. No more jokes and laughter. There are only tears every day.

All the nuclear families often accompany him to the house. Giving positive encouragement so that he is excited again through the days. However, forgetting and mengikhlaskan it is not as easy as replacing the memory card on the phone. If it is lost or damaged, we can buy another one.

No. gabe. It's not that easy.

This situation was enough to squeeze my heart and mind. How could I leave him in such a bad state?

Therefore, sometimes I take Vida to stay at her parents' house, if I have to go out of town.

Under these circumstances, I was very worried about leaving her alone. My stupid mind always thought that my wife could do things out of control if only by herself.

...💔...

"Thank you for your cooperation and understanding, sir." I paid my respects to Vida's superior after delivering her resignation letter.

Vida had prepared the letter for a long time. However, because of obstructed leave and so on, he did not have time to complete the business of self-termination.

When I finished, I started gasming to get back home. I hope this decision is the best for him and for our little family going forward.

...💔...

"Ibra, you'd better take your wife on vacation. Who knows, that way he can break the burden of his mind and mind a little," said my mother when I just arrived home. With an occasional look towards Vida who was now silent, staring blankly out the window.

I smiled meaningfully. It seems like mom's idea isn't bad either. I have decided that I will bring my wife joy. Who knows, by giving it a new atmosphere, his mood can again melt after a long time frozen due to the plunge of grief.