My vacation

My vacation
5. This is Me



"why nduk? who's yelling!" asked the aunt anxiously. "a-I'm not pa-pa bi", I was forced to lie, then the aunt left me.


I stepped back as Fa'i said, "please get out, don't make me get more emotional" I said slowly. "Rat I'm sorry!", I don't know if the words are sincere or not, "get out!! I don't want to see you!! I'm beci you!".


He came out of my room, I shed tears like he was unwilling to leave me, please Rat don't cry for him!! you almost lost something valuable.


I wiped my tears violently, and again I felt the pain that I had felt for years. Where's tasku? my medicine? there's no water.


I held my chest, I wanted to get out but my organs couldn't be compromised, it hurt so much.


I moaned, wanting to call my uncle and aunt but my lips were unable to speak out loud, I remembered the same incident.


The Fash Back On


uhh the smell of medicine, but my eyes were still closed, I heard someone talking.


"he has to be taken care of ma'am, for his condition to improve, we will try our best". I did not hear any answer I heard the sound of crying.


"Prophey buk, we must be stronger than our children"


Who is crying? who was talking just now, why was it so hard to open my eyes.who were they talking about? and who are they crying for? who is strong? is that me??


The Flash Back Off


I still asked until now, I felt my heart weaken, the aunt who just entered the room was shocked. "SIR RATNA SIR!" his screams ran out of the house.


Uncle ran with some neighbors who were also panicking.


I saw my uncle calling someone, I vaguely heard my aunt calling me, my eyeballs were looking for him, and I found him, I saw my beloved aunt in tears.


Uncle came in and two people followed him, one of them put a hose to my nose, and I saw his friend, what did he bring? aah, what are you doing with my hands?


they took me away, I was like I had heard that voice, I could actually clearly. ahh yes siren ambulance!!.


I saw someone crying and holding my hand, I'm not alone? he's not uncle, who is he? is he the same as me?


"Rat I'm sorry Rat!" he said, that's the only word that came out of his mouth, he called my name? who her? why apologize to me?


"Hi sweet! can you see me? you heard me, right?" she asked, I looked at her face, I tried to recall, Fa'i?, is she Fa'i??


My eyes feel heavy!! slowly I began to lose consciousness.


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I woke up, there was no one here, I tried to move my legs.hhh I can move!. I took off the oxygen hose and tried to get out of bed.


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"YES ALLAH RAT" cried the uncle and took me up to the bed, Auntie and Fa'i entered because they heard the uncle's cry, "Fa'i call the sisters" the uncle's order.


Before long the nurse came, changing the location of the infusion, "please take care of sir, do not let such an incident happen again, because the case is serious" the nurse reminded uncle, and the uncle nodded his head while saying, "okay sus, thanks". then uncle came back.


"Honey don't be like that anymore, if you need anything say aunt" I just nodded my head, a moment later my parents came in tears, mother immediately hugged me.


"can I go home now? I don't like the smell of medicine!" I said to Mom, "you must be home, baby, but not now!" my mother said trying to smile.


A doctor came in, I thought she was my aunt's age, she smiled at me and I smiled, "wow as if you were so sweet as hell, there must be a lot of people queuing up to get a smile from you" she said.


I laughed at the doctor's words, then the doctor said "so dong, keep smiling and laughing, you have to be strong!" that was one of the first people I heard.


"what's so bad?" I asked the doctor who might be aunty's age, "it's not serious just serious" that's what he said, what a difference for me!! severe and serious as I muttered, I saw the paper that the doctor brought, .


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I averted my eyes, haaaah the paper carried my death note!! my inner.


I shed tears and I rubbed violently, "If you take medicine regularly, can be cured, maintained his diet". The doctor said then, I just nodded, as I was about to leave I held his palm.


"Thank you" I said, "sure! that's my job, baby!".


I saw my family, they were still crying. "I'm fine buk, don't cry me!", I smiled so they could see me.


"Yes you're okay! you are the strongest father!" the father said it made me laugh. "Father what the hell, yes obviously I'm a strong palig father, I'm the only son! sama ibuk sama just rest first, will just arrive.


They were in the waiting room, I saw Fa'i at the door, he didn't come near. "Are you okay?" he nodded and was about to leave, "Don't want to accompany me here?" tanyaku later.


He looked at me, came closer and took my hand. "I-I'm really sorry, Rat!" looks like he's so sorry, I'm trying to remember what happened before.


ahh yes he tried to kiss me. "don't repeat it again" that's the word that came out of my mouth, he smiled and promised never to make the same mistake.


Until night Fa'i was still faithfully waiting for me, I remembered Dewi and Adnan, "what uncle told Dewi? isn't he looking for uncle?" ask me about Fa'i.


"The goddess knows, maybe they come tomorrow morning, think about it tomorrow, now it's better to sleep! said later. The Goddess did not come


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Seven days I spent in the Hospital, it's my time to have fun, why get stranded in a place like this, boring.


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Arriving at home, many people gathered to welcome my arrival, haalah, very crowded, just coming home from the hospital richly welcome the body, I murmured.


But this is what I like, they don't see where I am, who I am, they think of me as family.


I was in the room of course accompanied by Fa'i, Dewi and Adnan in and out of the room, "Aren't you dizzy going in and out of my room?" I asked by holding my head, "No" he replied casually, "but I'm dizzy Ad!" I said later, and the response was just a smile.


"oooh your smile is so sweet" I said spoiled and it made the man next to me rather moody. "Your smile is also sweet, watch out for the many ants that are soaring!" I said then while laughing.


"eeheem eeheem"