My vacation

Unaltered

"You're Ratna's friend, go with her! he's been three hours alone up front!" aunty said to Dewi and Fathur.

They nodded and walked out, "Hi Rat, you're good right?" asked Fathur, Ratna did not take her eyes off, "i'm good" she replied briefly, her face cold with no expression, Fathur and Dewi looked at each other, they thought Ratna was angry because she knew their relationship.

Dewi and Fathur told her the ridiculous thing they did when Ratna was not with them, but Ratna was not interested at all, her cold gaze did not change, even smiling she did not give.

Not long after Mr. Yat came out, "already talking, let's go in we have lunch together", when Mr. Yat will push his wheelchair, Ratna prevented him, "i still want to be here!".

"Uncle will bring the food!" mr. Yat said offer.

"i'm not hungry!".

Ratna intended to go to the room, "let me help!" said Fathur offering help, "I can be alone" said Ratna ketus, "Ratna, Dad and Mom want to go to the durian garden with your aunt uncle, you want to come with love?" ask dad.

"no!"

Ratna went into the room and closed the door, her phone rang, Ratna let it stop by herself.

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kleek (sound of the door slowly opening)

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Erna, Wawan, Yudi went into Ratna's room"hai Rat, long time no see, let's watch dvd!, we wait for Windi, Fathur and Dewi, they are buying snacks! o yes, I called you, why not be picked up?, yesterday I sent a message, you also do not bales!", said Erna.

Ratna's down, "sorry!" that's all Ratna said. "do you want to see what Rat is?" wawan asked, "it's up to you!" answer Ratna ketus.

Windi walked in and said, "the snack came", Fathur and Goddess walked behind Windi.

Wawan patted Ratna on the shoulder, "Rat later in the afternoon we go for a walk!", Ratna patted Wawan on the hand, "no".

"We're going to Ma'am Roh's shop!" said Yudi, "No".

The goddess approached, "come to the durian garden!"

"No", Dewi tried to persuade Ratna, "we're cycling Rat!". "no!" Ratna remained on his stand.

"Can you say anything other than No?" ask Fathur.

"No" said Ratna. "Rat come on, we can all go together!" fathur raised his voice.

Ratna looked at Fathur and Dewi, which caused her to be emotionally ignited, "IF YOU GUYS WANT TO GO, JUST GO! TAKE SOMEONE ELSE WHO CAN WALK, NOT ME!" Ratna yelling.

Erna beckoned Windi, Wawan and Yudi to leave Ratna alone, "we go out first yes rat" said Yudi and Wawan compact, not forgetting they both pulled Dewi and Fathur.

"You must be tired, right from the morning sitting in a chair continues! I'll help you get to bed!" erna said, Ratna saw Erna trying to pick her up but Ratna refused, "i'd rather be here".

Ratna exited the room, Erna opened the door for Ratna who did not want to be helped, "thank you" he said, Ratna did not pay attention to her friends who were in the living room.

Can I go back to being like me again?, I really want to get away from this wheelchair, is the opportunity still there?.

Ratna came out, and her goal fell to the fish pond that was behind the house.

One of the neighbors greeted Ratna who was looking at the fish she had bought first, "Mbak Ratna when did she get here?" said the mother, "So morning ma'am!" ratna replied not excited at all.

Without Ratna realizing Erna was following her, she was worried that something might happen, "that's the fish you once meant?" erna asked, Ratna nodded, "how many are there?" Erna asked again.

Ratna shrugged her shoulders, "don't I know, they've been here nine years!" ratna answered, Erna's eyes were fixed on a special fish.

"See that special fish rat!, the fins are not perfect, the color is also different from the others, is not she so beautiful! she also had to endure her entire life right?", Erna said staring at Ratna's face.

Ratna looked at the fish that Erna meant, "what do you mean?" tanyanya, Erna was happy because it got Ratna's attention.

"ok, listen to me, isn't that fish just like you! differently, he takes all that for the rest of his life and while you have parents who are trying to bring back what you lost, look (Erna pointed at the fish) he is different yet he can be with the others, befriend the others without any obstructions, whereas you avoid us Rat, we want to be there for you! smile, is not God all-hearing, he is just testing you, wants to see your sincerity!", Erna said with a smile.

Ratna shed her tears, "a-I don't want to trouble anyone else Na! and I've been waiting for five years, but all the results aren't there!", Ratna said as she wiped her tears.

Erna clasped Ratna's hand, "no Rat, just nothing, you have to be excited for your parents to be happy!, all the choices are with you Rat!".

Erna stepped away, Ratna still watching the special fish according to Erna, pondering everything Erna said, is it really like that? do I have to have the same faith as Mom?.

Ratna went into the house and saw Erna, "can you accompany me?"

Erna smiled, "of course, I must have accompanied you!", Erna stepped closer to Ratna then Erna pushed Ratna's wheelchair and took her out.

Erna takes Ratna to a newly built garden.

"This is a new park? it seems like there was nothing here!" ratna said as she entered the park, "yes, if it's not wrong two years ago, let's sit here I help", Erna helped Ratna get out of her wheelchair.

Erna asked Ratna timidly, "emm Rat, do you know about the Goddess and Fathur?" erna asked, Ratna smiled and nodded, "you're not mad at him? I mean Fathur once said that if he likes you, and he also asks for a chance from you, are you releasing him now for your own brother?" ask Erna again.

Ratna chuckled and pushed softly on her best friend's shoulder, "she did say it, but I never gave her an answer, because when she heard my feet were hard to heal I saw her face change! why do I think about it! she must be happier with the Goddess, after all only a fool would expect me!", Ratna said.

"then what about Faisal? you still hate him? didn't he indirectly make you what you are?" Ratna smiled, "initially yes, but after thinking again, no!, after all my legs were broken because I who ran did not see right-left right!, already ah, from that time ask continues!" Ratna.

Actually Erna still has questions but is afraid to disturb his mood, Ratna can catch the meaning of the look on Erna's face, "if you still want to ask, ask!" Ratna.