My vacation
I'm Still Like This
For two years Ratna faithfully looked at the name of the master of the diploma that was in her hands, nothing else.
Ratna Dwi Wardhana's
What is this paper for, I have no way to find my dreams, all is gone!!!
ratna's phone vibrated, and the chant of the song sounded so beautiful.
Drrrrt, drrrrt, drrrt
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
If you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wonders won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
Ratna ignored her phone that was ringing earlier.
Mr. Wardhana (father Ratna) approaches his daughter, seeing her cell phone, "Ratna, why not get picked up? your friends called you hundreds of times baby!" feeling neglected he said, "how about tomorrow we go to uncle's house! you haven't been visiting for five years!".
Ratna turned her gaze, "no, what am I there for, I don't want to be a burden to others". Mr. Wardhana rubbed his face, "you are never a burden dear! never", said wardhana, did not feel his tears flowing from the corner of his eye.
"daddy saw my switched legs serve as a display? just moving my toes I can't, maybe for father and mother I don't become a burden, but for me I am a burden on everyone" Ratna said.
Seeing the situation and hearing every word Ratna made the heart of wardhana sir destroyed, Ratna looks not spirit, looks very bad.
Mr. Wardhana rubbed Ratna's head, "honey, you're not bothering anyone, father will do everything to make you smile, we're going to uncle's house tomorrow!".
"It was for Father and Mother, but not for me" Ratna said without seeing her father.
Mother came to Ratna and hugged her, "Let's take a break, tomorrow we leave, don't sleep too late".
Ratna refused to sleep, "dad and mother just sleep, I still want to be here", but the wardhana maam still brought Ratna's wheelchair closer to the bed, and the wardhana sir moved Ratna.
Without realizing Ratna snapped at him, "DAD, I DON'T WANT TO!", Ratna cried and tried to get off her bed.
Mr. Wardhana swiftly hugged Ratna, while Ratna continued to thrash trying to escape, "sst being calm, patient, not emotional" said wardhana sir trying to calm Ratna.
Ratna hugged her father, shedding all her sadness and tears.
I don't know how long Ratna cried until finally Ratna soy sauce and fell asleep.
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"Good Morning, I've prepared the warm water, let's take a shower" said Ms. Wardhana taking Ratna to the bathroom.
Ratna looked at the face of her mother who was cleaning both her legs, tears dripping down her cheeks.
Ms. Wardhana got up, kissed Ratna on the forehead, "Why? I see you like that!" whispered, Ratna shook her head slowly, "who is patient, I'm sure, someday this leg will be like the old days again" said Ms Wardhana while touching the soles of her son's feet.
For five years I waited for my faith, I used to think Mom was right, but do you know that now all my beliefs have begun to fade? should I go back to being sure? when will I get it? when will the words you say often bring results?
After the shower and breakfast, the father pushed Ratna's wheelchair into the car, and they were going to Uncle Ratna's house.
Ratna picked up her phone, turned on her mp3, her choice fell on coldplay.
Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's like a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzle apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
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Two hours of travel they took.
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The Wardhana family has arrived at their destination, Mr. Yatin (Uncle Ratna) helps lower the wheelchair, while Mr. Wardhana helps Ratna get out of the car.
Auntie went to see Ratna and kissed her forehead, "Welcome Ratna, you're healthy right", Ratna just nodded.
Mr. Yatin noticed Ratna's change in attitude, "that's how your nephew is now deck!" said Mr. Wardhana who saw his sister-in-law looking at Ratna.
Ratna chose to be on the porch of the house, her eyes looking at the front street of her uncle's house, Unchanged!!.
Bu yati (Uncle Wife) approached Ratna who was sitting by herself, as both her parents were putting in the items they were carrying, "Rat, drink first! this is your favorite juice, from where Ma'am Roh is!", Auntie put the juice she brought on the table.
Ratna just nodded slowly, seeing her blank stare and cold face made Auntie enter resisting her cries.
Ms. Wardhana approached Ratna who was now sitting under the scorching sun, "Ratna, we're in! it's hot here" Ms. Wardhana said, Ratna refused, "i want to be here".
Ms. Wardhana moved Ratna into the shade, while Mr. Wardhana moved the tables and chairs.
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Ratna heard all the conversations of her parents, from asking for her recovery to others, but there was one conversation they were surprised by
"So soon Goddess!" said Mr. Yat with a smile, the two Ratna parents were also happy to hear the news, "son here? who's? why don't you tell me" asked Ms. Wardhana.
Mr. Wardhana patted his wife's shoulder gently, "forget you, right when they fiancee Dad went to Bali" Mr. Wardhana reminded.
"Yes, that's Mas Zubair's son, the Fathur" replied the Uncle.
Ratna's little heart pinched slightly, hearing the name Fathur called.
Fathur's? is he the same person as someone who asked me to give you a chance?
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It had been three hours and Ratna was still faithful to see the front road of her Uncle's house, until her eyes were fixed on the couple who were happy.
Fathur released the Goddess' hand when he saw Ratna in front of the house, the Goddess was also surprised her face was pale "Ratna!".
Fathur and Dewi greeted and kissed the backs of the hands of both her parents and Ratna.
"Well this calom her husband Dewi" said Mr. Wardhana then hugged her, Fathur just smiled, several times he stole a glance at Ratna, while Ratna was still faithful to his solitude.
