My vacation

4. Why Me??

At seven I woke up, my shirt wet with sweat. I couldn't sleep well, I held my head dizzy from not staying up late, I just sat in the room.

"Hello uncle's nephew, you're awake!" uncle said. I'm still traumatized by yesterday and last night.

I was so scared that even if I was just out of the room, I was like a madman. The goddess embraced me and shed her tears, the supposed holiday of fun is now gripping, let alone my situation like this, before how long Adnan and Faisal came to accompany me.

I was so tired, I closed my eyes. . .

"YINOOOOOOO!!" I screamed and woke up from my nightmare, my breathing was irregular, Fa'i gave me some water.

I cried in the arms of the Goddess, "Don't leave me, I'm afraid!" i said lirih. "Don't be afraid we're here" Adnan tried to strengthen me.

I fell asleep back in the arms of the Goddess, not five minutes before I slept the dream came back, I was shocked and woke up. . .

That's what happened. .

"Sweet, you haven't had breakfast yet!" pinta Fa'i, I shook my head slowly, "I'm tired" I said softly. Every time I sleep the nightmare in that empty house keeps coming.

Why should I be stuck there? why not someone else!! I'm so scared.

Uncle asked how I started to become like this, Adnan told me the beginning of the incident when I felt like I was pushed by someone in the pool.

Uncle went to the next village considering that there was a Kyai who understood such a thing.

After Kyai's dhzuhur came to the house and just shook his head, he said I followed a lot and gave advice to pray together.

After Isya' residents gathered at home to pray together, I grew tired of my body suffocating, Aunt hugging me tightly, "Pak Kyai?" tanyakanya. "It's okay to be calm, just rest in the room, but stay with me!" mr. Kyai said to aunt.

I woke up thirsty, I saw I was in my room.

how am I in my room, who moved me? how am I alone?. The goddess came in and sat with me, "Have you felt better?" Ask the Goddess, I nodded and smiled. "Don't leave me!" I said slowly.

"i'll stay here, what do you want?", she asked later, "i'm thirsty!" The goddess simply smiled, "Original, Ratna thirsty please bring me a drink!" the screams were not too tight, I squinted my eyes,

Fa'i is here? did he come with the do'a together? some people go home and why not go home! mumamku wonder.

"I make warm tea, look out for diabetes, because I made him sweet tea!" cetus Fa'i's. I drank Fa'i's handmade warm tea, "no sweetness really, thank you".

"really not sweet? because I was just normal sugar, you're already sweet, must be sweet for me!" his words succeeded in choking me.

uhuk, uhuk. "what the hell, my throat hurts!" my nagging was met with laughter, "i'm like you can laugh" he said again.

It's eleven o'clock, my eyes are so heavy, I fall asleep hugging the Goddess, and no more dreams bother me.

Auntie opened the window of my room when the Sun appeared, the light that hit my face I did not care, I was too tired.

Auntie woke me up for breakfast, "Rat let's have breakfast!".I squirmed and tried to open my eyes, "yes, I took a bath first Bi".

After I finished my bath, Auntie came to bring me my breakfast, huh breakfast? it's almost ten o'clock and I call it breakfast!! I murmured in my heart.

Today I went with the goddess who went with her friends, the difference was I was with Fa'i, and Adnan brought his own motorbike.

I thank the Goddess, for having to whine in front of her parents so that I can go with her.

First we went to the flower garden, although the flowers were not too much, but this was fun. We took a photo, and when I asked Fa'i to take a picture of me, he asked me to go, "let's find another photo spot!" said.

To be honest I was disappointed, "i'm sorry Rat, I just want you to stay like this" Fa'i explained.

At three in the afternoon we went home, when on the road we were stuck in traffic, we kind of shifted the bike because it was on the road uphill anyway in front of the truck.

Fa'i who saw it went down and pulled me, "RAT HIS TRUCK BACK", cried Fa'i, and I fell, but the biker next to us did not have time to dodge and

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DUUUUAARRR

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CRRRAAAAKKK

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AAAAAAAAAAAA, I shouted as my face was splashed with the blood of the victim, I saw how his head was crushed, I saw my hands were also full of blood, I was getting scared.

"I-I WANT TO GO HOME I" I shouted to Fa'i, crying, Fa'i tried to turn on the motor that was stuck and succeeded, we went home!!

Arriving at Grandma's house with the gathered mothers shocked to see my condition and Fa'i who came home with his face and hands drenched in blood, I walked towards the bathroom.

I lit the water faucet and sat down below it, and the red stain began to go away, but the shadow of the accident was still there, I cried.

Why must I again accept fear, must see something terrible, I fear, I fear.

Long time I was in the bathroom, the aunt who was waiting outside was worried and told uncle to break down the door.

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BRAAAAC

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Uncle and Aunt came in, and I was still sitting under the water faucet, uncle turned off the faucet and aunt raised my face, they saw my lips turning blue, and felt my body cold.

I woke up in my room, I saw my clothes changed, who changed my clothes? Uncle?? aaaa no, no, there will be aunty. And Auntie came in on time, brought me some warm tea, "Auntie, who changed my clothes?" I asked impatiently, "Hush, don't think strangely, Aunt changed it" he replied with a smile.

I heard Aunt talking to someone, "just come in!". Logging in! is there a guest.

"Sweetie, how is it better?", I nodded, where do I think there are guests, who are the guests next to my room. "The goddess is not yet a mulan?" I asked later, "Not yet, I called him he said he was still on the road!" I sighed hearing Fa'i's testimony.

Without me noticing Fa'i sitting and holding my hand, he stroked my hair. We stared at each other, and he brought his face closer, I closed my eyes, I suddenly remembered Mom's message.

Do not let anyone take property that is still the responsibility of parents. I opened my eyes and saw his face very close.

I pushed her chest away, "J-don't take anything from me!!!" I said that sentence with a quiver. "get out" I said later.

"Rat me.", "KELUAAAR" I shouted cutting his words, and Auntie walked into the room because she heard my screams.