
...When our hearts are deeply in love with others, God deliberately makes them disappointed, so that we realize, that there is no place to hang hope other than him....
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Faris and Diki went back inside her room, after they left the meeting room.
Diki noticed Faris's attitude had changed eighty degrees, because Faris who was now not Faris who was cold, indifferent, cruel, but now he became a man who often smiled, often smiling, even if only when he was with himself.
"Do you love her so much?" tanya Diki made Faris who was looking at the file on her desk look towards her.
"Why is your question like that? What does this have to do with my wife?" ask Faris who does not want to answer directly.
"Only the one who has conquered your heart is able to change your attitude, I have known you for a very long time, no matter how much you try to hide it, but I can still judge, if you love your wife so much!" said Diki made Faris silent, because what he said his assistant was indeed true.
"Rem ... What am I hiding, now that I love her, she has changed my life, given color and brought back a smile that has long since disappeared!" said Faris who finally admitted in front of Diki.
Hearing that, making Diki smile, finally the boss of his feet could be normal as well.
"You don't want to lose her, do you?" diki asked again, Faris immediately stared intently at Diki.
"What do you mean, Diki? Of course I don't want to lose her, and until now I won't let her out of my life!" cerocos Faris was so sure.
"If it's like that, don't you want to tell your wife the truth about your marriage which was originally just a bet?" diki asked again, he was only worried if later Nabil found out by himself, instead making the woman could not forgive her boss.
"Why do you have to talk about that, Diki? Even I've hidden it as best I can so as not to hurt her!" sergeant Faris disagrees with what his assistant said.
"I'm just guessing what might happen, because I think it's better for you to be honest, rather than later he's more disappointed when he finds out from someone else!" chirps Diki again, but at this time Faris was silent, he seemed to fondle Diki's words, although he tried to hide it, but it made him not calm.
Faris took a deep breath, then exhaled her with a slight coarse "I'll consider it!" said Faris, and Diki only nodded, as the subordinate and the person closest to Faris, Diki could only give advice.
After that, the two returned to their respective jobs.
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While in a room, a woman was sitting on the floor with her body resting on the bed, her body seemed to tremble, with the occasional sobbing that made her body more shaken.
Like being sliced with a knife, the tub was pierced with a thousand arrows in his heart that could not be likened to his pain anymore.
Abiyan's words returned to spin as her tears continued to flow.
"You're sure you can still survive even if you know, if he marries you not because of love, but because of a silly gamble so he can get what he wants, he said, didn't she approach you as a very pious person, but after marriage, didn't you notice a change in her attitude?" abiyan asked, convincing Nabil.
As much as possible Nabil held something that wanted to spill, is it true that the husband could treat himself as an item only for his own sake? The thought kept turning.
However, Nabil did not want to believe him, because the man before him could have just boasted and wanted to make a misunderstanding between himself and the husband.
"Thank you for the information, but I trust my husband more, I'm sure what you say is impossible my husband does!" sergeant Nabil denied it, even though his heart had rumbled.
"By saying it doesn't make you believe, so I'll show you the evidence!" abiyan added, while removing a flat object from his pants pocket, then he gave it to the woman covered in front of him.
Nabil's eyes heat up, his tears were no longer able to hold, spilled what he had been holding back, when he saw the video in the form of CCTV footage of Faris talking with his four friends, he said, Nabil could hear very clearly, when Faris asked Rangga to give his land, because he had succeeded in getting Nabil, now he understood, where Faris had gone on their first night, it turned out that her husband had gone to clubs, only to ask for her reward. Especially that makes his chest tight, when he heard that Faris asked the land to make alcoholic drinks, which is very in haram in his religion.
Nabil who was unable to bear the pain immediately handed the phone to Abiyan, while he immediately ran and invited the driver to go home.
And now here, Nabil was shedding everything, crying, squeezing the bedsheet so strongly, channeling the pain he felt so intensely.
"Yes Allah ... Who is the man who is my husband, why is he so terrible, what is this ordeal O God, why do you present a soul mate to a man whose daily life is only a denial to you!" inward Nabil, it feels that Nabil is not able to see the reality that is present one by one, especially knowing that Faris has the largest bar and set up a liquor processing factory.
Long enough Nabil sat and wept on the floor, until the sound of adhan zuhr reverberated, making himself aware, if all the problems are only one solution, which is to ask for guidance to Allah Subhana wa taala.
With so rough he wiped his tears, then got up and stepped into the bathroom, every step of him so shaky, his gaze was also straight without direction.
Not too long, Nabil cleansed himself first and then he ablution which made his heart a little calm.
Finished dressed and using his mukena, Nabil directly prayed, first two did the sunnah prayer before the two rakaat, only after that he performed the zuhur prayer, then he did the zuhr prayer, and closed with the Sunnah prayer after the zuhr.
Not forgetting that Nabil prayed after his prayer, hoping that God would give him the right choice.
"Yes Allah ... Servant is only an ordinary man who can only surrender to your will, I want to complain, O Allah, my heart is very broken today, forgive me if my servant has loved him so much! I beg of you, O Allah ... Give instructions to the servant, point to the right path, give the right choice for the servant, if indeed he is not the right match and far from your pleasure, then the servant willingly separated even though the servant already loves him, but if he is indeed the soul mate that you set for the servant, then strengthen the servant O Allah! Aaaminnnn Yes Robbal'alamin!"
After praying, Nabil immediately taught, chanting the holy verses of the Quran that will make his heart more calm. Nabil taught with his position still on the prayer mat until the time ashar, he did not even want to eat, when bi Mila brought lunch for him.
Not because of acting up, but the pain in his heart made Nabil lose his appetite, he just wanted to calm his heart at this time, she said, so that later not to fight or issue words that will hurt her husband.
At five o'clock in the afternoon, Faris got out of the car, his legs immediately stepped into the house, just past the main door, he had seen bi Mila walking over to him.
"Why?" asked Faris with a tired-looking face.
"A-anu Master!" bi Mila was flustered, confused as to how she said her.
"Say clearly what's going on?" asked Faris again in a cold tone.
"That-that, Master! Miss Nabil hasn't eaten yet, she's just locked herself in her room since she got home from college!"
"What!"
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~Connected