
Still in a hotel room with two humans who are both giving and moaning ken*the world's heaven.
"Darling ... Open your eyes, say my name, I want to hear it!" pinta Faris while continuing to move over the body of the wife.
Nabil opened his eyes, when the umpteenth time the husband asked, he also mentioned Faris' name when mendes*h when he reached the top.
Faris collapsed on the wife's body, because she did not want the baby to be crushed, she also shifted her body next to Nabil, hugging tightly the woman he loved so much.
"I love you, dear! really, really love you"
"Only you have managed to steal my heart. Therefore, I will not let you go from my side, for you are mine, mine dear! I beg you, whatever happens never leave me, because I will be fragile again if you leave!" said Faris, why is there a fear enveloping his heart, if one day his wife will leave him.
"Yes, Mom! I am yours, I love you so much, there is not even the slightest intention in my heart to leave you, you are the future father of the baby I bear, how could I be without the father of my son, do not you doubt my sincerity, Mas! Because no matter what happens I won't leave my husband!" tukas Nabil tried to make her husband understand, if he also loved the father of the baby he was carrying.
Faris hugged her embrace "Somehow I feel that after this, my life will go down again, you will leave my life with our baby, I tried to pull her off, I tried to pull her off, but the feeling kept coming, made me not want to leave you even for a second" Faris added, Nabil could see from his eyes if his husband really said it.
Nabil stroked Faris' head, slipping his fingers into Faris's black hair.
"Do not be afraid of what has not happened, because it could be if we always imagine what we fear to be a prayer. Thinking well, getting married not only unites two people, but also requires to trust each other, understand each other, and seek solutions when there are problems, control each other's emotions in times of anger, and give in to each other when there is a debate whether it is big or small, both maintain, not end, or go in times of disappointment or problems hit, he said, I guess if we can do that, our household will always survive and no one will leave!" clearly Nabil, staring at the two blue beads of Faris, convinced her husband not to keep thinking that would not be possible.
Hearing all that, Faris smiled as she grabbed the wife's hand and then gave a kiss on the back of Nabil's hand.
"Please promise me, no matter what and no matter how big of a hurdle we face, you're always by my side!" said Faris again.
"I will not promise, for as long as my life is still in the body, then I will not step without your permission, unless it is beyond my ability, or you ask me to leave!" reply Nabil kissed Faris' hand back.
"And I'll never do that!"
They both smiled, Nabil immediately buried his face in the chest of the husband, the most comfortable place for Nabil, with Faris hugging him so tightly.
"Have a rest, baby! Before we start round four," Faris whispered in his wife's ear, making Nabil reflex pinch Faris' flat stomach.
"Aws... Sick baby!" screeched Faris with a smile on her lips.
Nabil just came smiling, while continuing to hide his face in the warm chest of his man.
In the morning, after the dawn prayer, Nabil again laid his body next to his husband, he continued to look at the handsome face of Faris without blinking.
His cheeks blushed when he remembered how handsome the man before him last night, without feeling tired even they did seven rounds, even that because there was a baby growing in his stomach, which was a baby growing in his stomach, otherwise she did not know what time her husband would have stopped.
His raised hand stroked the handsome face of Faris and also a very firm jaw.
"I'm not asking for the perfect, because you've been present to be my encouraging man, my life partner who always makes me happy, and I'm very grateful for that, I only hope that God will open the door of your heart soon, so that you will worship God, because I want to be put in the priesthood by you, I want to kiss your hand after we pray and you kiss my forehead, after that you lie on my lap, I want you to build me up to perform the dawn prayer," muttered Nabil continued to stroke Faris' face that had been grown with fine hairs.
"I want you to believe that if God will not abandon his servant who truly wants to repent, God always opens the door of forgiveness for those who want to return to his path, I just want you to believe in the power of God, and I want you to understand, God gives you trials just to test his servant, and because he knows if you are capable, but you have given up, it may be that Allah has chosen you as a believing servant, but you have denied it." Nabil continued, all his wishes are expressed one by one in humans who still close their eyes.
"If God loves me, why is he subjected to such a severe ordeal?"
"Astaghfirullah, Mom! You surprised me!" nabil told her husband she wanted to draw his hand, but Faris held her back and kissed her.
"Answer my question!" timpal Faris again.
"In the Qur'an, Allah says, there is no faith except after being able to go through all my trials. That means if a person has confessed his faith, of course Allah imposes his trials, as selection, if a person is able to face with patience and sincerity, then he passes as a believer. God tests the servant not because he is angry or does not love his servant, on the contrary, because God is close to Mas, therefore God gives a trial, or as a rebuke because we have forgotten him, if we love someone, of course, we will be angry if he makes things that harm him, not because he hates but because he cares, can you understand from my words?" nabil asked, stopping his words.
"Don't we who are ordinary servants, the Apostles of God always get a test, don't forget Nabil Ibrahim who from childhood got the ordeal until he was old, remember that Nabil Aiyub was sick and exiled from his homeland, and our Prophet Muhammad, who was conceived in the womb, was single by his father!"
"From there we can take a lesson, that all who are loved by God will be given trials as a form of struggle we establish ourselves as a creature in love. Is it not that as long as Mas is away from His side, Mas never again get distress and trials?" nabil asked in the end, Faris just shook his head.
"That's because I'm no longer close to Him. For God is far from your heart. Please, come back to His way! not all this time Mas always restless when remembering the parents Mas, Mas vent by drinking illicit drinks, is not he just eliminate your consciousness, but not eliminate your anxiety?"
"Anxiety will not go away with the way we travel for a vacation, or go for fun, because peace and tranquility can only be obtained by remembering God and thinking to him!"
Faris listened well to what was said from the mouth of the wife, it was true as long as he heard his wife teaching and soling, there he got the calm that he had never gotten.
Faris looked at Nabil deeply, as if he was setting himself up to do something big, clasping his wife's hand tightly.
"Do you want to be by my side to teach me to be close to your Lord? Will you wait for me until I can be your good priest? Will you be my guide on the right path? And will you start today I will be your prayer priest?" ask Faris seriously.
There was no doubt in Faris's eyes, Nabil looked at her with complete confidence, Nabil's eyes instantly glazed over, what was this answer of all his prayers, what was the answer of all his prayers, what does she hear if her husband wants to repent.
"Did I hear wrong?"
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Who really wants Faris to repent? How am I surprised!
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