
The atmosphere inside the luxurious black-gray room was currently so tense, the room was filled with the strange sounds of Nabil and Faris when they reached the top, now replaced with a quiet atmosphere.
Now Nabil is wearing his clothes, and he is also wearing clothes for his husband.
Faris looked so shocked, her face looked lethargic, her gaze was blank, implying the pain she had once experienced, her hands were resounding, signifying how much she had once felt her inner being deeply shaken. Nabil who saw the situation of the husband like this now felt so sad, his heart was pinched, when the man who usually looks gallant, firm and respected by everyone, he said, in a weak and bad state like this.
With so soft his hands raised, then stroking the sweat on the forehead of the husband, then slowly Nabil brought the pale-looking face into his arms, putting Fsris's face right on his chest, hugging tightly, giving strength, so that the husband knows, if he is not alone.
"I don't know how heavy the burden that Mas has experienced, but as heavy as that Mas must try sincerely. And now that Mas is not alone, there is me who has always been by Mas's side!" nabil whispered in the ear of his husband.
Nabil began to feel that Faris was a little calm, because she felt that her husband was holding her very tightly.
In this situation, Nabil chose to have a pair of glasses in Faris' ear, so that the husband could be calmer. Actually he wanted to teach, but considering that he had just given rations to the husband and had not had time to shower, so he wanted to calm Faris as much as possible.
After half an hour, Faris looked calmer, she broke away from the wife's arms, then turned to lie on Nabil's thigh, patiently and gently stroking her husband's head, Nabil, while continuing to be in solicitation.
"Thank you, I feel a little calm! Thank you for being here and for being an encouragement to my life!" faris lirih.
Nabil smiled "Everything that happens to us, especially when we feel anxiety, anxiety or fear, the cure is nothing but being passionate or having a break, complaining to God!" answer Nabil.
"The task of a wife is to serve and accompany her husband under any circumstances, be it happy, sad, difficult, or injured. And I want every feeling Mas feels there is I'm always by your side!" nabil continued, like a coolant that burst into the recesses of Faris' heart, when he heard the words of his wife.
"Do you believe that God exists?" asked Faris suddenly.
Nabil turned his head, and he replied, "Of course, if God did not exist, then I, Mas and all that is on this earth would not exist!" nabil replied firmly, she felt uncomfortable with the question posed by her husband.
"Oh yes, do you believe that God is fair to all his servants?" ask Faris again which increasingly makes the wife confused.
Nabil glared, then nodded his head in such a confident manner "God has never been hostile to his servant, Allah has always loved his servants, why should your question be like that?" nabil asked back.
Faris was silent for a moment, before she finally continued her words.
"I was also a man who trusted God very much, I obeyed, all his commands I did, I diligently taught, even from the age of six years of prayer I never left, because Grandpa, I never left, Grandma, Mama and Papa always said that I should obey God!" Faris paused her speech, took a breath first, then resumed her speech.
"But, at the age of eight, something bad happened to me, at that time no one helped me, even I prayed to God, in order to help both my parents from the criminals who wanted to kill them. We were attacked when Papa inaugurated the cruise ship that had just launched, I thought if that night was a happy night for Papa and also my Mama. But everything was turned upside down, when suddenly we were attacked by people we didn't know, all the guests who were present came out and shouted in fear, because the threat will be shot by people who do not have a heart, leaving me and my family alone in the ship!" Faris recounted what happened a few years ago in such a sad tone.
He even imagined the next incident, to make his bird numb, which he could not tell Nabil, he did not want his wife to know, if all this time he was a weak man, he could not tell, and also not normal.
Nabil who heard her also shed tears, she knew exactly what her husband was going through, at the age of children, he had to get such cruel inner pressure.
"Tell me, if God is fair, why not help my parents, if God loves his servant, why not grant my request? From that moment on I no longer believed, because I was disappointed, the person I loved so much must be killed in a tragic way even in front of my own eyes" Faris added.
Nabil shook his head, only now did he understand why her husband's attitude was like that, because of a loss, to make him forget the pleasure he had ever felt.
The thought of the husband is certainly very wrong, should one of the trials that we can take lessons and wisdom, not even make us stray away from religion.
"That's not true, Mom! Every temptation that God gives, it may be because God chooses us as his strong servant, if Mas is able to face him, then Mas is the most human God loves, he said, and a paradise of assurance for you! Every trial has its wisdom, maybe God loves Mama and Papa more, until they leave us first!" nabil said denying the words of the husband, as a wife, she wanted to straighten out her husband's misunderstood thoughts.
"But why should I feel this, even I lose them at the same time, why should this happen to me" said Faris, who was not satisfied with the wife's answer.
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~Connected.
Anyone can give advice for Faris babang, if we are in this world only temporarily 🙄🙄.
Do not forget your footsteps yes, I do not maksa, if you are willing to leave likes, comments and votes as much as possible.
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