
A month had passed since Robert's death, and a few days later Nabil's body had entered the seventh month.
They prepared well, although Nabil said there was no need to hold a large-scale event, simply by calling orphans home, and doing prayers together.
While those who are busy discussing the event for the seventh monthly, Nabil. A man looked excited and impatient inside an Apartment.
Repeatedly the man who turned out to be Diki saw the reflection of his apparition in the mirror inside his room.
His eyes sometimes also look at the clock hanging on the wall that shows at nine in the morning.
There is fear enveloping his heart, because today on the day of time given by Mira, he will ask for answers from women who increasingly interfere with his mind.
As Mira said when they last met, that she told Diki to come back to see him in the park if Diki already felt he was doing his duty.
And for over a month Diki so gita changed his life, even though it had not been done for a very long time, but Faris' assistant was so active in learning and slowly practicing it, until he had a seriousness.
Even his struggle deserves a thumbs up, just like Faris, he also often listened to the study of his sophisticated objects.
For beginners like Diki is very decent, because not only one time, but Diki can establish a five-time direct prayer, even the heaviest dawn, but also the most difficult, diki deliberately sound the alarm in order to fulfill the obligation of dawn prayer.
Although every morning he had to fight with drowsiness, but it did not reduce the intention in this handsome man.
Remembering that, Diki who was sitting on the sofa while drinking coffee so that he was calm even smiled, he was happy because he could change himself even though not completely.
Not a sense of pride, but happy because he has become better, even a lot of what he got from the changes he made.
The soul that is always restless becomes calm, happiness sometimes does not exist because he feels. If the beginning of Diki changed because, Mira, but now Diki did change because of his own intentions.
But hope is still hope, now Diki in the corner of his heart fear, he is afraid if Mira rejects him, even though he changed not because of Mira again, not that he does not love Mira anymore, it does not mean that he does not expect a reply to his feelings.
Even the love for Mira is getting bigger and bigger, but even so, Diki will still give a choice to her woman, she will not force Mira if indeed she does not accept Diki.
"Will he accept me?" hiss Diki on himself.
Fear, nervous worry and nervousness had already gnawed at the recesses of his heart, although many have said that he fits with Mira, but that does not make Diki's worries disappear, but it does not make Diki's worries disappear, the sense of unworthiness continued to perch in his heart.
"Don't I just meet him?" ask Diki again to yourself.
"But what if he's waiting for me there," Diki's eyes again looked at the watch that was coiled in his hands. Which now shows at eleven o'clock in the afternoon.
"I'd better go, yeah I go. To hell with her refusal, I wouldn't know before coming to her," Diki immediately got ready to go see Mira.
After closing the car door, Diki took a breath from the inside then exhaled it violently, trying to comb through from her nervousness.
"Bismillah, O Allah, the purpose of the good servant, the ridhoi is the step of the servant, and give the best answer to the servant, if he is indeed the soul mate of the servant, then close are we in a legitimate relationship, Aaminnn!" After praying, Diki immediately stuck a gas pedal on his car, heading to the park where Mira may have long arrived.
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In the course of Diki's heart never felt calm, his jaw hardened because so much he held the nervousness.
Before going to their appointment place, Diki first stopped at the flower shop, he was not a romantic man, but Diki had learned a lot from Faris, who was a romantic man, how the stiff and cold Faris treated his beloved woman with warmth and compassion.
Get off his four-wheeled vehicle, don't forget the glasses perched on his pointed nose. White skin, athletic body and height that is about 170 cm above the height of people in general.
All the eyes of visitors and florists were amazed to see Diki who was so charismatic when walking into the large flower shop.
"Is there anything I can help you with, Taun?" ask a woman who is already in confidence a job at the flower shop. The woman's eyes continued to look at Diki, with a smile that could not be separated from her lips.
"I want to buy flowers," Diki replied casually.
"I know, Sir! There's no way you're here to buy fish" the woman chimed in with her laughter.
Diki frowned "True yes too, why do I look so stupid," Diki grumbled inwardly.
"What flowers are you going to buy, sir?" asked the woman again, seeing Diki not expressing her jokes, she again asked seriously.
"What flowers do women usually like?" diki asked plain, if the affairs of laptops, tablets and office affairs, Diki experts, but also related to women he did not understand, he did not understand, because this is the first time Diki likes a girl and wants to be serious with the woman.
"Women's preferences are not the same, sir! Taste is different," said the woman who also looks confused with Diki.
"What is this flower for your wife?" asked the woman again, she thought Diki was married, because Diki was already 29 years old.
"No, this is for..." Diki was confused as to what to say.
"For a future wife?" asked the woman again, and Diki simply nodded with her clumsy smile.
"Well, wait a minute, I'll give you a flower that suits your woman," the friendly woman immediately wrapped the bouquet and gave it to Diki.
"Thank you" said Diki while taking the interest and paying him.
"Together, Master! Hopefully the lucky woman likes the flowers" said the woman who felt Mira was lucky to get Diki.
"I'm sorry" Diki immediately rushed back in her car.
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Diki came back nervous when her car was almost with the park that a month ago she came to.
"Daddy ... Why am I like ABG who is nervous to be happy because he met her, remember that Diki is not appropriate for you who are almost three-headed," Diki cerocos for himself.
After pulling out his car, Diki got down, slightly tidying up the suit attached to his body, he again picked up the flowers he had just bought, which he had just bought, do not forget one red box that contains a ring that will be pinned on Mira's ring finger if the woman is willing to receive a pinangan from her.
Repeatedly Diki took a breath and threw it away, after feeling his heart was a little safe, the handsome man immediately groped his steps toward the place Mira promised.
Diki's face seemed to glow and her lips so wide arched a smile as she looked at the woman sitting on the bench where they had met a month ago.
But the smile slowly faded, and the more it popped, Diki's lips felt mute, her eyes felt fairy.
Duarrr
Like lightning in broad daylight, when he saw a woman who was a month full he was waiting to sit and talk with a man.
The man dressed as an ustadz, Diki could only laugh bitterly, with tears unintentionally dripping out.
This is the reason Mira rejected her a month ago, this is the reason Mira said do not expect her because it will hurt Diki's feelings, this was also the reason the woman before him had never responded to every message and call from Diki.
The flower in her hand slowly fell, her knees feeling so weak, even if only to support her body.
But even so, still Diki forced to step away from Mira with her happiness.
"Good luck, Miraku"
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~Connected.
Mewek me the same story of them, Bang Diki patient yes, uh why not nyamperin anyway, find out the truth.
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