My Startling Destiny's

Part 5 [Refused?!]

“I have to clean your room!” I said without shame, as if nothing had ever happened between us

Huh, I'm crazy! It seems like I'm really following a free western culture and getting used to it after doing taboos with people I don't know. Hmmnt how else? It's my job, and I have to finish it right away even though it has to be thick-faced. Moreover, the clock in my hand had already passed nearly three hours from work time.

I stepped towards the balcony, but again my steps came to a halt when the man came back saying something striking.

"I'll marry you! I want responsibility!” he said steadily and no longer use English.

“No need!” jawbaku. I could see the shock on his face when I heard my absurd answer that was so straightforward.

“But why?” tanyanya. “You have a boyfriend?" he continued wanting to know.

Of course all his words made me shake.

“Then?” He looked at me with squeaky eyes.

“I just want to take responsibility for taking away your chastity, moreover you are still virgin” the man seemed to hold back his smile

“I'm still going to marry you weird chick!”

With giddy eyes, I turned to her who was still sitting casually on the sofa. How dare he say a strange girl, as if he knew me so well. You drunk guy! My name is in my heart.

“Why silence?"

The question that was accompanied by a gentle smile made me who was cursing him even fixated because of the sweet smile from neat rows of teeth with deep dimples on the cheeks of the man with the face of the middle of the blaster.

"You don't have to take responsibility! I don't want to get married with you!" kataku.

“ Forget it, assume this never happened" I continued my steps towards the balcony. The sea night breeze hit my face, a coldness enveloped a part of the body that was not covered by the short-sleeved uniform I had introduced.

I started to perform the ritual as usual. Of course, it is still filled with regret and fear of this incident being revealed. I really feel so bad in front of God. Although not a obedient servant, but I know very well what I did was a big mistake.

Not quite there, the man seemed dissatisfied with my response. Even now he was already at the balcony door, leaning back while watching me who was cleaning the balcony glass fence.

“We must get married yes!"

The word must be embedded in his sentence as if he was stating a decision that I must obey. It makes me feel upset.

“Said no yes no need!” I said, that guy really sucks. I appreciated his good intentions but we didn't know each other at all, so how could I suddenly accept his invitation in a time when I didn't know who he was and how he came from? Regardless of the mistake we just made. Shouldn't I feel lucky that there was a man who immediately wanted to take responsibility after taking away my honor, even though we didn't know each other, but foolishly rejected his good intentions.

“But why? We've ..." He did not continue his sentence when he saw me glaring in the eyes.

“Have you followed a western culture that is free to do this without accountability?”

I rolled my lazy eye to hear the question, he was like a father lecturing his son. We don't know each other at all. I admit that everything that is said is not wrong. But I have my own reasons for not directly agreeing to his invitation.

“We don't know each other!" I glanced without looking at it one bit. “How can I get married? There is no love between us, is not the condition of marriage must know each other and there is love?”

“We can know each other then maybe after just love each other!” he replied lightly, as if the feeling was so easily changed quickly.

“Ohiya my name is Alandra, just call Andra.”

I turned my head with a frown as I saw that man named Andra thrusting his hand, this man is really strange! I was forced to remove the glass cleaner in my hand and return her hand

“Melany, Lany!"

Andra smiled gently, but Lany immediately grabbed the glass cleaner and finished the unsanitary piece.

With a frown I glanced at him cynically with my hands constantly moved. “What's your job?” The spontaneous question just came out.

Yeah, I was like that. Too long a hard life really makes me dream of having a rich partner who, if it can preceded the rich like those in Korean novels and dramas. So it's not natural for me to ask about his job. Heh, sounds excessive indeed. But that's the truth. I am tired of being poor. Hard life since childhood makes me aspire to be rich and profitable during working here, little by little I can change my life, have savings and send regular monthly money to my family in the village.

Andra seemed to think, I don't know what he thought until that long. His face when serious looks very charismatic even in a state of silence.

“Servant bar.”

“Hah?” I was surprised to hear his answer. Completely far from my ridiculous dream, I chuckled inwardly. Is it really a barmaid? But why so handsome? Shit, again I'm a physical mandak.

“You work here?”  Somehow this moment even turned into a question and answer session between two strangers like us. Even I looked seriously at him.

Andra shakes.

“Then how did it get here?” spontaneously I asked that, considering the budget spent on vacation on a cruise ship requires a fantastic cost. Not underestimating her profession, I just want to know. Didn't he want to ask me to get married, so there's no harm not if I ask a lot of questions. But again Andra was silent, like he was thinking about something.

“A-me, emmmnt ... I got a holiday voucher from my boss!” he stuttered, but I still believed him.

Oh, never mind, I won't marry anyone. I don't want to fall in the same hole. Marrying a bartender wasn't the right choice, I wanted to change my life. Considering the cause of my parents' separation was a tough economy. It scared me of making a wrong decision. Moreover, I was completely traumatized by their separation, my life after that had really suffered. Being away from my biological mother and living with my stepmother and stepbrother made my life so bitter, even from the breakup until now I no longer met my biological mother.

I arrogantly said. “You are not a rich man!”

“I don't want to get married!"

“I'm tired of being bullied and humbled by people just because I'm poor!” My evil mouth is even fighting fate on this stranger. Really don't have the brakes every time you want to say something. Looks like this skill I learned from my witch-like stepmother.

“What do you think made me work this far in the middle of the sea? Come where this ship is sailing, if not for a big salary, I want a lot of money. You can't give it to me, I don't go back to the hell!" after all, I don't know when I learned to be that cruel. My words are really sharp.

It seems like my life has really worn me out. I always worked alone. Then is it wrong if I hope that someday I will marry an established man or maybe presedir and will live like a queen with the husband of my dreams? Tanyaku.

Lucky, instead of angry Andra actually brought a mocking smile because of my words. "Basic matre!"

"I'm not matre!" my soldiers defend themselves.

“It's realistic! I'm just gonna marry a rich man!" my words reaffirmed and do not want to be denied. Sounds silly, even though the rich don't want to be with me. But this I did just so this man named Andra stopped asking me to get married.

"Tell me about working, trying to be rich together, don't you think so?"

"How could you be rich, you said you were just a bar worker, right?" I immediately snatched Andra's words.

The man nodded with a squeaking look. “Why are you not sad at all?”

“Isn't it in our culture that such a thing is taboo, but why do you even look so ordinary? Even in our religion this is a great sin!"

Jamb... His words made me feel slapped. My eyes feel hot filled with a clear liquid that is ready to melt. But I tried to hold him back, I did not want to look weak, especially in the presence of strangers. He may want to be more responsible. Honestly, I'm afraid of all the consequences, I'm afraid of the impact of this relationship, but I really don't want to marry someone I don't want to love.

By trying to be strong and strong, I replied. “Crying? I'm not that cute!” I lied, but my heart was haunted by guilt.

“What you say is true, this is indeed a sin, but I also do not want to marry without love!”

“If your husband knows how? or maybe your family knew about this incident?

I was upset, Andra seemed to stop at nothing to make me agree to his invitation. He seemed to be deliberately asking a disturbing question.

“I don't care!! After all I have no intention of getting married if not the president!” Really crazy and haughty answer. Boro-boro is married to the President as I expected, my ex-ex is just an ordinary person.

"The president is also picky times, neng." The man smiled mockingly with undefiled language again. Really annoying!

“I ask once again and think carefully of my invitation, I give you 30 minutes to think!" After saying that Andra immediately turned in the room and left me fixated on her words.

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“How about you get pregnant? We do it without safety. Can I see my seed growing in your womb. Are you going to let him live without a father?”

“Are you sure that your family will accept the child? They could have dumped you.. Remember our culture is hard, this kind of thing is taboo! Trust me, they won't accept you easily.!”

His words kept ringing in my head. Everything that is said is true. Regarding the family, it is certain that I will be increasingly thrown away. Given how they've been treated so far. Not doing anything wrong I've been dumped, what if I did. Maybe I'll really be considered lost.

Huhh, what a difficult situation! Why is everything like this. Why did it not happen as I saw it, when some people did it casually without any anxiety as I feel now.. I slept with a man who wanted to be responsible and on the grounds that his job was not suitable I refused his invitation instead. Ahh, this sin really makes me dilemma.why can't I be like my friends who can do it without burden..

I kept thinking about the words of that man named Alandra. What if I really got pregnant like she said. Ahhhkk shit, fuck shit.

All the way back to the room, I kept swearing. I don't think I'm going to sleep well tonight. Plus if anyone finds out I've slept with a pasengger maybe I'll be completely thrown into the sea. huhhh..

“Lan, where have you been??” with a lethargic face I turned towards the source of the voice.

Turns out Lexi was behind me, my friend was approaching me. I'm trying to hide my anxiety so Lexi doesn't suspect anything.

“Lan, I asked you where?” Lexi patted me on the shoulder, making me aghast.

“Eh, I was from foraging. It's been working my stomach right away suddenly hungry." I tried to give a reasonable excuse

“Oh, pantasan, from earlier I find you no..” Lexi breathe a sigh of relief “eh sorry! I was late, my stomach suddenly hurt so yeah long in the toilet.. "

“Just relax.. I've also finished everything.” I'm still acting. Smiling, as if nothing had happened.

“Yes already, sleep yuk! I was sleepy.” without hearing my approval, Lexi went straight into her room next to mine.

I went into the room, and I saw that it was still empty. Of course, because Celin must be at work.. Ohiya, just info, on the cruise ship the crew members like us have different rooms with the staff, of course, their position is higher. We live in a fairly small room under the deck (deck), but the facilities are not to be asked! All have extraordinary facilities, not least my room. And in each room contains 2 people or even more. Ko

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No, Andra's treatment is so heart-melting. It was so soft and so moving. But still, Lany was already upset with him because he had made her into this problem. If anyone knew maybe he would be completely dumped into the sea. Hmmnt you are exaggerating Lan!!🙄



As soon as he arrived, Andra immediately let go of his grasp. He sat on a chair while Lany was still standing while leaning against the tree that was there.

With a lazy look Lany looked at Andra's face - strange huck-tow-when exposed to the sun.



“You said what?” ketus cuek while folding his hands on the chest.

“It looks like my brother got the Virgin Effect deh neng. overnight can not sleep thoughtfully continue.” Andra was seen holding back her laughter in order to see Lany's face turning fierce.

“Oh, not so clear!! Quickly speaking, what's up?”

“Hmmn. Yes I am serious.” Andra took a deep breath then said “I'm serious about marrying you..”.

Whats??

Lany looked over with giddy eyes. He was completely inexhaustible with a speech - a strange hoot-in front of him. He thought his words last night were just the wind and then the existence was only a moment.

But in fact, Andra was looking for him just to say it for the umpteenth time.

“It's Andra, I said no. I'm fine.. Why would you want to marry me? I'm not familiar with each other.” Lany is still on her feet.

“Yes I'm afraid that my seed will grow in you, and I don't want my son to have no father.”

Lany thunches a cliche answer Andra. The seed? Growing? hahaha what is his mind so shallow. Wanting to feel Lany chuckled as hard as possible, but stopped because the fear of being discovered kbassi with Andra is greater than thinking about the consequences of the one night mistake he did it.

Why, it's fun! Consider it a bonus, hmmmm. Ah basic Lany, it seems like her mindset has really used a western mindset that upholds freedom.

“Hey, once doing such a thing will not make your seeds just grow Mr Alandra!!” Lany instead chimed in with a guyonan that was answered seriously by Andra

“It could happen, if me and you are in fertile period, automatic fertilization between us can fertilize each other quickly, miss beautiful!” Andra began to bring the theory of conception, already like a biology teacher who was explaining to his students.

“Especially the quality of my seeds healthy.automatically, most likely you will contain my son.” was satisfied with the answer Andra also winked to tease Lany.

Cih, what the fuck is he! Why bring such a biological theory? You weird guy!"

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