My Startling Destiny's

Part 44 [No News]

After Ara's success, Lany took the boy to her room. Ara had already fallen asleep in her carriage, making Lany have to carefully put the boy on the bed. Slowly Lany went and went to the bathroom to clean up and then carried out his duties as a Muslim.

Andra's words of wanting them to change for the better left Lany touched. During this time he was negligent, because he rarely carried out the obligation. I don't know how many sins it has. After Bedo'a, ask forgiveness and everything to the creator. Lany went to check her phone, it's still the same. There's nothing there. It hurts so much when expecting something but hope is not even in accordance with reality. He then laid himself on the bed without removing the mucus worn.

“Why don't you know me, Andra? Are you just here to impress me and leave to make my life more tormented?” Lany muttered while staring at the ceiling of her room. The room was dim, only the light of the led lamp attached to illuminate the room with the color of rainbow.

Lany's heart churned to remember all the good behavior and attitude, full of tenderness her husband who managed to make her melt. Although sometimes they are indifferent and fierce. But it can not be denied, he did not deny at all if he began to fall in love with Andra.

He felt a tightness in his chest when he realized he had different feelings for Andra, the man he rejected many times but still forced his way into his life that now even cast doubt because of his disappearance. His feelings got lost in the middle of a dilemma intersection. Between waiting or giving up hope because the man never gave news after so much nonsense he said and nothing realized. From the feeling that began to admire now the feeling turned doubtful. He was afraid of dropping hope at a time like this. He didn't want to get hurt deeper by expecting Andra.

The feeling of tightness was stuck when his gaze turned on Ara's sad face. His mind raged, and feelings of sadness and pity blended together between Andra and Ara. Two people who make it sad this nature.

That night he spent crying, spilling all the feelings in him. To make him sleep in a sad state.

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Early in the morning Lany woke up and cleaned the house. His life after marriage is a little different, he has Andra who every day will help him settle down. And now he's back to doing everything himself, it's a bit heavy but he's still working on it. Because the guest is very acting like the boss in the house. He was treated like he was a child. But he also does not want to be absent from his daily routine, because of course the house will become unmanageable. Mamak and Elsa are used to making babu without helping. Not knowing yourself!

He had just finished sweeping down the hall of the house, when Mamak and Elsa entered the compact out of two adjoining rooms in the living room.

“Bikink coffee, Lany!" mamak yelled while curling his hair.

“It's all ready, tuh!" Lany pointed towards the kitchen which was in the back room of the middle room.

Lany's gaze shifted to Elsa who went back into her room and came out while throwing two pieces of clothes at her.

Lany stared furiously, the look in her eyes illustrating she did not accept the behavior of the girl - frozen-this.

“Hashing my clothes. I'm going to college, I have morning classes!" he said as he went back into the room and came out with a towel on his shoulder.

“Enak only! I'm not your maid, Elsa!" reject Lany while throwing the laundry to the face of Elsa who is already standing at the door.

“Ish." Little Elsa doesn't like it while switching to look at Mamak. Definitely hinting at a complaint. What a burden on the family!!

“Kiss him, Lany! Don't count.” Mom steps into the kitchen.

Lany just wanted to offer a rejection. His mouth again clenched to hear the voice of the Father.

“Wash yourself, Elsa! Don't trouble your brother!" Lany turned to the Father who looked like he had just finished a bath, a towel around his neck. Yes, of the three rooms in the house, only Lany's room has a bathroom inside. So, they have to shower in the bathroom that is in the kitchen.

Lany was satisfied to see the annoyance on the face of the spoiled-frozen-girl that sucks. He did not expect me to come back to defend him. But that doesn't just make him melt. He hurried up, leaving the Father who seemed to want to greet him. But he went and acted indifferently.

While climbing the stairs Lany could hear the screams of Elsa who complained because she was overwhelmed by washing herself. Even Mamak also nagged the Father for again defending Lany.

“Why don't you ask Lany to help Elsa wash her clothes!" Mama sounded furious.

“Don't spoil it! Elsa must also be independent. It's been accommodated here, don't bother Lany continue."

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“Ara, eat first!" the little girl turned to Lany who came while carrying a plate filled with food.

“Did Kiya not eat, aunt Lany?" Ara turned back to the child Goddess who was busy biting her toys.

“No, adek Kiya can't eat this yet. She ate her porridge and mimi milk from her mother.” explained Lany while starting to feed Ara.

Lany did deliberately bring Ara along with her. He was afraid that the boy would be treated like last night. And the only way to protect her is to take her with him. Lany wanted to make up for the time to accompany the boy who was lacking in affection exactly like that. Unimaginable. During his work on the ship, obviously Ara also often got such treatment and certainly no one defended. And now that Lany intends to protect the boy, she doesn't want Ara to grow up like her scarred self.

“Ara.”

“Yes?" with her mouth full, Ara turned to Lany. The little boy's hand. Keep holding baby Kiya's hand.

“Ara missingin kuci motor grandma mamak?” Lany had asked as slowly as possible, but the little girl looked so frightened. It makes him feel guilty.

“Ara ndak kasih lost, grandma save. He blamed Ara!" the boy was scared. This was due to a mistake that was not made by him but was instead spilled on him. Lany did not continue the question, he did not want to make the girl sad.

“Tante Lany stay behind first yes, son. Take care of Kiya, if you cry, just call her mother!" Lany pointed to Dewi who was busy serving customers.

After getting a nod from Ara. Lany went back to the kitchen. He helps the process of packing food that will soon be delivered by Riswan to catering for one of the officials in his city.

Riswan and some of his workers have also departed using an SUV type car which on the back glass is attached to a sticker with the words ““LaperPool House Feeding Mrs Mel-Mel”

Lany sat himself in a wooden chair next to the parking area, just below a fairly shady red shoots tree. The blonde girl reached into the levis jumpsuit pocket she was wearing. He pulled a flat object out of there.

After a long time fiddling with the object, his face turned moody. More cloudy than ever. He was disappointed because no one was expected to receive a notification. For the umpteenth time Lany had to swallow a bitter pill. Several times check HP just for the sake of seeing notifications but always ends up disappointed. It hurt like hell, it's been almost three nights since his departure. Andra didn't give any news at all.

“Evil!" lirih Lany with clear hair that re-stained in her eye pelup.

“If you don't want to be expected don't give hope!” lany's hand moved rubbing her cheek roughly.

Should not have been easily destroyed from the beginning, he regretted his stupidity. He hates his feelings so easily. Cheapo! that word that he pinned on his stupid self never made a defensive fort on that middle-of- nowhere man. And now he had to be hurt because of his own expectations.

Through the day with no news of the man feeling so stifling. This caused him to fear opening his heart too quickly. She was afraid to accept this reality, especially she did not know the origin of her husband at all. He only knows the place of birth date and the name of his father from the bio listed in the Marriage Book. But let alone say, it seems that Andra already has a place in her heart. Can it last long if Andra's attitude like this makes him doubt with all the thoughts that do not travel in his head.

“Why else, you?"

As fast as lightning Lany wiped her tears as Dewi was already sitting beside her while holding Kiya and there was Ara also beside her.

“Ndak why-why, just a flick." seloroh Lany quickly then stood up.

“I wash my face first, Wi!" Ara same aunt Dewi and adek Kiya first yes, aunt Lany want to go to the bathroom.” After stroking Ara's head and pinching Kiya's cheek, Lany immediately left the Goddess who was staring at her with a million questions and astonished.