My Startling Destiny's

Part 49 [Feeling Guilty]

Around one in the morning. Elsa, who is still not asleep because she is busy watching Drakor, gets a message asking her to open the door of the house. Of course he didn't do it right away. Elsa fears it's just a trap from people who want evil intentions, let alone that message from an unknown number. The atmosphere of the night plus the heavy rain that flushed the city all night made him afraid to act rashly. But the same message, repeated. I asked him to open the door because it was cold outside. The man was cold outside.

With a feeling of fear, he ventured out of the room and peeked out from behind the window curtain. How shocked Elsa was to see who was standing at the door.

“Andra?" he said while trying to ascertain whether it was indeed Andra or just the incarnation of ghosts like in the movies. Oh No!

Elsa, who was very sure if it was Andra, also ventured to turn the key.

As soon as the door opened, Elsa could see Andra standing with a bag hanging from her back, just as she was about to leave that night. His hands were holding two paperbags. Elsa was astonished to see the appearance of her brother-in-law, but her daydream broke as Andra began to make a sound.

“Sorry, interrupt midnight!"

“So I've contacted Lany, but the number is off."

“Maybe she's asleep, from the morning she doesn't come out of the room." Said Elsa which immediately made Andra frowned and immediately then immediately moved in.

It made Elsa grumble. “Ih, just wanted to ask him where he got my number from, uh just cheering.” his scolding while locking the door and back into the room.

While Andra, he's the one who's upstairs. Slowly opening the door, so as not to disturb Lany who may have been sleeping. His face turned relieved when he saw the sleeping wife curled up, like holding back the cold.

Carefully Andra placed the bag and paperbag onto the floor right in front of the closet. Then he walked to the side of the bed, where Lany slept. Long Andra looked at the face of the stranger who was now his wife. The guilt of not giving back inside. He was ready to receive anger from Lany, this was his fault. He deserves that.

After observing Lany's face for a long time, Andra bent her body, then gave a kiss between her neck and cheek.

“You're fine, right, as long as I'm gone?" andra whispered as her lips and nose touched Lany's neck and cheeks.

“Sorry, if I can't be a good husband yet.” Andra's hand turned to hold the arm and put a gentle swab on his wife's head.

He was a little surprised when he felt Lany's body temperature so hot. With a panicked face, Andra then directed his hand to touch the forehead and neck of the wife.

“You're so hot, Lan." Andra, who started to panic, immediately ran to the kitchen to get water to compress Lany.

Just as Lany was shocked when she saw the messy condition of the kitchen, so was Andra. The man sighed as he looked at the kitchen as if it was unkempt. But the main purpose is not that, he rushed to take the container and fill it with water that is not too warm. After that he went back to the room and compressed Lany. Andra painstakingly took care of his wife who was having a fever.

“Sorry Me, yes. I wasn't there when you were like this." Lirih Andra continued to look at Lany's face. Guilt was growing in his heart. He felt like a failed husband, could not exist when Lany needed to. For a few days he never even told the woman. Of course Andra regretted the stupidity that could not keep the promise to always give news until Lany was sick he did not know.

Throughout the night Andra continued to treat Lany so painstakingly. He did not heed her fatigue at all. Though he had just traveled a long distance, he should have rested. But Lany's condition does not allow for Andra to sleep soundly.

In fact, he just sat leaning on the side of the bed with his hand holding a compress cloth on Lany's forehead.

When he felt Lany's body move, Andra woke up again, even though she had just almost slept. Carefully Andra watched Lany who slowly began to open her eyes. He could see his wife was a little surprised to see her presence there.

Lany tried to collect his life, his eyes still staring in disbelief with the presence of Andra there.

“You." With a quick motion, Lany was about to move up and push Andra's body. But as fast as lightning Andra can hold his body to stay in its original position.

“Do not much motion.” Andra's hand directs Lany's body to lie back “You're sick again. Get angry later, if it's healed."

Lany was transfixed, the face she was trying to bury in her memory, was actually back present. Making Him seem lost consciousness as Andra looked at him with tenderness and confirmed the position of the compress cloth on his forehead. His gaze was still the same, a million softness and calmness that was able to get him stuck on the feeling that made him wish for more.

However, Lany who did not want to fall back in the same hole, immediately brushed off Andra's hand. He would not have collapsed just because Andra treated him like this.

“Don't touch me!" hiss Lany while pushing Andra's body away from her side.

Without further ado, Andra complies with Lany's wishes. Even if it just shifts a little.

“Drink first yes!" Tawar Andra when he saw Lany still staring blankly with a face that held back his annoyance. He knows for sure Lany will behave like this, it's natural and he will try to understand. Because it was his fault.

“Do not be kind!” ketus Lany when Andra was about to help her get up.

“I don't need your help! I can do it myself.” Lany violently snatched the glass of water from Andra's hand. Then he gave it away violently, then turned his back to Andra.

“Sleep is supine, yes. Let it be compressed, let the fever subside quickly.” Persuade Andra while looking at Lany who was still behind him. But the girl didn't budge at all.

Seeing Lany like that made Andra forced to act a little forcefully. He wants Lany to get well soon. Deftly, Andra's hand slipped under Lany's waist and neck. Then slowly brought his wife's body into a supine position.

“Andra!!" Pekik Lany does not like.

“Sorry!" Seloroh Andra with an expressionless face “I just want you to heal fast!"

“Do not forbid me to do this. Allow me to take care of you!" Lirih Andra while covering half Lany's body with a blanket.

I want to atone for my guilt, Lan!

“Sleep, you need rest! You can anger me as much as you can if you're cured." Andra was about to land a kiss on Lany's cheek, but the girl refused. He pushed Andra's face away.

Andra was not at all angry with Lany's attitude. She understood that, it was only natural that Lany refused because she was still upset with him. The man glanced at the digital clock that was on the table. The clock has shown four o'clock past. It's soon dawn.

“Sleep, I'm here.” Andra tried to smile but Lany just rolled her lazy eye, she was reluctant to respond to Andra's words.

With her eyes closed, Lany could hear Andra moving from her side. A moment later, he heard Andra's voice asking for a blanket.

“Borrow the blanket yes." The voice sounded along with the sound of the closet doors opening.

Lany felt Andra was beside her. But not in bed. The man sat down and leaned his head beside Lany, resting on a pillow while holding his forehead which contained a compress there.

After that he no longer felt anything, because drowsiness first attacked. Bring him back to sleep in a calm and comfortable state. It was different when she felt pain before Andra was there.

.........

Andra who all night had no sleep. Decided to briefly close his eyes after making sure Lany went back to sleep soundly. He even just slept for a few minutes when he heard the morning prayer rumbles and wakes up right then and there. After renewing Lany's compress water, Andra rushes to take a bath and perform her dawn service.

Once finished, he immediately opened the window of the room but did not lift the curtain. Fear of sleeping Lany disturbed. Andra then went down.

He was still irritated by the condition of the kitchen like a broken ship. It's not Lany's fault, he doesn't blame his wife. During his stay with Lany, Andra found out that his wife was a man who loved cleanliness. If he didn't get sick, maybe he wouldn't let his kitchen get dirty like this. To blame is Elsa, Lany's sister should be able to help her sick sister. Namu, look, this morning he hasn't woken up. Elsa was really acting like a princess.

Although annoyed Andra still clean everything. Of course he didn't want Lany to do this. After you finish washing dishes and cleaning the kitchen. Andra ordered food via grab.

His food had just arrived, he entered after making the transaction. Andra stared flatly at Elsa who had just come out of the bathroom as she was preparing food at the dinner table.

“Andra!"

“Hmmmnt" Andra did not take her eyes off at all to look at Elsa. Of course it pissed the girl off.

“Where do I get my number from? My feelings never .. "

“Do you think?" Sela Andra cut off the girl's words, which upset Elsa.

“Ih. I just want to know!" said Elsa who is still standing on the side of the dining table, still using a bathrobe and towel that wraps on the head.

“That's not important," Andra glanced cynically, making Elsa tickle not like “That's most important, why don't you help your sister clean up. He's sick and you're letting the dishwasher pile up like that." Sentak Andra did not like, but he still tried to control himself.

“Yes, it's none of my business! He's been used to doing that!" elsa defended herself.

Andra was made to shake with her sister-in-law's answer. It's only natural that Lany wasn't happy when she saw him coming. It turned out that his sister's attitude was very ignorant of herself.

Andra preferred to be quiet and passed while carrying a plate of food and a glass of water for Lany.