My Soul Started From Tahajud Prayers

Chapter 9. sincere learning

in the morning on the ship with calm sea conditions and cool air, I as usual do light exercise, by walking around the main deck of the ship.

"with regular also I say hello siti, chat via whatsapp, Hi siti, good morning," I said to him

"morning too" said siti

" what are you?" ask her.

"again want to clean the house," said siti.

" oh very diligent yes, yes already please

yes, yes" I told him

"because I want to clean the house, I let him do that, which is important for me to say hello and get news from his already quite happy,"

" looks like you just woke up with a face that is still tangled, while carrying a cup of coffee," see the priest bang.

"Egar, I'll be home in the afternoon" said the priest to me.

"oh, bang please" I said

"because her home in Jakarta is certainly nice to go home, her access is close from our workplace on the ship, coincidentally her ship around the port of tanjung priok."

"all of a sudden in the afternoon, I went back to say hello to siti," sent a message on whatsapp.

" hi, good afternoon, beautiful" I said to her

" evening too" said siti.

"beginning I give her a little bit of flirting and flirting."

"can't be when I play

to where you are?, let's get to know her more closely," I asked her.

"sorry, we know him only

friends, don't overdo it, about her

I'm afraid I can't keep the commitment" said siti

"oh yeah sorry well if so, oh apparently

you're committed." I told him.

"all of a sudden my cell phone rings, as soon as I see it and it turns out the voice call from my mother," I pick up the phone immediately,

"hello egar, I want to talk about siti,

it turns out that the siti already has a boyfriend even they are fiancee, it happens that her boyfriend this siti is teaching at High School and she is a teacher, mother heard from your cousin, mother heard from your cousin, you know, so she knows because her boyfriend's teaching at your cousin's school...

so you better not expect anymore, because I hear they are serious and will plan a wedding some time ahead" said my mother

"i who heard it was immediately limp and dumb as if in disbelief, he said,,

I continued to answer my mother, yes mom if it is like that, yes how else, I have to try sincerely and stop approaching her, because I also do not want to disturb their relationship."

"i have communication on the phone with my mother, can not be lied to, this heart is sad to hear the news that the real city already has a boyfriend even they are fiancee, they are already fiancee,pantes alone during this siti feel uncomfortable when I excessively praise and want to get to know her closely, turns out she is keeping a commitment in the relationship with her boyfriend."

"right now I immediately decided to stop approaching her, even contact her whatsapp number was removed and I chose to stay away from her."

"from this incident, I feel lazy to find a boyfriend, until I decide to be alone enjoying the loneliness,"

"perhaps more resigned to the creator of ALLAH SWT,"

" may be brought to me the woman who will be my next step, because my intention is to have a girlfriend for me to fight for the next one to two years to the level of marriage,"

"but for now has not also got a candidate for life companion,"

"for the next few days I filled my time with work, and worship to ALLAH SWT,"

"my prayer began to be diligent even slowly pray five times when I run"

"in the afternoon, I sat on the deck of the ship, drinking a cup of coffee, and seeing the sea,"

"how with siti has better his response is still cool," said bang imam to me,

"i've stayed away from her bang and there's no more communication I have with her" I told the priest's bang.

"kok can! why indeed," said the priest bang, firmly to me.

" the city already has a girlfriend even they are fiancee," I told the imam bang.

"when the look on the face of the priest bang, as if feeling astonished,

" do you keep giving up? you should not give up, as long as the yellow janur has not curved you can not give up, you must continue to fight to show your seriousness." said bang imam

"in a slow tone I spoke to the priest bang, not ah bang I just back down, I don't want to also disturb their relationship, maybe not my soul mate too."