My Soul Started From Tahajud Prayers

Chapters 1. Undecided

" this is a true story that I experienced myself, from falling down because of love until I was met with my wife through the miracle of tahajud prayer"

At that time I was 23 years old, and had a girlfriend named 'Euis' when it was 18 years old, but my relationship with her was not good.

Then one night I contemplated thinking about where my relationship with her would be, because I often felt doubtful about her, I always pray if he is my soul mate then bring it closer if not then keep it away.

the next day...

the sound of my phone, as soon as I see my 'Mother' calling, I rush to pick up the phone because it has not been in communication with my mother for a few days,

"Hello buk, asallamualaikum

Answer "My mother, how are you, just want to go home again no, no,

"allhamdulilah good news buk, do not know whether this is home, because indeed my position is working on the ship, and can not be sure to go home what not.

the phone is still connected to my 'Mother'

'Egar' said mother in a gentle tone she called my name,

answer me" yes buk, continued mother talk

what is your relationship with euis if there is a level to serious, have you told his parents euis about your seriousness with euis..

in a slow tone I said to 'Mother' hasn't buk , I haven't said anything to his parents euis and I don't know this until now still doubt with his no confidence in my heart,

my mother replied" How the hell can not be long without any certainty of fear from the side there was hope,, then I answered my mother, and then I answered my mother, yes buk for a while I walk first while I consider, yes already buk already call her, later on connect again another time..

I opened my phone and tried to send a message to my girlfriend

"Assalamualaikum de again why there is no news. don't miss tah,,,,,

I wait for the answer to the message from him, until it does not feel past about 30 minutes yet there is also a reply from him,,

then I decided to call her,

not yet picked up his phone, even though his mobile phone number is active,

I kept calling her over and over again, though,

the end was also picked up the phone, as I said in my heart, Hello dee assalamu'alaikum where to pick up

but it turns out that the answer is different voice, I asked who this is who, euis where

he replied, sorry this is his friend, now his euis I hold, already yes do not need to call again, directly on the lid of his cellphone,,,

surprised me while saying in my heart, I can ya! what's up with this euis...

at once contemplating what this is, kayak shunned me, and his suspicions grew, until I wondered if he would not be related to me anymore,,,, and,,,

And I decided to sleep better because it was late at night..