My Soul Started From Tahajud Prayers

Chapter 12

"that night I dreamed of having an intimate relationship with sister Rias" who was none other than my own cousin.

"the next day, I was sitting on the deck of the ship, thinking back to last night's dream, how could it have happened especially with my cousin," asked myself.

"well, I don't want to think too far, maybe it's just a sleeping flower that can happen to anyone" said myself.

"you again why sit there, let's go fishing, it happens that the sea condition is calm again, usually a lot of fish this morning," said bang imam to me.

" let's go fishing, but wait a minute well, I take my fishing rod first," I said to the priest bang.

" yes you should not be long, my fishing rod has been thrown in the sea" said the priest.

" on his arrival at the stern of the ship I saw the priest bang, was pulling his fishing line, and it turned out that his fishing line was right in the sambar fish, of course I also did not want to lose with him, of course I also did not want to lose with him, I threw my fishing eye far away from the sea."

"hore, bang I got a fish," I said

"good, later we fry the fish, then we eat the same," said bang imam.

"the day was getting hot, and we decided to stop fishing,"

" the fish we catch we fry and eat together."

"the meal was over, the stomach was full and the heart was happy."

"when I open the phone, it turns out there is a whatsapp message coming in, Hi brother, what else?" kokom.

" just finished eating this meal" I told him.

" oh I also just finished eating, brother last go back to the village when?" ask kokom.

"remember I was in August, last year back to the village," I told him.

"about him I've seen my brother ride on a red motorcycle and my brother wear a hat" said Kokom.

"if you haven't seen you in a long time, even at the wedding of my cousin and your cousin, I didn't see you coming" I told her.

"the conversation was finally over, because I had a job in the engine room."

"until I think there will be a sign of what this is, I can only pray that some good will come" I said.

"day after day passed, I opened the phone, suddenly there was an incoming message on my whatsapp,"

"then I open the whatsapp message, Egar, are you close to me?" said Brother Rias, who is none other than my own cousin.

"of course I feel shocked reading whatsapp messages from sister Rias, how can she know well I'm close to kokom again," said myself.

"then I reply to whatsapp message Rias, yes my sister is close to kokom, brother knows where," said and asked to brother Rias.

"kokom himself who told his sister, he said again close to Egar, kokom also said brother Egar, his people are insensitive, women's time must be first," Rias told me.

"i was silent for a moment and felt astonished, what did he mean, kokom told sister Rias, that I was insensitive," said myself while confused.

"then I reply to whatsapp message, sister Rias, what do you mean, brother,? I still don't understand," I asked Brother Rias with curiosity.

"so the point is, kokom likes you, but he's embarrassed to express his feelings first, because he feels like a woman, and should his man first express," said brother Rias to me.

"Of course I feel shocked, happy, smile smile of my own smile, it turns out that there is already a sense of like me, said I myself.

"i replied to Rias's whatsapp message, okay brother, I understand now" I told Rias.

"bang turns out there's already a feeling of like me, but he's embarrassed to express it first, I know this from my own cousin, and now I have to how?" say and ask me on the imam bang seriously.

"yes, you will express your feelings first to him, besides you guys must be brave," said bang imam, with a firm tone.

" after I have been practicing tahajud and Istikharah for less than a month, and the dream that I am experiencing, is this a clue from ALLAH, the guide of Allah, come his kokom in my life, is he my soul mate?" ask myself.

"i ventured to send a whatsapp message to Kokom, "

"good night, I want to express my heart, I have been asking ALLAH SWT for the best woman for me, I don't care where she comes from and what her form looks like, what matters to me is the choice of ALLAH SWT, she loves me and I can love her, she said, if anyone comes a woman in my life then I believe she is the soul mate that GOD gave me, then I will fight for that woman, and now you come into my life,do you want to be my prospective escort, I am serious about you and do you want to be serious about me?" the expression of my heart to Kokom through whatsapp message.

" yes I also want to be serious with my brother, because I also actually expect a serious man to be made my life companion, and I want to accept my sister as my future companion," kokom heart phrase to me sent via whatsapp message.

"And finally in this short time of new communication, me and Kokom officially dating,"