My soul mate, my Papa Assistant

Gendic Confession

Gendis sits at the end of her mattress while her eyes stare at an old photo album, Gendis opening up sheet after sheet of photos that she deliberately kept from the time she was a child, still 7 years old at the time. Photo albums of children's homes, all documentation when they were children are neatly stored in the photo album measuring 10 r. Gendis kept staring at the most handsome boy's face compared to the other boys. Photos of them who are lined up neatly numbering 30 more people in the courtyard Panti.

''This love will remain eternal for you, '' murmured Gendis, her wiggly finger fingering a picture of the innocent face of Aksa who is still young beside her.

Once Gendis arrived at the Panti, between Aksa and Bagaskara, Gendis immediately entered her room without permission, without caring for the questionable gaze of the Mother as well as others. During the same trip home, Gendis just quietly sat in the back seat of the car with the mother with a gaze she deliberately headed out. Gendis was powerless to see the man holding the wheel in front of her, the more she saw the more pain she felt in her innermost heart.

It is not easy indeed, to accept the reality of someone who has long been lodged in the bottom of the heart, someone who is always called in prayer will soon be completely owned by others, no longer a dream to be together.

As Gendis was focusing on looking at the pictures of Aksa and herself in ancient times, there was a knock on the door of her room, someone seemed to knock on the door from the outside.

''Gendis, open the door, son. I want to talk, exclaimed Ms. Aida.

''Just sobbed his words Ma'am, Gendis is already sleepy this,'' replied Gendis with a hoarse sound, she walked to her closet, then saved the photo album back to the folds of clothes.

Ms. Aida who was in front of the door of Gendis' room sounded to take a deep breath, then said, ''yes, you have a good sleep, son, do not think much'' Aida's message.

''Yes, Mom'' said Gendis. After that, there were footsteps away from her room.

Gendis laid her body on the bed, and she cried, Gendis muttered softly in between her sobs while holding her chest, ''It hurts O Allah. I hope I'm not real. I've been waiting for her for too long, I guess the woman she's always been hiding her identity is me, I guess the woman she's loved for so long is me, I thought the woman he was telling me about was me, I was wrong. Should I tell Mom about my feelings, should I ask Mom for help to unite me and Aksa? Then get rid of Mayang!'' racau Gendis with tears kept dripping. The night was so intense, not long after that Gendis fell asleep with the name of Aksa that he always called with the rest of the tears at the end of the eye.

****

The morning greeted, Ms. Aida, Gendis and the others who were at the parlour were enjoying breakfast together. The children chattered ria, ''Already, breakfast at the first meal yes, later again chat''' said Bu Aida gently to the orphanage.

''yes ma''' replied the children simultaneously. After that they began to pray together, prayer before eating.

Bu Aida glanced at Gendis, Gendis's eyes looked swollen, Bu Aida was increasingly curious about what made Gendis to grieve like that to cause her eyes moist. Because it is not usually Gendis behave strange, and after Bu Aida Gendis also does not have a lover, then why? Mom Aida was curious.

''Big brother's eyes why is it swollen and a little red?'' babble the 7-year-old girl's home while looking at Gendis. The food on the plate was empty.

''Brother's eyes? Ah, yes. It was last night brother's eyes flickered, replied Gendis lying with a spoon in her hand.

''Oh,'' replied the innocent child, just believe it.

''Yes, you play in the park first as usual, '' said Bu Aida to the children when their food was all gone. ''Yes Bu'', '' answered mareka according to.

Gendis passed into his room leaving food on the plate that was still left, 2 workers in the orphanage were curious to see Gendis' unusual strange behavior, because usually Gendis always cheerful 'Gendis why, Mom?'' ask the worker to Ms. Aida.

''Mother also does not know, you two please sort this out first yes, Mother wants to catch up with Gendis'' exclaimed bu Aida softly.

''Well ma'am'' answered them.

Ms. Aida walked towards the princess's room, as soon as Ms. Aida did not knock again, she turned the knob and entered. Making Gendis who was inside feel shocked.

''Gendis,'' said Bu Aida softly. While Gendis looked restless, Gendis who was standing in front of the window was trying to hide something from the Mother.'you why, son?'' asked Bu Aida who walked over to the princess.

''a I am nothing, ma'am, '' Gendis replied, she turned her body to face the Mother.

''That's what?'' bu Aida asked, her eyes looking towards something that was in Gendis' hands.

''It's a photo fo, Mom'' Gendis replied with a pias face.

''Oh ... What photo? Here, I want to see,''

Gendis handed over a palm-sized photo to the mother, Ms. Aida and saw the photo already in her hand.

''Yes Bu'' replied Gendis clumsy, looking down.

''Mm ... Why is Aksa's photo with you, son?'' slowly Bu Aida asked, then Bu Aida guided Gendis to sit on the bed. Gendis's face seemed anxious once again.

''Mom, Gendis loves Aksa, Ma'' exclaimed Gendis surely, as she and her mother were sitting on the edge of the bed. My eyes were staring at my mother. Finally, Gendis dared to be honest.

''No way, that's not true, Nak'' shocked Bu Aida.

''When, son? Aksa I have considered like Mother's own child, she is your sister, Nak'' continued Bu Aida.

''It's been a long time, ma'am, I i that's why Gendis has always tried to stay away from men who approach Gendis. My heart is already filled by Aksa, there is no place for other men''' Gendis' confession slightly made Bu Aida angry.

''Gendis, forget! Aksa and Mayang will soon be married, '' refuted Bu Aida standing up.

''If you love me, please .. please persuade Aksa to marry me Mom, I am much better than Mayang Bu, I am much more deserving! Huhuhu'' said Gendis, she hugged her mother from behind, she sobbed.

Ms. Aida was worried, she felt very sorry and concerned to hear the princess' confession and cries.

*******

In a different place, Aksa again whistled happily while descending the stairs with a perfect appearance. The black shirt was already stuck to his athletic body, he looked very handsome. Plus the phone in his hand.

''Wait, yeah, get ready. I'll be leaving soon'' type Aksa on his phone, then he sends to his lady puja, the woman who will soon be his wife.

''Yes, I wait'' Aksa sat on the living room sofa reading the reply sent by Mayang.

''I Love You my future wife'' Aksa wrote again with a happy smiling face.

''I Love You to my future faith, be careful on the road yes'' Mayang reply that managed to make Aksa's heart more flowery. Aksa and Mayang have an appointment, they will go to a famous boutique store to order wedding clothes.

''Cieee, who from last night smiled at his work,'' Bagaskara's tease suddenly came closer to Aksa. Bagaskara then dropped his butt right next to the son.

''Papa kayak never young, '' said Aksa while putting the phone into his pants pocket.

''Mayang and you always be happy, son. Papa is happy to see you happy.''

''Amin Pa, Surely''

''Where are you going?''

''Papa will visit Aunt Hani and Gentala who are still in the room, after which Papa will go to the Office''

''Why don't Papa just put them in prison like Papa did yesterday to His Papa Gentala?''

Bagaskara took a deep breath, then said 'Papa could not bear, all this time those who had accompanied Papa's dark days,''

''But they have evil intentions with Papa, they are outrageous''

''You know, Papa wants to see, if they are still stubborn and stubborn not to apologize and admit their mistakes, then Papa will definitely put them in prison, said Bagaskara.

Aksa nodded surely, after which they departed together to different destinations.