
''assalamualaikum'' I said calmly, opening the door.
As soon as the door opened my son Raihan ran to hug my feet, I raised his tiny body. Bringing her into my arms, apparently she had woken up from her sleep.
No one answered my greetings. I saw Mama and Mas Ibnu, Mama standing with a ruffled waist, while Mas Ibn sat on the sofa with eyes that look still cute.
I try to be calm, keep my head fixed staring intently at them.
Mama looked at me with bulging eyes, I glared back at her eyes which had wrinkles all around her.
I walked over, came over to Mama, I was about to take her hand, regret it, even though I knew she was angry, but I must not forget my duty as a daughter-in-law.
''ma, it's been a long time ..'' my greeting, I haven't had time to continue saying and touching her hand, Mama brushed my hand away. I knew this was gonna happen.
''do not have to talk a lot you son-in-law brash. How dare you reply to Mama's message with disrespect! Is that how your parents educated you huh?!'' snapped mama with a reddened face. He pointed at my face with his finger.
''And also, the husband was built early in the morning right, in making breakfast! This is even a swamp, the hood of saji is still empty hopping. Already feel great you, Fitri?!'' connect with my mom in a loud voice, looking at me. While Ibnu mas I saw he was just silently watching, for a long time I was sick of seeing his flaccid attitude. Where is her role as a husband.
Raihan hugged me my body tightly, I felt sinful. Should be a child as small as Raihan should not see the commotion that occurs.
Before replying to my Mama-in-law, I took a deep breath, regulating my emotions first so as not to explode.
''mama, can't Mama keep Mama's talk for a second? Didn't Mama see Raihan Mama's granddaughter in my arms. He's scared, Ma!'' sahutku.
Mama did not answer, I saw her chest go up and down with a little breath sounding cringe.
''I'll go to the room for a second, Ma. I'm gonna put Raihan down for a second. After this, let's talk with a cool head, I'm sorry to go to the room first, Ma''' I said politely, then I passed, carrying Raihan with such a tight hug, so close, he hugged my neck again so it made me a little tight.
''eat it, so the old man was the one who was fussy. You stupid woman!'' mama said, with her words. When I went into the room. Tears were about to drip, I tried to hold it. I promised myself I wouldn't be weak, I couldn't cry anymore.
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''Raihan wait in the room for a moment, Mama wants to see Nini for a moment'' persuaded me. Put my little hero on the couch in his bed.
''yes dear'' my reply, rubbing his head. Then it goes out.
Today I'm going to talk as is, about everything I want to say.
*****
''sana, please go to Sari's house, wash all the dirty clothes in her house!'' my mother ordered me to join them in the living room.
Mama sat on the couch with Ibnu, and I stood before them.
''really Fit, there you take Raihan. You can eat at the office. Why are you so negligent today? There is no breakfast and why did you not wake the mas this morning?!'' said Ibnu relaxed, he looked at me sharply, as if nothing had happened.
My mother-in-law nodded, smiling cynically at me, I was still standing Like a suspect waiting for the verdict.
''I don't want to!'' katusku firmly. With both hands I lay on my chest.
I saw my Mama and Husband's expression turn furious, both of them slightly reddened. Kening mas Ibnu wrinkled, I know he must be surprised by my answer. Usually I'm a man, obeying all his words.
''Fitri, you ...!'' yell at Ibnu.
''what, Mas? I'm tired. I'm gonna take a break. Sari has a rich husband, she has a lot of money, I don't think she will run out of money to pay for laundry. Lagian Sari also has a maid in her house, right why me?
After last night he insulted me, he kicked me out! Is he not ashamed, want to ask for my help? Don't you want me, I'm your wife, not your baby. Cam is that!'' my reply was firm, with a slightly louder voice than usual.
I then turned my body to prepare to enter my son Raihan's room leaving two conscienceless humans with broken feelings. I was never really appreciated. My husband doesn't love me.
I heard the sound of quick footsteps coming towards me.
''the son-in-law of durhaka. Your insolent. This is what you want said Mama, mama pulled the tip of my hijab. It made me shocked to get a surprise attack.