My soul mate, my Papa Assistant

Raihan's departure left deep sorrow

As soon as the 48-year-old doctor named Indra entered the Raihan, Mayang and Gentala treatment room was asked to go out first. Because the doctor will do further examination of Raihan's condition.

Mayang and Gentala came out of the room with a heavy heart, Mayang set foot gontai.

Upon arrival outside the room, Mayang paced back and forth agitatedly in front of the son's room, he took a moment to call the father. Telling me about Raihan's situation.

No wait long, once the call is connected. Aditama immediately raised a call from the princess.

Mayang spoke with chest feels so tight, papa, to the hospital now yes, pa'' pinta Mayang, with a hoarse voice.

''my son is not okay, pa,'' said Mayang lirih.

After saying that and saying hello, Mayang ended the call. Then after that his cry broke, Mayang sobbed.

''Come on, it's okay. Let's sit down first, Raihan is a strong child said Gentala, calming Mayang, he was also sad to see Mayang's cry. He then embraced Mayang into his arms. Mayang can only obey when Gentala brings his tired body into the arms of Gentala, because now it is what he needs, he needs people who want to strengthen him.

''Gentala, not Gentala! Tell me that this is all just Gentala's dream.The one we saw inside was just a dream, right, Gentala?'' yelling Mayang, while banging the chest of the field Gentala, Gentala let Mayang do whatever he wanted to vent his taste and issued a word trapped in Mayang's heart. Hope to make Mayang a little calmer after that.

''I will never forgive Ibnu if anything happens with Raihan, I will make them regret for a lifetime. He ruined my life and my son a lot. He's a villain, Reni and Sari are villains!'' racau Mayang on the sidelines of his sobbing.

Aditama, mama Hanum and Aksa walked with wide footsteps in the hospital delivery after Aksa brought the four-wheeled vehicle at high speed. They are struggling to get to Raihan's room as soon as possible.

As soon as it was close, from a distance of about 5 meters they saw Mayang and Gentala standing in front of Raihan's nursery with Mayang in Gentala's arms. Mama Hanum and Aditama felt a little relieved because it turned out that Mayang was not alone, they had thought Mayang was only alone in the hospital, because they had not had time to send services at home, because when they gave the order to the waiter to follow Mayang, Mayang called first to tell him who was not wearing.

Aksa looked at the scene before her eyes with anger, her hands clenched tightly.It turns out that I was late again, how brazen she was, how dare she hug Mayang, take the opportunity in a moment when Mayang was fragile. I just didn't dare to do that, touching Mayang. Ah already, I must not be selfish, my Raihan now is not doing well''' Inner Aksa, stopped a moment from his step. Then as soon as she regained consciousness she caught up with Aditama and mama Hanum quickly, who turned out to be far away from her.

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In the all-white room, doctors repeatedly tried to give heart-stimulating aids to Raihan.

But, still Raihan did not respond, all his limbs no longer respond, life is no longer visible in the tiny body. The heart rate detection device is clearly visible staying straight horizontal lines.

''there is no more. Remove all the tools attached to his body'' said the doctor with a hoarse voice, the tear drops fell on the cheeks of the doctor, the doctor said, so did the sisters who numbered two who were in the room.

''good doctor'' replied the nurse.

Raihan was lying stiff with his lips slightly drawn inside. He was already happy, a clear proof he saw real life there, seeing friends his age running around in a beautiful place that is eternal, which when compared in the world is incomparable, the vast snow that is in the land of Korea will lose equally to the eternal indahan in heaven.

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The doctor came out with shaky footsteps, uninspired. Always so, for about 20 years he became a doctor, dealing with various types of patients. He was always fragile when the patient he was in could not be saved, especially after he gave bad news to the patient's family members, he already knew what would happen next. Crying can never be let go, crying will echo in a magnificent hospital.

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The doctor opened the door, forced a smile and said to Mayang, Aditama, mama Hanum, Aksa and Gentala who had gathered at the door with thumping chests.

"Sorry, handsome boy, your crown prince we can't save Mr. Aditama and non Mayang, God loves him more.'' said the doctor quietly, but it is so piercing for those who are ready to hear.

The world of Mayang seemed to collapse instantly, both of his legs felt weak powerless, What, my son?!'' Mayang said, his body was about to fall to the floor, as quickly as possible Aditama propped up.

''no, this is impossible. My Raihan can't leave me alone in this world' cried Mayang hysterically.

''Darling, you are strong Mayang.'' said Gentala.

Mayang ran towards the body of the son who was lying in the gurney impatiently.

So are mama Hanum, Aditama, Aksa and Gentala. They were all overwhelmed with great sadness and a sense of tremendous loss.

''darling, wake up, boy! You do not joke gini dear'' racau Mayang, hugging Raihan's tiny body, stroking smooth cheeks that feel cold, staring at eyes that no longer open, kiss lips that do not sound anymore. Hoping Raihan will come back alive, chattering ria as usual.

Aksa also felt disbelief in accepting Raihan's departure too soon. He passed from the room, ran along the hospital hallway, then he went into the toilet at the end of the hospital, after which he vented all the tightness lodged in his chest.

''stupid, you idiot. Because of me, everything is because of me! Suppose that time I always pay attention to Raihan, watch him, always be near him, this will not happen. Aaaaaa ....'' shouted Aksa in the hospital toilet, banging herself, breaking the mirror that was in the toilet, she felt great regret, blaming herself for Raihan's departure, she was crying in silence.

''Aksa, come out son. You don't do that, there's someone more sick and hurt than us, let's strengthen Mayang! You remember, Raihan always called you his papa, I hope you want to fight to give happiness to Mayang, because I know after this Mayang will definitely be a fragile woman, she said, he will fall in deep sorrow, he will fall, and he may not want to live in the world after this. So, help us, you are all I hope for'' Aditama said in a tight-closed doorstep. Aditama tried to be strong, even though he was injured, just now he and his wife met his only granddaughter now they have to lose Raihan, a grandson they had long since his return.

It turned out that Aditama was following Aksa's steps from behind, because he also knew Aksa must also be very injured, he could see from the look on Aksa's face that had turned red and tried to hold back tears.

While Gentala and mama Hanum still faithfully accompanied Mayang, was beside Mayang.