My Sorting Comes When He's Already Gone
A photograph
After that incident I decided to go home I could no longer meet with Bella let alone tell her to come back to me.
When I was about to get in the car, from a direction not too far away, I saw Bella and Arka were with a man I did not know. I kept watching them without blinking. I tried to get close to them, unfortunately my hand was held back by Ayu.
"Where are you going, Mum? Let's go home. There's no point in you seeing your ex-wife"
"I'm going there for a second! I want to see who Bella's with."
"I won't let you, let's go home." Ayu just kept dragging my hand towards the car. I also wanted to meet Arka. When my car was about to get out of the hotel parking lot. My car was passing towards the three of them. Even our eyes see each other.
Arka had waved at me, unconsciously my tears slashed out unbearably. There is pain in this heart. Seeing my son being carried by another man. I'm pretty sure, that guy is a prospective father to keep up with for Arka.
"Mas, forget your ex-wife and son! Let them live each other"
While in the journey ayu continued to grumpily berating indistinctly and always insulting bella with her words, when Bella said, all that was true and I did not dismiss it.
“You are evil, Mas. Just like me, when Bella hurt me, you just shut up. Even your ex-wife likens me to trash. Basic male loser.” I just kept focusing on driving with a smile. Makes my wife even more angry, 'cause I'm too cuckoo.
“Why are you smiling? You don't understand me, do you? I'm sad again. Your wife's time is equated with trash.” I raised the corner of my lips, turned to her for a while and refocused on driving.
“Mas, don't ignore me. Mas.”
“Yu, listen to the words, Mas. If you were likened to trash by the word Bella just now. Isn't that what reality says? Did you forget, how do we bond over Bella's back? Don't forget that we are both trash! Because we made a very fatal mistake. If only you hadn't teased me just yet, maybe my household wouldn't have been destroyed overnight.”
“WHY SHOULD I BLAME YOU? IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT TOO!” his screeches.
“YOU TOO, SO MEN CAN'T KEEP A LOOK. IT SHOULD ALL BE YOUR FAULT, YOU YOURSELF WHO DESTROYED YOUR HOUSEHOLD FOR THE SAKE OF A WOMAN LIKE ME.”
“That's why, I regret choosing diamond after pebble by the roadside.” Along the way, Ayu continued to vent her emotions at me. Until I finally got to my house.
“I hate you! Anyway, I want us to divorce! Go home to my parents.” He got out of the car and slammed the door hard enough. I haven't said yes to this moment. I intend to divorce her, just not yet.
POSTER ... !!!
I was shocked, seeing my mother slap Ayu in the face. I just got home from a wedding. Why was my mother suddenly angry.
“MANTU BIDAP! MANTU DEVIL! GET YOU OUT OF MY HOUSE, DON'T EVER SET FOOT IN THIS HOUSE AGAIN! GO ....!!!”
“What am I wrong, Mom? Why did mom slap my face?”
“DIAMEN YOU! DON'T TALK TO ME MUCH, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR DIRTY FACE!” My mother immediately pushed Ayu's body out of the house. I'm trying to stop my unusual mother.
“GIBRAN! DIVORCE HIM, DRIVE HIM OUT OF THE HOUSE. RETURN HIM TO HIS PARENTS' HOUSE, MOTHER DOES NOT LIKE TO HAVE A CHEAP MANTU LIKE HIMSELF!”
“What does mother mean? Have a mouth please take care of ya! Remember the same age, soon mother will die!”
“Ayu!” my snapping.
“But that doesn't mean you're praying for my mother to die! You've been overdue, Yu.”
“The overdue should be your mother! Why did he slap me in the face for no apparent reason!”
“You want to know, why can I slap your face? Wait a minute!” my mother walked quickly to her room. Not long after he came back here with a large brown envelope.
“See this!” my mother took out the contents of the envelope, and threw it towards Ayu's face. He was in pain from being hit by the square end of the paper box. I can imagine that it was a photo.
“THIS IS WHY I SLAPPED YOUR FACE! GIBRANS! YOU SEE THE BEHAVIOR OF YOUR WIFE IN THE BACK, SHE'S ALREADY ADULTERY WITH OTHER MEN!”
“What!” Curious about all these photos. I tried to take one of them. It's just that my hand was immediately held back by Ayu.
“Mas, please don't believe. It's all a lie, Mom. I've never committed adultery with anyone, Mom. I've been slandered.”
“If indeed you are slandered by others. Then prove it, and let me see these photos.” He kept holding my hand, unfortunately my strength was much greater. So he was a little pushed by my hand.
“Mas, I beg you. Don't leave me, Mom. I can explain all this, Mom. This is all a lie.” My jaw hardened strongly, my hand shook when I saw a photo of Ayu being in love in a hotel.
“Mas, I can explain this all.” Ayu immediately hugged me from behind, she kept begging me not to leave her. Slowly I let go of his embrace from my body and turned towards me.
“AAA ....! PAIN, MAS..!!” I pulled Ayu's hair firmly, he just kept shouting until it made a loud noise.
“Why are you doing this behind my back? Who is the man in this photo?” Before she answered my question, I slapped her smooth face many times, then threw her body on the floor.
“Jawab, who is the man in this photo?” I grabbed both cheeks with my arms. I look at his face with cruelty, I do not accept if this self is betrayed by Ayu. I don't accept.
"Mas, I-I"
"Tell me the truth, who is the man in this photo?" My hand grew stronger, clutching Ayu's cheeks, making her unable to twitch anymore.
"I don't know, Mom. I've never cheated on you behind your back."
"Don't lie!"
"Yes ....!!! Pain ....!!! Mas, don't pull my hair."
"I don't care about your pain! This is the result, if you mess around behind me. I just realized what my ex-wife said."
"Mas, I'm sorry. I beg for mercy, Mas. Please don't hurt me, Mommy." I threw his body on the floor, until he bounced far enough away. Because I pushed her body hard enough. Not content to torture himself. I slapped her face so many times that the corners of her lips spit out a bit of blood.
"I have always been patient with your behavior. Actually I don't want to commit domestic violence. It's just that you've ruined me. It turns out that Bella's words are true, you're a trashy woman, even lower than trash."
"Enough, Mom. Don't slap my face again. I beg your forgiveness, Mother." Ayu glanced at my mother. "Mom, help me. Tell mom's son, don't hit me again. I'm sorry, Mom. I'm a bad woman, help me, ma'am." My mother threw her face the other way.
"Look, not even my mother would help you. So, accept the consequences."
