My Sorting Comes When He's Already Gone

Meeting with ex-Wife and Child

The chapter I lengthen, for those of you who have read 💜💘❣ this story is on the Fizzo App as well yes.

God, if I remember in the past when I was with Bella, how evil and agois I was. Why did I just realize? It turns out I'm a useless husband, a loser husband, a traitor husband, and all my vices are in me.

"Yes, God. Can you grant my prayer? Give Bella back to me, I promise myself, that I will treat her as best I can and I'll make up for all her mistakes." although this prayer cannot be granted by God at least I can hope more hopefully if not married.

Just suddenly. I miss Bella's cooking, I miss when she makes breakfast for me and never leaves my stomach empty.

And I just realized the meaning of the word ungrateful when we get someone who is very good for us. And we throw it away for something temporary when we're happy. I rubbed my tears that had soaked my cheeks. Remembering first, I treated Bella badly.

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The clock has shown at 5 pm, this is the time all employees go home each. Today I am lazy to go home, I am sure that at home there will be no food that I can eat. I don't know why, I want to eat at a restaurant inside the mall. Take a walk to calm the mind.

Just now I stepped into the fast food place suddenly Ayu had called me and told me to go home.

" What else is yu?"

"Why haven't you come home yet? I need to be with you, please transfer money to me. I want to go out with my friends." I guess, it turns out he called me instead of asking me news or what, it turns out he wanted money.

"Mas no more money."

"Don't lie, Mom! I know at the ATM you have money. Send it to my account number. I want a way out with my friends, don't make me angry." Lazy to hear Ayu's chatter, I immediately disconnected the phone. My head is really dizzy when I hear Ayu's voice. I'd better go inside and order some food, 'cause the pylons are hungry already

10 Minutes later, my food was ready. When I was eating alone at a fast food restaurant, my eyes accidentally looked at the entrance. I saw a woman and a child who once filled my heart.

"Be-Bella." I stammered seeing Bella and my son here. They also eat here. A second later, my heart was pounding very quickly to see that Bella was here. I kept looking at Bella, until our eyes met. Spontaneously, I threw my sweet smile at him. Unfortunately, he threw his face away and ignored me.

He kept walking towards the cashier to order food, and he just passed me by. So does Arka, maybe she doesn't remember that her real father is here.

I tried to get close to Bella who was in line at the cashier, and stood behind her. Yes, Allah. It felt like I wanted to hug her and say, that I was sorry and I wanted her to come back to me.

"Bella's? How are you?" I finally got the courage to ask the news. But he won't turn his body around until the food he ordered is done.

He sat on the bench with Arka. But I didn't give up, I followed her until you two sat down together.

"Bella, you're just here with Arka?" ask me to start a conversation. He just looked at me coldly, I knew he didn't want to talk to me let alone see my face.

"Sorry, who are you? How can you sit here? What we knew before."

"Bell, please don't talk like that. You know, if we ever had a relationship and we were husband and wife."

"Who?"

"We both."

"I mean, who asked." I flinched when he replied to me like that, and made me ashamed. "Bell, there's a lot I want to talk to you about. Honestly, when we both split up, I-"

"Can you leave here, you don't see we want to eat quietly? You're a stranger anyway, why should I talk to you."

"Yes, I hate it. I hate so much. I'm so sick of seeing your face in front of me, I'd love to throw this drink in your face and get out of here!" Bella's gaze was so cold. I don't know him anymore, I know what he's like because of who?

"I'm sorry, I was wrong. Sorry to have broken your heart and your life because of your selfishness. You turned into this too because of Mas, I'm so sorry." I was bowed in lethargy, I could no longer hold back my tears, it felt so painful, when our loved ones had already changed because of our attitude that had broken their hearts.

"Now go home, there is a wife at home who is waiting for your return, lest she be disappointed because she is sitting together with another woman who is not who she is anymore. There should be no casualties due to selfish men!" I can only bow listlessly, the Bella I know. Not the old Bella. Now that he had changed, even his eyes were so cold towards me, his way of speaking was not as gentle as before.

I saw Arka was busy eating a snack that he had ordered, Masya Allah. That's my son's look.

"Bell, how old is Arka now?"

"How important is it to tell your child's age?" I sighed softly looking at her attitude that was so fierce towards me.

"That's why my son Bell."

"Since when? When did you have a child? Did you ever take care of this child when you were a baby? Did you ever give her due when she still had a father! Have you ever taken care of him while he slept!" I turned my gaze in the other direction, Bella's face was so emotional when talking about her son's state. I admit, I never thought about Arka when I was with Bella. Don't take care of her, just look at her I don't want to. So it's only natural that Bella would say that to me.

"I'm sorry Bell, I did fail to be a good father to Arka."

"Newly realize that you're a useless father to Arka? Where have you been recently aware? Now you're out of my sight!" I was stunned when he kicked me out, but I still wanted to see my son.

"Bell, I still want to be in the si-"

Byur...

Bella poured her drink over my face, her breathing had gone up and down because her emotions had exploded. In fact, people were surprised to see me.

"Never again will you show your face before me!" He got up from his seat, hurriedly carried Arka and left me alone here in all wet clothes.

I can't dwell anymore, Bella really hates me. It's all my fault with him, he changed also because of me.

Finally I went home, my body was sticky due to doused sweet drinks by Bella.

"Yes, God. Why are you so dirty? Your hair's why it's so messy, sticky again." My mother helped me clean my hair. I didn't tell him, that this is Bella's doing, “you took a shower first there, your body so sticky gini. Later many ants in your body loh.”

“Iya, bu.” I just stepped into the bathroom, and suddenly Ayu came.

"Mas, for money dong. I want to go out with my friends to the cafe." I did not respond to her words, the new husband came home. Instead of being welcomed, it's a money nod! "Mas! You hear me, I'm asking for money! I'm going to the cafe! I have asked for money with you, but why haven't you transferred money to me?

"Yu, you don't see. I just got home from work! Look at this, my body is wet plus sticky. Just now I spilled a sweet drink on the way.”

"Look, what am I doing the same?" I shook my head looking at Ayu's attitude, why is her attitude so bad towards me. "Where's money? The chunky! I'm in a hurry, Mas."

"Buck, cape. You should as a wife do not run away, why you are not at home. Do the house, wash the dishes, make the bed." Ayu hissed not liking my suggestion.

"What do you think I'm a maid! Whoever wants to clean up the house, 'there's your mother, just have her clean up the house." My heart was inflamed when he said such a thing to me.