My Sorting Comes When He's Already Gone

Come to the wedding

"It's good, Mom. My view today.” My mother gave me 2 thumbs at a time. He also tidied up my batik collar. “Gibran leaves first yes, Mom. Pray that Bella can melt with me and come back here.”

“Mother always prays, Son. May your wish be fulfilled. I expect a lot from you.” My mother's face turned sad.

"Mother don't be sad, dong. Gibran will try to get Bella back."

"The spirit." When I want to get out of the room. Both of my eyes were aghast to see Ayu in front of my room. 

“Come, Mas. We leave, I'm ready,” he said casually. We both looked shocked when we saw Ayu. 

“Loh, where are you going? How do you look so neat?”

“Mother how the hell is it! Today I am the same Gibran want to come to the wedding of a friend Mas Gibran.” My mother's mouth was wide open.

“Loh, how can you come?”

“Why, Mom? How rich is not happy?”

“But ... “ Ayu walked towards me, her hand directly grabbing my arm.

“Come, Mas. It will be late. The distance to the show is quite far loh.” He pulled me out of the room into the car

"Mas, I was dumb. Let's get in the car."

"Yu, why are you coming? I didn't tell you, don't come. But why are you so stubborn!"

"Loh, what the hell are you! It's only natural that I come to this wedding with you. I'm your wife, Mas! Never mind, I'm going in first." He slammed the door of my car. Long time can be dislodged the door of my car if slammed continues like that. After getting in the car, I was still silent.

“Mas, how come you're dumb again? Let dong leave. Later loh.”

My sense of disappointment immediately leaked out, if he did not find an invitation card in the closet. Surely he won't come, I guess he's forgotten about this show. He knew he remembered, which surprised me. He looked neat, the rice had become porridge. Ayu's look is neat even very striking with a bright red dress. It's impossible not to come with me. I don't want to have to take him away.

During the journey I kept silent. Ayu just kept talking to me, only I didn't take it seriously.

Finally after a long journey, I arrived at my destination. My friend got married in a star hotel.

“Come, Mas. We go inside,” take him, I walk in lazily. This was supposed to be the best day I ever had to meet Bella, but it was all ruined because of Ayu. 

“Yes, geez. It turns out that many come too. This wedding theme is great again.” I didn't respond to Ayu's words, my eyes just kept looking for Bella, baby I haven't found her. Even Arka is not visible. 

“Mas, let's eat.” Again he pulled my hand towards the fancy dishes. As I stepped closer to the dish. My eyes were like seeing a woman passing by me from the side. My smile suddenly warped wide. There was Bella on this show. I didn't think I could meet him. Maybe he didn't realize that I was coming to this wedding.

“Mas, where are you going? You don't eat?” I did not care about Ayu's call, my eyes continued to focus on Bella who was walking towards the bride and groom turned out to be a Bridesmaid.

My eyes were stunned to see Bella's current appearance, she was wearing Navy colored clothes wrapped in a veil and makeup that was very beautiful, she said, my eyes couldn't get away from her it was like I wanted to take her home.

"Yes, God. Bella´s. You are really beautiful! Your look makes my heart beat back like we met." My heart just keeps pounding. It feels really indisputable.

I kept watching Bella, she was busy taking pictures with the two brides.

During the photo with the two brides, he got off the stage. I quickly approached Bella before she left. 

“Bella.” Without me noticing, I held his arm. Makes him surprised. “Bella, how are you?” my question is, unfortunately he let go of my hand checks. 

“Do you want to come here? Why are you here?!” ask full suppressive tone. His face looks very ugly.

“Mas, get an invitation from Clara. What's wrong if I come here?” He just kept quiet, didn't say anything to me. 

“Hoh, then don't bother me. I'm busy!” He walked away from me, I who did not want to give up immediately followed him from behind making him feel uncomfortable. 

“Why are you even coming? Go there!”

“I don't want to go, I want to be close to you. I have something to talk to you about.”

“I don't want to talk to you. We have no relationship anymore. You better get out of here, don't get my gang.”

"I'm not leaving until you talk to me, Mom."

"Don't dream, Mom. Go away, don't look for a commotion here, I don't want to be provoked by emotions. Than you talk to me. Just take care of your wife and also the child-" when Bella's words stop.

"What kid, Bel?"

"It's okay, I better not interfere with household affairs, Mas. Let yourself know." He went back to talking, I still want to talk to him, I still don't understand what he's talking about.

“Bella ... “ In the end, I couldn't talk to her. Though I've made the best appearance possible, baby he doesn't care about me. I've resigned to this situation. It's not the right time to talk to Bella. Moreover, he was busy with his work as a bridesmaid.

But, I'm still thinking about Bella's words just now.