My Sorting Comes When He's Already Gone

Infidelity

"Never again, you appear before me. Enough is enough for me to hold the pain in my heart, not when I know you're lying behind my back!"

"Please go, and never come back to me. No matter what happens, never ask me for a referral. Because I've got your handiwork."

"Never dream, until whenever I will not return. What else with a lowly man like you. You do deserve to fight with a lowly woman like your lover."

"So your mouth, do not humble me with your words. She's not a broken woman. She is the girl I am going to marry. And I'll be happy."

"May your wish come true, Mas. And I will go along with Arka. If we meet someday. I wouldn't have seen your face."

those are the last words from my ex-wife Bella. The one who left me, when he found out I was playing with fire behind him.

We have been separated for 3 years, and now I am married to the woman of my choice. More precisely, she is my mistress. When I was with Bella.

Now my work has been going on for 3 years. After I married Ayu. Not the happiness I get, but the disappointment and also the emotion. Moreover, the biggest regret approached me, it turned out that I had made the wrong decision. My current wife is not a good wife in my eyes.

Even my mom regretted throwing away a ghost like Bella. Because he was also the one who supported me to play with fire in the back.

"Here you go, you're better suited to Ayu. Why do you live with Bella, the wife does not care for her husband. Keeping the appearance alone can not, but just have a baby one."

"While I said it's true, Bella has been unable to take care of Gibran since giving birth, she's been busy with her baby and has forgotten her obligations to me."

"If you can tell him. Continue to marry Ayu, she is also a beautiful woman. Hard worker, smart self-care. Not rich Bella, look really rich." On the advice of my mother, Ayu and I ended up often the way out. Every time I come home from work, I go out to eat and watch movies together, and my wife doesn't know that I'm doing anything sneaky behind her. And worse yet.

Whenever Bella needed help, I would always turn her down for being tired when I got home from work.

"Mas, I want to take a bath. Please take care of Arka yes," he said, Arka continued to latch on in his carrier. It's just that I don't care. I was tired and just got home from work. I even went for a walk with my girlfriend.

"Ouch! You see, I just got home from work! You can, 'take care of the Ark yourself."

"But Mas, I'm gonna take a shower for a second. When you're done bathing, I'll take care of Arka." I scratched my dizzy head, forcing me to look after Arka.

"The bathtub, I also cape!" Arka just kept stripping in my sling. It feels like this head is going to break, what is like this if the baby is stripping?

"Don't be long, Arka nangis nih."

"Yes, Mum." My wife rushed to the bathroom, while my 3-week-old son was still crying. Until he finally fell asleep. Somehow, when I saw my son sleeping. This feeling is only ordinary, even I consider this child to be the burden of my life. He was my first child from a legitimate marriage. But this heart is like rejecting him.

10 Minutes later, Bella had finished her bath. I see her body is very thin, even her bones are a little prominent. whereas before marriage, Bella's body is a little filled. Even his body shape is very good even though he wears closed clothes.

"Mas, I'm done showering. Thanks for taking care of Arka."

20 Minutes later, I finished the shower. "Bell, please get my clothes ready. I have a promise with a business friend." There was no reply from Bella, she was still on the edge of the bed. "Bell, you hear me? please get some clothes on, I'm leaving tonight." Again, no answer. Outraged, I approached her with emotion, trying not to answer my words.

"Bella! your ears are deaf. I said, get clothes for me. Today I'd like to meet a business friend outside." He did not answer me, even his gaze was so cold. He got up from his seat and stood right in front of me without blinking a single bit.

"Is your business friend named Mahandra?" Suddenly I was shocked to hear his words. "Since when business friends take me away, even to stay at the hotel."

"Bella, what are you talking about. You mean what try. Don't talk so recklessly. Mahandra's a coworker." I tried to give him a reason not to suspect me. Only, his gaze could not be lied to.

"I didn't just talk, someone called.  He said he couldn't wait to see you tonight, as well as sneak in the hotel. he even boking the hotel you're going to." My eyes glared as my phone was in Bella's hands. How stupid of me to leave my phone on the table by the bed.

"Bella, you don't get me wrong. I swear to God, I'm going out and I have business. You're a lot of sassy anyway, pick up my phone."

"I asked you, Mom. Is Mahandra a male or female?

" That-" I can't answer her questions.

"Take me, Mas!" his screeches.

"Don't raise your voice, Bel. I've Mas said. You don't be presumptuous, you don't haphazardly open your husband's phone."

"Is there anything wrong with me doing that? What's more, the one who called was a woman." I'm so nervous, I'm confused what to do about it. Why can I be this stupid.

"Bell, listen to me. You don't get me wrong, Mas-" Bella raised one hand indicating that I don't talk anymore.

"No need to explain, everything is clear. If our home is untenable. Give me back to my parents." Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight.  How could he say that.

"Bella, you if you talk do not carelessly yes. You are not thinking anyway, if we are married not dating! Don't say you're rich! " He didn't respond to my words anymore, and handed me my phone.

"Go away, your affair has been waiting since. Don't make him wait too long. Perhaps he already couldn't bear to dirty his body with the trash man!"

"BELLA!" I clenched my hand tightly. I can't believe Bella made this heart so hot with her words. Since when did his mouth become like that. "See what you said Bella. You have to remember, I'm still your husband!" Actually I want to scold her again. Unfortunately Ayu kept calling me. In the end I left her with Arka. I don't want her waiting for me too long, it's all because of Bella.

...

"Darling, why are you? From that moment it was just pouting," asked Ayu. She just kept on clinging to my arm spoiled.

"So you called?"