My servant, Asha

First Love

Asha still held her head. There was a pain that struck his head all of a sudden. He held his head with his elbow arm resting on his thigh. His eyes were already glazed. When Arga said something bad about him. But it can be instantly sidetracked when he realizes the existence of Muta.

He did not want to cry and shed all his tears while the man was here. Doesn't have to show his heart aches because of Arga on Muta.

"Aren't I supposed to go out and say everything? To him, the man in your love. That you rejected me? That we have nothing to do?" asked Reksa when she was next to Asha. Asha's hand advanced forward stopping the phrase Mutual. Then pointed at Muta with his index finger

"You better not show up. It's getting really bad."

"really?"

"He already thinks you're my cause..." Asha did not continue his sentence. His tongue pecked in annoyance and then let out a long sigh, "You didn't show up, that's for the best" Asha continued. Mutuals do not need to know.

Muta smiled wryly. "I can't believe my love ran aground. I am waiting for this moment. When I can stand up straight in front of you. With all my strength that you may melt and receive my love." Asha could not reply to the words of disappointment that Reksa felt. "I deliberately disappeared to return as a Mutual who was able to make you subjugated."

Actually, I've been against you a long time, Mutual. It's just that I haven't been able to show it. I'm too stiff in giving you a signal that I love you.

"I'm late apparently." Mutual Smile painted again. A smile of heartbreak and regret. Asha glanced at the man next to her at a glance.

Not late. It's just, maybe the timing wasn't right. You came when I had someone else. Which I might lose today.

Suddenly Mutual Hands outstretched touching Asha's head. It was obvious that it made the young woman step away with eyes widened in surprise.

"What is that, Rek?" ask Asha ketus.

"Satisfaction. I'm imagining how you can show your affection to Arga. I doubt you can." Asha thinned her lips hearing Reksa say that. "I'm disappointed things didn't go as they should. Neither me nor you."

"You don't have to care about me, Mutual. I'm doing what I want to do."

"Is this really what you want to do?" tanya Reksa forced Asha to look at him sharply.

"What's? Which one?" ask Asha gusar. The look on Muta's face is like underestimating him.

"What you're doing right now." Muta opened his arms wide while pointing towards Asha. "Everything you're doing right now. Including that guy, Arga." Asha squinted her eyes.

"I don't understand."

"You became her lover, but you didn't fight for her."

Asha snorted, "You don't know what's really going on between us. You don't know at all."

"I knew. I heard from Cakra," said Reksa calmly but able to surprise Asha. His basketball buddy was quite a bucket apparently. "About you and your job." Asha's tongue clucked in annoyance.

"You already know, but you deliberately approached me and made things worse, Mutual! You are so crafty!" tuding Asha was angry towards Reksa.

"I wanted to get close to you long before you knew Arga, Sha..," Mutual said it merrily but there was a firm tone there. Asha could not retaliate.

"Whoever I am, ...." Even your first love. Muta said it with both of his eyebrows raised. This slightly made him recall what Cakra said. "... If you do have a genuine love for Arga, you should keep fighting."

"Need to say, maybe I was happy when you wanted to pay attention to me, but it didn't affect me. Your presence pleases me but doesn't make me turn away from him." A bit of peace in Muta's heart as Asha said this truthfully.

"Then what are you worried about?" reksa asked with a head tilt turned towards Asha.

"much. There's a lot to worry about. You won't understand."

"Maybe. But I don't understand it any more when you're feeling low and down when you haven't tried. After all the attitude of Arga's parents, they are also human. Just like you and me. If you really want Arga, you should go ahead and not back."

Asha heard Mutual attentively. Somehow it will be, the person who once loved Asha is now actually a giver of advice for his love relationship with Arga. According to this Mutual. His love expression was rejected and now gives advice for the two of them to be together.

"There's someone else I'm considering besides Arga's parents. I'm afraid they've been affected by my sassness" Asha said, sighing tiredly.

"Maybe you can discuss this with them?" mutual Proposal.

Asha shook her head weakly. "He warned me." Muta so took a long breath. They both finally fell silent. The long conversation with Reksa made Asha tired.

"What are you guys doing?" ask Kiran. The chakra that turned out to be coming behind Kiran looked up.

Reksa. "Sit down." This mutual answer is suspicious. Asha looked towards Kiran while smiling. But the smile was not happy, he was sad. Kiran who became Asha's best friend understood. His friend was in a bad mood. His feet stepped and approached Asha.

Mutuals stand up and slightly move away from them. Try to stand closer to the Cakra. Cakra's eyes kept watching Asha.

Suddenly Asha hugged Kiran.

"Why, Sha?" kiran asked attentively. Then hugged Asha too. Patting Asha's back slowly. It turned out that Asha was pretending to be strong. He held back earlier. But now I can't afford not to cry anymore.

Upon seeing this Cakra immediately reprimanded, "What are you doing, Rek? You made her cry? You're forcing your love on her again?" spray Cakra is impatient.

"Am I like that?" This is not a question. This leads more to a self-assertion, that the Mutual is not what Cakra says it is.

"Maybe," replied Cakra also in fact unsure. It's just that the thing that is seen at this moment, when Asha suddenly wants to cry is because of Mutual.

"I know what you're thinking. I gave up on Asha. He will not look at me anymore" said Reksa like he was losing a competition. His heart hurts a little bit there.

"Then, what?" ask Cakra.

Kiran shook her hands towards them. His face shrunk as he told them to stay away and talk about the things they were currently discussing elsewhere.

Mutual and Cakra according to. They walked into the basketball court.

"Then?" ask Cakra again. He's still chasing the same question.

"Arga." Hearing the name called Reksa, Cakra gasped.

"He's here?"

"really. He showed up in front of me." Cakra thought. Maybe his friend was deliberately looking for the whereabouts of Asha.

There is nothing wrong with either of them. Arga wants to marry, because he is confident in his choice. Maybe a little sudden because Arga is in a hurry. Seeing the appearance of Reksa, it bothered him greatly. It made him rash to immediately want to marry Asha.

Asha herself thought too much about things. Indeed, looking at his position, he needed to also think about a lot of things. What if his lack of relationship with Arga makes Bik Sumi and Rike's position threatened?

Those who brought Asha to their employers and could work here. Bik Sumi becomes the guardian here. If he dared to behave, it might also affect them. Asha thought about the two of them as well.

If you already know this why receive love Arga from the beginning? Love comes unexpectedly where it comes from.

Maybe at first, when he found out that Arga loved him, Asha herself was not sure of his feelings. He just follows the sweet fairy tale that Arga offers because it looks attractive. But it seemed that right now Asha also felt the same feeling as Arga. It's just that things are getting complicated.

Asha's cry had already subsided, but Kiran still wanted to accompany Asha. Because of this, Rezky and Kiran had to go home rather late. Rezky understood, so let Kiran calm Asha for longer. Letting the two of them talk even more. Afterwards Kiran asks Cakra to drive Asha home as the curfew is running out.

***

Although it was late, Asha was unable to sleep. Rike has been asleep since. The girl was asleep when she just got home. Of the many that began to be removed by Mrs Wardah, this curfew still remains as usual. Not removed. Asha deserves to be grateful.

Asha hands repeatedly play the handhpone aimlessly. She's fidgeting. Suddenly his phone rings.

Rendra?!

Asha feels weird that Rendra's secretary called her. Asha's eyes blinked. Still not taking calls. She's astonished. Moreover, the wall clock shows one hour in the morning. It's an unnatural hour for Rendra to call him.

His phone is increasingly demanding to be accepted.

"Yes. What's up?" ask Asha. After thinking repeatedly, willing to accept it or not, Asha's decision falls on being willing to take that phone call.

"Sorry to disturb your sleep, Asha. I want to ask for your help," Rendra said without giving a pause to his sentence. Like there's an urgent interest.

"Help?"

"Yes. Can you come over here?" ask Rendra surprisingly.