My servant, Asha

Guilty

"How did Asha's test result go to the doctor? How many months have you been?" asked Mother with a radiant face that made Asha swallow her saliva. He misunderstood. Bik Sumi who was watching tv also turned her head.

"We are just trying a consultation to do a pregnancy program, Mother. Asha is not checking the pregnancy," said Arga took over giving an explanation. He knew his wife could not easily answer that question.

"Thus ... Asha's not pregnant?" ask Mommy while looking at her daughter-in-law slowly. He seems disappointed. Asha swallowed her saliva again. But apparently not the disappointment implied on the look of his face. Asha misrepresented.

Mother who was watching tv while dancing on the sofa, stood up after putting the tv remote. "Excuse Mother, Asha ... The information you received was wrong." He felt bad when he saw the look on his daughter-in-law's face sad.

The mother-in-law's hands hugged Asha's shoulders and rubbed her hands towards her arms. Trying to calm down because Asha seemed to want to cry. Actually do not want to cry, just feel heavy in asking about pregnancy. Bik Sumi watched Asha's sad face.

"It's okay, Mother. Asha is okay," said Asha who now looks like a child who wants to be placated by her parents.

Arga who was about to hug his wife did not. Mrs Wardah moved her fingers to drive her son away for a moment. Arga did not understand, but did not refuse. Then the mother-in-law immediately invited her daughter-in-law to sit on the sofa. Asha according. Bik Sumi who was sitting on the carpet, stood up and approached.

"Don't think about it. It's all time." Mrs Wardah tried to cheer up. Asha nodded.

"Yes, Sha. Married people don't get pregnant right away." Bik Sumi was entertaining.

"What ... Arga urges you want to have children soon?" search for Miss Wardah.

Asha smiled. "Mas Arga did ask about the child, but he did not urge me. She just suggested taking part in the pregnancy program." In Madame Wardah's eardrum, it sounded just as urgent.

But Mrs Wardah thinned her lips while looking at Sumi's bik. "Yes, just rest. Arga has also been to the room like that." Asha just nodded.

In the room, Arga who had changed clothes with a t-shirt and color shorts was watching tv. "What did Mother ask?" arga asked as he saw his wife enter the room.

"Yes, about us coming to the gynecologist." Asha opened a long coat of green color bottle attached to her body. Then put it on a shirt pole that stands close to the wardrobe.

"Did he ask you all sorts of questions?" arga asked worriedly, and still looked towards his wife who started undressing one by one.

Asha shakes. "No. He just comforts me."

"Thank God then. I'm afraid you're asking all kinds of questions about seeing the doctor." Arga shook his head to throw away his ugly thoughts earlier, then watched tv again. "Come here.," Arga put down the television remote and moved his fingers to bring his wife closer. Asha's feet went up to the bed and slid towards her husband.

"Are you okay?" tanya Arga rubbed his wife's hair.

"I'm fine. Are you okay yourself?"

"Yes. Why?" ask Arga wonder. "Don't I take it."

"I know you feel defeated when you see that Evan can already have offspring." There was no voice from Arga, and Asha did not need an answer. Apparently he caught Arga's defeat from the look in his eyes when he visited Evan's house. Arga was not expecting it.

This Asha's words made Arga's eyes shut for a moment. Feeling guilty can be negative. He was indeed envious to see Evan who was able to plant seedlings.

"I'm sorry" said Arga, tightening her arms. Asha only sighed and then smiled.

"I understand."

You must be restless when you see me showing the look of a defeated face, the inner Arga.

Arga kissed his wife's head for a long time. There is guilt and amazement. He felt grateful that Asha was not too concerned about him who suddenly urged to have a baby when he saw Evan had made his wife pregnant. He was very childish at the time.

Since the beginning of marriage, he has had the desire to have a baby. It was just that to urge his wife like back then, there was nothing in his mind. It appeared indeed because of the emergence of a sense of competition with Evan.

***

Arga is going to work. While Mommy runs out to see new flower plants planted in the garden by Pak Yus.

"I'll think about it soon, Bun."

"If you can, tomorrow. It's not that you're pressing to have a baby." Mother is clearly a little accusing.

"Asha said so Mother?" asked Arga a little surprised.

"No, but you can draw your own conclusions. What was? Why do you suddenly want to have children? It is not a strange thing, if when married every couple wants to have a baby. It's just that mother feels surprised you are as enthusiastic as it is to recommend participating in a pregnancy program." Mother's hands are crossed.

Arga's eyeballs were lost because of nervousness. "It's not good, Bun. That means I also have a desire to be a father," he said, not entirely a lie. He also wanted to be a real husband and father.

"Mother understands. Just don't be too hard on this. Pregnancy is in fact we can not set-up for immediate or delayed. We have no power over that." Arga nodded at the mother's advice. "Did the results of the examination indicate an unhealthy presence between the two of you?"

"There are few things that make us anxious, but Gilar's doctor said there's no need to worry" Arga said of the outline.

"alright. Already, mommy wants to come in. Be careful going to the office." After saying goodbye and kissing her hand, Arga went to the office.

***

Asha was already able to finish the kitchen affairs. Ever since Asha was determined to cook, mistress Wardah deliberately left all the kitchen affairs in the hands of her son-in-law. It's not about easy either. Sometimes there is a bit of criticism and advice. Asha accepted it with pleasure.

The problem is more to the people of the house who made the experiment of Asha cooking show. No one complained or complained about the food. Perhaps it was because Madame Wardah was behind Asha's learning, so all could not comment.

After the kitchen is continued to make Sumi to be completed, Asha to the back. To the washing place. Nostalgic with Rike. Asha brought a plate of brownies that were still plenty for Rike.

"Bik Sumi said yesterday Ms. Asha went to the doctor to check for pregnancy. How many months pregnant, Mommy?" rike asked as he put a piece of brownies into his mouth after saying that sentence.

"Yes, but I'm still not pregnant. Just check it out." Rike mangosteen. "Wish I get a baby soon, Ke," asked Asha.

"Yes. May Asha soon get momongan. If it could be twins."

"It's also nice if the twins, but fear later hassles when taking care of him." Asha laughed a little.

"really. Especially when crying both." Rike laughed too. But then Rike stood up while wiping his mouth that was still left brownish marks. Nodding your head and then acting calm. Asha turned her head. It turned out that her mother-in-law had appeared in this sowing area. Asha stood up from the bench.

"What's up, Bun?" ask Asha astonished. A very rare moment.

"Because the kitchen business has been completed with you and Bik Sumi, mother so want to go around the house" replied Madam Wardah with a smile.

"Sir, I'm drying again huh?" whispered Rike. Asha nodded. Rike continued his work. Mrs Wardah was sitting on the bench where Rike was sitting. Asha followed. She thought her mother-in-law would bring her in.

"What's here, meeting you two? You're the same Arga," asked Madame Wardah looking around the drying area. Asha was surprised by Wardah's question. This was never discussed at all between Mother and Asha. Her and Arga's relationship was always hidden from her.