My Secret Life's

Chapter 4: The Visual

During this whole month I kept trying to keep my distance from those 5 let alone with meta,rima and Nara I kept a great distance from them after the incident a month ago when they accidentally caught me playing mobile phones in the back canteen.

Wellh I also have another reason as well why I keep my distance with them but I am not sure if my thoughts about them could be called the reason why I stay away from them.

Because it's also just my hoarse thinking on them so I'm not sure.

After all whether their attitude was so or whether it was just my hallucination I am not sure either.

After all I was also already not too close to them so I wasn't sure about their attitude that classmates kept talking about.

I also don't know why my classmates are talking about them.

yes there are how many of my classmates not only talk about them but also mock them from behind but I don't really care about it

after all, I also didn't like them much after the two events happened.

but I was a little surprised after I kept my distance with them I thought they would change But in fact they are not getting so-so and difficult to manage.

but then again I don't really care about it and try to live a normal school life as possible.

the first hour was a sports lesson where we had to take the front roll and the back roll values

that moment.

I don't think there's gonna be any trouble that's gonna happen I was expecting too much that day.

at that time the value was taken from class A so we were class B still waiting for our turn.

I was sitting in front of Class A waiting for my turn to be called when I felt strange because I suddenly cried.

I wondered to myself "why am I crying" said myself in a small tone so that no one would find out.

but I think that day I was pretty unlucky because my friends saw me crying and more sadly they came up to me and asked me why I was crying

"you why cry Lin if you have a problem" Alena said softly to me

"i'm okay with you guys being calm" said myself assuring them that I'm fine

"that's really you don't have a papa" they both said with worried expressions to me

I was silent for a moment when I saw the expressions of those who were worried about me, but we were different classes and did not often meet let alone communicate but why they were more worried about me than my classmates.

It didn't feel like I was silent for long enough and they both realized it

"Lins..Lin...Lina.." said Rosalin calling me while patting my shoulder

I was shocked by Rosalin's call

"i'm so why Ros" said myself

"you're why did you get it anyway, you're sure you don't have a problem anymore" said Rosalin who asked me once again with Alena who asked

"yes you don't papa" she said to me

"ahh yeah I don't know how to calm down" said myself reassuring Rosalin and Alena

"ah well if you have a problem we are ready to help you so Jagan hates ya" Alena said softly to me

"all right I won't hesitate, let's just get my class to pick up grades" I said, switching the conversation

After that I went straight to the value taking place and when it was time for my turn, luckily I did well even though not as good as the others.

sports hours were over and I decided to change clothes immediately so that later there was no need to bother changing clothes again

after that, only normal lessons are normal and there is no problem other than when the sports clock was accidentally crying

I also followed the lesson until the last hour normally until I went home even though I was thinking about why I could cry but it has happened anyway, I said in my heart

after that I went home with a myriad of questions on my mind that I did not know what to answer in any way so I tried to forget