My Secret Life's

Chapter 176: Be yourself!

"What's wrong?" ask Varo.

Silent....

Truly his sister was sulking, Varo got up from the sofa and walked over to Asfa. His footsteps had not yet reached in front of his sister, someone came running and directly hugged Asfa.

"Why are you here?" ask Varo.

Asfa tries to hold the body of his wife. "Rania, I can't breathe."

Sontak Rania released a hug and grinned the horse. "Sorry, is anyone sick? Here I am…"

"Rania Alvaro Caesar!" call Varo in a more firm tone.

Just wanted to rest and forget the feeling in her heart, Asfa must be in the middle of a couple husband and wife of different ages. "Ka…."

"......."

"Son, get out!" tell a woman from the front door.

Varo turned and looked at the grandmother. The hijab-wearing woman was standing at the door with her hands crossed over her chest. Not yet able to answer his sister, Varo saw the serious face of Grandma Ara. "Okay grandma."

Varo turned to look at Rania and Asfa, Rania still lowered her head and Asfa winked so that her brother would not have to worry. Varo's hand rubbed Asfa's head, and walked leaving the two women on the bed. Grandma Ara walked in front and was followed by Varo. The door closed.

"Breathe! When do you hold your breath?" Asfa got up from his bed.

"Huft, Queen." call Rania.

There was no answer, Asfa's footsteps made their way towards the glass wall and Rania followed with vague chatter.

Sreeek

The glass door opened, as the wind blew on his face. Flying the reddish-black strands of hair bound together, Asfa's appearance was very fashionable. Rania was even stunned when she saw the role model woman of her life closing her eyes enjoying every gust of wind.

"Are you happily married to ka Varo?" ask Asfa without looking at Rania.

Rania closed her eyes, trying to follow what Asfa was doing. "Your choice is very good, but I…."

"You don't deserve ka Varo? That what you mean?" sidetracked Asfa and opened his eyes.

Asfa stopped and turned to look at Rania who was approaching him. Rania's appearance went through many changes, there was no girl in a bunny shirt with two ponytails or braids. Draped hair and thin make up with a long sleeve dress. Beautiful and mature impressed.

Rania stopped and regulated the breath. The distance was only one meter, making Asfa advance forward. Asfa's right hand raised Rania's face, with her left hand pulling one hair tie that tied her hair. "You're too much, why wear a mask inside your own house."

Rania was speechless and did not understand what Asfa meant, but let Asfa's hand get busy doing something to her hair. In just a few seconds, a gust of wind felt fresher hit the neck. Now Rania's hair is tied together, while Asfa's hair is loosely cluttered.

"It's you, and keep being yourself. Don't learn to be someone else, do you understand Rania?" obviously Asfa was looking at Rania.

Greeb

Rania immediately hugged Asfa, Asfa's speech very representative of the feelings in her heart for a few days. How does it feel to try to be a Queen who has to be silent without a word, despite being in the crowd. The cry of Rania, made Asfa rub the head of the unstable girl who is now her brother-in-law.

Five minutes passed, Rania's sobs subsided. Asfa let go of the hug, and brought Rania to sit on the available swing at the right corner. The two of them sat on the swing, Asfa looked up at the sky. "I'm sorry, your life should be happy and this marriage should be the beginning of your new life. Can you hold on for a second?"

"Queen, don't apologize. I learned so much from you, you are like the light in the night sky and my light. It's just that I can't be like you, I want to talk a lot instead of silence. I want to play and do mischief. This marriage is my happiness, because I can hug you and steal a little Queen time. Hehehe," said Rania with a face and gave a hug from the side, while looking at Asfa.

Asfa glanced at Rania and smiled, looking fragile and weak. But Rania can learn fast. Rania's eyes and smile are like sugar dissolved in hot water, mood changes are like the weather. Asfa's right hand was moved to wipe Rania's head, however Rania was still too young from him.

"Be yourself. How does it feel to be someone else?" ask Asfa.

Rania released a hug with pursed lips, suddenly some events changed her emotions. "Why does everyone ask what your face looks like? Why is the new leader silent? Is this the leader chosen? There were so many other words I wanted to answer, but my lips were bound by oath. Queen can't I answer their immoral mouths?! I wanted to stone them."

Asfa chuckles little to hear Rania's curses, Rania's lips increasingly pursed. Seeing that the ruckus was stopped, and by changing the sitting position, Asfa now faced Rania. Sit position crossed legs on the swing. "Rania Caesar Alvaro, listen to me. A leader must do a little talk a lot of action. There is no prohibition on us answering every question, but does it change their view? No. gabe. When we decide even the smallest thing, the impact will be great. Leaders are a real example. Being wise is not a choice, but a certainty. Leaders cannot behave as they please and selfishly. I want you to be yourself, do you understand?"

Asfa's explanation, made Rania bow. But there has not been a week he occupies the position of a leader. Look at the pressure like fireballs filling the recesses of his heart and mind. Asfa understands the complicated and heavy situation Rania is feeling, by embracing Rania's body and gentle strokes on her sister-in-law's head.

"Hold on, your job is to support ka Varo. I'll go back and take my responsibility. Now relax, wanna swim?"

"There is no swimming pool. It's time to eat and take your medicine!"

The arrival of the third party with the voice of prohibition and order, made Rania and Asfa turn their eyes towards the origin of the voice. Rania instantly woke up from her position, with a finger pointing towards the third party. "Who are you? How dare you give orders..."

"I'll eat, what are you doing?'' sidestep Asfa and leave the swing.

"Queen?"

"Sometimes we have to understand when to give up and fight, right now I want to give up. Let's eat."