
Hiii..my name is shalina damara you can call myself lina, I am now 4th grade Elementary I attended school in Surabaya Kaligara Elementary School in my school every class is divided into a,b and c, I am now in grade 4 Elementary School,I was in Class 4b.
In class I could say enough to have many friends, after all I am a person who is quite easy to get along with others.
in 4th grade I sat down with my friend Riska.
Riska is one of my classmates who is quite smart and also easily familiar with others she is also good, me and Riska sitting on the bench in the 2nd row because my vision is not good.
yes..really I am nearsighted so when looking at the writing on the board is not too visible.Even sometimes I prefer to look in the book Riska rather than have to look at the board, the color is clearer.
Riska did not mind me seeing her notes even sometimes she was the one who took the initiative to show me the notes
karna Riska I never miss the lesson notes and life at school runs normally and peacefully.
in addition to Riska, I also have some friends who can be said to be familiar with me they are Meta, Rima, Nara, Luna and Vana.The 5 of them are my friends who are quite familiar with me.
But I'm not often with them because I'm not comfortable with them, I'm usually with Riska if I want to leave class.
But I'm also not a person who likes to go out of class, so sometimes I spend more time sitting in class.
I also have a friend named Athena and Rena, if atena I just got close to her from 3rd grade Elementary different from Rena who was my friend from when I was Kindergarten.
I spent my school life very normally, to the point where I started liking one of my classmates.
His name is bara, he is also one of my Kindergarten friends who is my classmate, himself is also one of the smart students in my class.
The reason I like him is also quite simple, just because a little attention from him makes me like him.
Until now no one knew if I had a taste for coals.
Yes, at that time I was stupid for accidentally leaking my love for coals to my 5 friends.
The 5 friends I was talking about were Meta, Rima, Nara, Luna and Vana, so until now only those 5 who knew I liked Bara.
This is where the problems that should never have happened in my life began.
Well, at first I thought only because they 5 know about the feelings of my tribe to Bara there would be no problems that arise.
But it turns out that my guess was wrong, they should be 5 should never know about my feelings on coals at all.
The incident happened when the clock came home from school almost arrived.
at that time I was writing a letter to the embers that I wanted to keep myself
But unfortunately the letter was even seen by those 5 and that's where the real problem happened.
Where the 5th told me to give the letter I wrote to Bara directly and innocently I followed their words.
And I still remember those 5s telling me to write my name on the front of the letter and well once again I follow their words.
I gave the letter to Bara right at the door when I got home from school.
And the next day Bara was away from me to this day, and I realized immediately that he never had any sense of me
Because of them I had to endure a shame that I could not forget until this very second.
after that incident I kept a little distance from them and lived a normal school life again.