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KiKi POV

This afternoon was quiet, the wind was blowing slowly. As if you know the pain in your heart. No matter how hard I run, I won't be able to bring her back.

This stone is a witness, how fragile this heart is. Although there were no words I whispered, he knew I was missing the person I craved.

I really hope He gives me strength. The power of the days I will pass alone. Without him again, only a moment of this longing was healed. Now, he's gone again not even back.

The womb was filled, but he left. What do I feel now? what am I dreaming about now?

I don't know the answer.

It's a pain in my heart, I can't afford to pack on the feeling that's getting more and more heart-piercing. Crying is no longer possible.

Shut up, just shut up in silence.

.............

"Darling.....Where are you going?" seeing Kiki make her clothes clean, Ms. Hanny understood the situation.

"Go home ma"

"Don't baby. You're pregnant young, let us take care of you"

"I'm fine ma"

"You'd better be here, son, you're gonna worry us out there alone." Mr. Sahril prevents Kiki from returning to his own home.

Kiki obeyed him because he was not sure he could survive alone either. Since becoming pregnant, Kiki has often fainted at home.

"I'm going to the hospital, do you want to come? this week Bayu has not been aware"

Hearing that, Kiki suffocated. She forgot that her husband was not alone when he had an accident. Kiki followed her father-in-law. While Bu Hanny awaits the return of David who from today will stay with them.

David has been nervous since he learned his brother died. But he could not just go home because he had to take care of the rest of the shares in his company. Today he really gave up his job. Somehow it feels calm inwardly, satisfied to be able to sell its shares.

" This is Kiki's wife Fahri, they are very close to Bayu. Can he see her?"

"Come in" Reny invites both.

"Bos, new sory came. Is it very painful?" Kiki tried to speak even though her tongue was weak.

Accidentally his hand nudged Bayu's finger as he brought his face closer to the boss's ear. Tears dripped from the corner of Bayu's eyes and his index finger moved. Bayu blinked his eyes.

"Pa, she's sober" the word made her parents come closer. Immediately Mr. Sahril rang the bell on the patient's bed.

"Money!"

The first word that Bayu said. It was not his parents he was looking for. Kiki nodded with her sweet smile.

"How are you doing?" Bayu stared fixedly at Kiki's face. As if I don't care about everything there is.

The doctor came, but was just glued to the door. For a moment his mind was afraid to find two people staring at each other intensely.

"Please come out first we will do further examination" with a slight tremble, the sound of the doctor breaking the silence.

"Don't go, there's something I want to talk about" Bayu's hand grabbed Kiki's fingers.

Kiki looked at the doctor for approval.

"Five minutes, I give you five minutes after that we have to check on you"

"Just check first, and then I'll talk to him." Kiki nodded and stepped out.

Moments later, the doctor and his assistant came out.

"Please enter miss, have the patient speak so that he feels relaxed and immediately recover"

Kiki nodded and then entered the room. Both Bayu's parents looked at each other and then turned to look at Mr. Sahril.

"Sure!"

"since when?"

"Since he's High School"

Reney was surprised to hear the words of her ex-husband.

"That long?"

"Hmm. And I just found out a few months ago that he was close to Fahri and it even turned out that he was Kiki's boss"

"David?"

"Yes, David is my stepson"

Cris is increasingly distrustful of this destiny. He who stayed away from the life of Mr. Sahril, his son was even so close to his family.

In the treatment room.....

"How are you boss!"

"Hi, what boss. You're the boss now."

"I'm used to that call."

"Hahahaha the boss lady can do it"

In his case Bayu tried to behave normally.

The three parents began to enter preparing the needs of Bayu. Starting from offering drinks and everything he might want. But everything was in vain, Bayu did not respond. He continued to stare intensely at Kiki.

"Sorry!" Bayu shed tears that had been held back since.

"Nothing to forgive. No one can resist fate" Kiki gently calms Bayu down, despite her turbulent chest.

"Can you accompany me every day? I always wanted to know about life in the village. I used to ask my brother a lot of questions, but he just smiled every time I talked about it." Kiki pressed her chest harder. But he still behaves naturally.

Kiki allowed her seat. David and Ms. Hanny abandoned their intention to enter when they found a doctor standing quietly at the door.

"Non, was she okay? is he happy? how did he live his life?" the question was raised as if he were interrogating.

Kiki showed her sweetest smile. He stroked the back of Bayu's hand, trying to calm her down.

"He is a warm person, though he doesn't talk much. He's very considerate of everyone."

"I know! he must have liked a lot of people. What about his education? is he a smart student? what's he going to school with?" Bayu imagined the conditions in the village while he was always escorted to pick up the driver.

"We are not spoiled people. We walked two hours to get to school. Passing through the rice field. With a view that cools the eyes. Although it is far and tiring but we are always excited. On the sidelines of the trip, we played guessing words, singing (unconsciously Kiki smiled considering all those events). There is one of us who likes to chant the Javanese style. Even though we don't understand and I'm sure he doesn't understand the meaning, we're still happy to listen to him. Until sometimes we sing it even though it's not as fluent as him." Someone out there likes his smile.

Mr. Sahril listened to the two men's chat with enthusiasm. While Reny held back her stuffing.

"Every morning he comes to my house in a nice uniform. But I'm still fast asleep. He always builds me up by rubbing salt on my lips." Bayu laughed off.

"No morals!" the comment escaped his nosy mouth.

"He always had breakfast at my house, for the reason that he didn't want to be late for waiting for me."

"Hahahaha mode!" The wood chuckled without burden. While the parents are in real pain.

"Every time I complain of being tired, I ask for a break. But my friends always blame me for not being late. At such times, he always prepared his back for me. He's gonna poke me from falling asleep on his back."

"You also did not waste the opportunity hahahaha...."

Bayu is very amused by Fahri's past stories. Not knowing how tight Kiki's chest remembered all that. On the sova there Mr. Sahril began to shed tears. While Reny felt her heart torn apart.

TB