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Both eyes rubbed against each other on target. No words, just silence. Feeling the snow, the atmosphere between the two froze.


"Please enter!" that voice sounded flat.


One step the woman approached. Both of his hands stretched out to reach a handsome face before him.


"Fahri. Forgive mama"


Deg......


The feeling was felt by two people. Yes, Bayu who had wanted to go to the room to clean himself back his steps when he found the door open while the guest did not immediately enter.


Fahri knew the guest, he tried to calm down so that there was no commotion. Because Bayu already knows his story.


Still in silent mode, Fahri invites the woman in.


"Please sit down, Bayu is done soon."


Bayu saw Fahri enter, he immediately ran to the room and wiped his body. He came out immediately after changing clothes.


In a tense situation, there was a knock on the door. Everyone looked up and let them in.


Ambar shakes Fahri's hand and the woman who just landed her ass in the sova. Bayu just got off.


"Let's go to the dining table!"


Everyone moved to the dining table and took their seats. The young introduce each other.


"Include this Fahri, a brother's best friend to me. He's always been home for me to come home, shelter and lean on." Bayu smiled wryly to see the look on the face of the mother. While Fahri still with his flat face. Ambar was confused by the atmosphere he felt.


"Mama herself?"


"Papa is having affairs dear" the voice sounded trembling, but everyone was still trying to behave naturally.


The dinner ritual seemed silent and tense. The next second, the sound of the phone broke the silence. Mama Bayu received the call with a slightly anxious face.


"I'm sorry, I can't take long. Darling. Mama has to prepare everything. Everyone sorry! I'll take care of it."


Mama Bayu left the place first. The three of them talked about whatever was discussed. Only one is still raging in Bayu's heart. Everything was clear to him. However, why did his best friend not speak up even though he had discussed it.


There is a feeling of pleasure to have heard the conversation of his mother, but the feeling of awkward is very dominating in Bayu. Some things have been said, but Fahri always avoid it.


Ambar said to go home, because the clock has shown at 22:00 WIB. After cleaning all the dirty dishes. Fahri also came home.


But the conditions seem not to want to be friendly. I don't know why the bike suddenly broke down.


"Yes bang, I'm anterin yuk! where are we going? I'm a little dizzy bang, you setirin bang!"


Without speaking, they darted towards Mr. Sahril's residence. Many things that Bayu wants to discuss, but from now on Fahri ignored it.


ciiiiiiiiiiittt braaaakkkkkk duuaaarrrr


The next moment was silent, there was no sound. Car upside down, boisterous earthy noise. Bayu roared with a face full of blood.


"Bang"


He kept calling Fahri's name. The evacuation process was a little difficult, because Fahri's legs were pinned by the body of the car.


Bayu still sobbed he refused to be stretchered, because he had not seen Fahri out of the car. And......


"Bang.bang" ji"


Bayu shook Fahri's body, but there was no answer. Hugged it tightly, roared nonstop. Until he was limp, his gaze darkened and unconscious.


Like being struck by lightning in a hole. The tiny body slumped slowly to the floor.


"Honey.... Kiki what's up, son?"


"Fahri accident ma,"


Rain of tears flooded his residence. Mr. Sahril immediately took the two women to the hospital.


........


In the hospital.....


A woman roared hugging Fahri's body.


"Darling. Mama's so stubborn, mama always misses you baby. We just met, mom still wants to eat with you again. Mama wants to talk to you a lot." Her crying broke again.


A young man felt sad, his mind was as sliced as witnessing the fact that Fahri was his brother. He was very happy, but it was too late.


Fahri's family just arrived. They were amazed to see the sight in his face. Yes, Reny hysterically hugged Fahri as if he was not willing to reality. He continued to talk to the body that had been stiffened before him.


Kiki is unable to speak. Shock over the incident that took her husband's life.


"Darling. That he may have ease and tranquility by his side." Mr. Sahril tried to calm his wife and daughter-in-law.


Hearing that voice, Reny turned her head and approached her ex-husband.


"I'm sorry, I'm sorry"


Crispy squashed at Mr. Sahril's feet. The ex is silent.


Kiki slowly approached her husband. As if it was drying up, her tears would not come out even though her heart was screaming. His mouth was tightly clenched without a sound. It dips in the forehead of a man who has cooled. His hand rubbed the face of the prospective father of the child in his womb.


"Darling.... Does it hurt so much? I am grateful that you granted my mother's request. Look someone will call me oma. Darling...."


Ms. Hanny can't take it anymore.


Crisp was tensed hearing Bu Hanny's words. How envious she was to see the affection of her ex-husband. He had never even felt such attention from Papa Bayu. A moment flashed through her mind, how tender her ex-husband was while still together.


Bayu returned to the treatment room. He shed all his tears. He felt guilty imagining everything that had happened. And immediately darkened his world.


..........


FLASHBACKS


That night a commotion occurred to the two couples who had just carried the title of father and mother.


"I can't survive here. It's too quiet and boring. Let's go to town."


"How could I leave my mother alone. How work? what am I gonna do there? Look I have successfully developed a farm in this village. We don't lack anything here."


"But I can't farm, I really like my job. Whatever the reason I'm leaving!"


"Why are you so stubborn, fine if that's what you want. Once you get out of this house don't ever come back. We're going after this wedding. I can take care of Fahri even without you" the debate ends after a week of non-stop daily work.


Although he realized the three talaq he had dropped. Seeing how Fahri longed for his mother's embrace, Mr. Sahril left for the city.


Half a year he had been looking for the existence of the former, until one morning at school David he met with Reny who was dropping off Bayu.


Again the two talk found no end. Because of the status of Reny who was married and had a son, he refused to see Fahri. Because Mr. Sahril once said that they could live without him.


Unable to bring Reny home, Mr. Sahril decided to work in Jakarta to avoid his son's questions.


"Coward" was the word he put to himself.


After realizing that Fahri is also part of his life. Mr. Sahril took him to town.


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