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Breakfast together is a moment that is always awaited by Bayu. But not for this time, Bayu put a tangled face in front of his parents.


"I'm not ready for Singapore yet."


The statement stopped their breakfast activities.


Papa Bayu looked around for reasons that made Bayu so heavy to obey his will.


"Pa, I still want to be here. Studying here is the same, in my opinion!"


There is still no response between them. While mama Bayu tried to sort and choose words to express his opinion.


"There is no rejection!"


that sentence made Bayu a little furious.


"I still want to....." Not finished Bayu spoke, his papa kicked the table very hard.


"I've been letting you choose what you want.


That's the time compensation I give you to have fun. Your time is up now. It's time for you to get serious in the field I set. You're my sole heir, who else would have gone on to the company if it wasn't you!" papa Bayu was so angry that he made his mother speechless.


"What!!! so all this time it was my compensation? It's wrong who I don't have a brother. You think I like to live without brothers, you think I'm happy with all this abundant wealth? I always expected that eating together was so hard for you. I'm not going anywhere, whatever you want!" Bayu left the room with tears on his feet.


"Go!!! do as you please. Don't forget, everything that sticks to your body is mine. Do you not shamelessly carry it" The words immediately made mother Bayu limp. He wanted to defend Bayu, but his tongue was so weak when he wanted to speak.


Bayu took his identity card, then handed over the wallet and its contents. Her mother cried as she hugged Bayu when she left the room.


"Can you give up? can you obey Papa's will? come on baby don't make mama sad. Mama can't lose another son." Her mother begged with sobs that stifled her chest.


But Bayu was so angry with his papa's words that emotions overpowered him. Bayu got out of that house without bringing anything including a cell phone. Although the phone was the result of his work, but Bayu really felt disappointed by the attitude of his father who according to him brought up the treasure he had given him.


Mama Bayu still begged her husband to give time to Bayu to think, but the husband just kept quiet and threatened her to follow Bayu if he could not stop talking. Still with sobbing Isaac, the mother hugged a photo of her son.


"Darling... Don't leave mom, baby.... Where are you going? even the keys to your house you left behind. I'm sorry you can't defend you, you're totally useless. Dear.. forgive mama who does not understand your wishes. Really all this time mom thought you were happy with everything we gave you. Baby.... have you been lonely all this time? forgive the mother who was never there when you were sad. Mama thought you really enjoyed your time all this time." Mama Bayu continues to lament her treatment of Bayu all this time. The son he thought was so happy was not.


"I'm totally useless. Once again, well once again I have lost a son.


What should I do, is this karma, oohhhh God forgive me this. I want him back, baby...


mom really can't lose you. Iamall...." Suddenly someone hugged her from behind, her crying broke instantly.


"Why don't you give up a little, look at me losing him. How he eats, where he sleeps. I can't imagine if he's with the bums. Can't.." That voice doesn't sound anymore. He fainted from being so depressed.


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"Can I stay with you?"


Fahri was so shocked to see the condition of Bayu. He was very messy, his clothes dirty, not wearing footwear, his face full of sweat. Without many words, Fahri immediately brought Bayu to his room. Prepare warm water and a change of clothes for him.


During Bayu in the bathroom, Fahri prepares potluck food. Make hot ginger tea to refresh the body Bayu.


After finishing preparing everything, Fahri entered the room to call out to him. But looks like Bayu is already sound in his dream.


"What's wrong with you, why do you look so fucked up?" Fahri looked at Bayu's face after blanketing him.


"You have to eat."


"My eyes are so heavy, I can't even open them." Bayu replied.


"I brought the food here,"


Fahri stepped into the kitchen.


Finally by closing his eyes Bayu finished his dinner feed Fahri.


They both slept tonight.


Fury couldn't close his eyes. He kept looking at Bayu's face. He kept wondering why Bayu was like that.


The noise of the vehicle woke Fahri. He let Bayu who was still asleep. Falk decided not to work today. He contacted his men giving him daily tasks.


The cuisine is ready for the meal. Fahri took a shower in the basement then opened all the curtains of his house. He also cleaned several rooms and a garden.


"Bang!" Suddenly Bayu surprised Fahri.


On the terrace Bayu sat hugging his two legs looking intensely at Fahri who was on the move. Bayu looked lethargic because of the many thoughts.


"Awake? breakfast is ready, I'll finish this first." Fahri clean up his cleaning equipment. Then take Bayu breakfast. Without the sound of the ritual it takes place. Until it is finished and Bayu pampit bath.


In the living room, Bayu slept on Fahri's lap.


"Bang, I'm suddenly flabby."


"Let's stay here, as usual we'll do things together." Without asking what the problem was, Fahri gave permission to stay the night.


"Gue needs a bang"


"Easy, take care of the counter Q. If you feel too far from here, stay there. I'll be there often." Instantly Bayu hugged Fahri while feeling sad.


"Assynogaic"


The voice broke their embrace. Bayu turned his head when Fahri mentioned father. Fahri crucifies the man's hand as well as Bayu's. The man hugged Bayu and Fahri at once.


"I'm sorry these selfish parents are young people. This time what else did that woman do." mr. Sahril muttered.


Mr. Sahril knew Bayu because he was David's friend in High School. But Mr. Sahril never discussed it because he did not want to hurt innocent children.


"How long will Dad be here?"


asked Fahri while dragging the suitcase.


"No idea, but we'll finish your business soon. God willing next month mama did the last surgery and soon returned here. David also plans to reopen a closed textile factory."


"Bayu.." had not had time to ask, Fahri has given a code so as not to discuss it.


Bayu began to hesitate because he felt his presence disrupted the intimacy of the father and child. Bayu decided to enter the room.


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