
The bustling atmosphere on the first day of entering the classroom as an official disciple of the Goldendawn academy must have been felt by everyone. Laughing together, greeting each other cheerfully, and there also began to form groups of its own with the feeling of mutual benefit.
On that pleasant day for everyone, my head was bowed to the table in the classroom while giving a heavy breath. Unbecoming feelings haunt me with thoughts that never go away from my brain.
"Why are you Vin?" asked the confused Shamus seeing me sluggish.
I just kept quiet and didn't answer. My mouth only let out a breath that contained my anxiety.
"Since yesterday he was. I'm also confused why Alvin looks like a dead gini fish." said Aria with a spicy mouth as usual.
Aria and Shamus are in the same class as me. Our group was a bit disjointed, Kuro was hanging out with Sherly in the next class. Even so our dormitory is still the same as before.
"Hooi, Vivian. Why are you?" aria asked while pricking my head with her finger.
"Ugh.. shut up." I complained as I moved my head.
"I won't stop until you tell me." continued Aria.
"Ah stop! I'm gonna skip the hook!" I cried a little rough. I also went out of class. Leaving Aria and Shamus who were looking at me in astonishment.
***
"Gosh why am I doing that?!"
I grumbled at the rooftop area of the academy. I sat down in a doldrums while staring at the slowly moving clouds in the wind. The raging feeling made me become rude to the others. I let out a heavy breath.
"I am old enough to be. It's not very mature."
I closed my eyes. The still fresh image of memory began to return to my mind.
At that time I could not calm down while watching the speech of the student representative board chairman. His whole appearance, his voice, even his attitude made me no doubt that he was my childhood friend.
"But why... Why did he forget me??"
The moment I walked out of the hall after the opening ceremony ended. I ran to see him. He is very popular among many people. I chased him and approached him. And without me knowing I had clasped his hand. I looked straight at him.
" That-wait!" me thronging him.
Many people look up to dislike me. Especially the men who had been following her since while looking face to face. But I don't give a shit. I looked into his eyes seriously. He returned my gaze.
But when I was about to say something, his mouth opened even faster.
"Who are you?"
I felt like I was struck by lightning in broad daylight. My surprise made me take off her hand. I stood there without saying a word. Mirana just left me.
People go through me and scorn me. But I can't hear anything they say. I don't even care when some of those people hit me in the head and leave me.
"I'm really sad" I said, opening my eyes and looking back at the blue sky.
"You're a pathetic fool."
"O-sister June?!"
I cried out in surprise when I saw in front of me there was Brother June who had seemed to notice me since.
Brother June looked annoyed at me. As a teacher it was natural that he was annoyed to see me skipping the first day.
"That's because I locked the door to this roof. Because you broke it so I know someone came up here."
"That's it, I thought Mr. Wiz locked it."
"Usually he is, but Mr. Wiz's condition is not good. So I'm the one who replaced him." said June.
"Wiz sir why?"
Brother June let out a breath. "Under that I should have asked. Why aren't you in the morning class? Plus I taught you this morning in your class. I got out early because of you." sighed June's sister annoyed as she pinched my cheek.
"L-aw!!" my moans. June's pinch was really ferocious.
Sister June looked at me who was rubbing my cheeks while breathing out. "Well, I understand. Is this about Miranakan?"
"Why does June know?" I was a little surprised.
"certainly know. I've met him before than you."
"Then how?"
"He lost his past memories."
"W-what?" hearing that I felt weak again.
"Nobody knows why. But I talked to him and he said he only had memories of being in the Flamesworth family."
"So means... She doesn't remember everything that happened to me?"
Brother June nodded slowly.
"To be right.." I'm getting down.
Sister June who was sitting next to me gently stroked my head.
"Here you go, at least you can meet him."
"But he doesn't remember me at all." I cried.
"Hmm, maybe if you meet him often it will make him remember a little about his past."
I looked at Brother June. "How'd it go?"
"Ikut became a member of the student representative council" said brother June with a smile.
I let out my breath. "I'm lazy to take care of other people."
Brother June clicked my head for a moment after hearing my words. He quickly stood up and left.
"It's up to you stupid Alvin!" he went down and slammed the door.
I laughed a little at his behavior. I thank Brother June for comforting me a little. "Thank you."
I also stood up to stretch my body. Although I was still a little overwhelmed, I felt lighter than before. Indeed pithy, telling the story of problems in others can ease the burden.
"Alright, that's enough. I'll do what I can."