My Reincarnation Life's

Letterbox

I wake up in the morning and do my usual activities. Only, today Mirana was nowhere to be seen. It is rare to see him not coming during training. Mirana was my father's most diligent disciple besides me. If I don't ask. I was forced to practice every day.

It was quiet when Mirana didn't come to practice. Although sometimes I practice with my other friends, I train with Mirana more often. He's my only friend who's my age. Eumm.. is actually two-year-old, but it still feels the same. Mirana also makes my practice fun. Sometimes he helps me in my sword practice. If asked to be honest, his sword skills are more than mine. But if it's about magic it's the opposite. I'm better at magic. Although I felt Mirana start chasing me in the field of magic. That worries me a little.

Duh, why am I even kangen with Mirana? Only a day of doang. Did Mirana feel the same way as me yesterday?

I screamed clearly because of my thoughts. It made Whitney approach me in confusion.

“Kak why?” tanyanya.

“Eh.. Whitney's. Gapapa. Just thinking something.”

“Hooo... brother again why?”

“Oh this,” I show you what I'm doing. “Kakak again nanam flowers.”

“Waaah! What flowers brother??” Whitney squatted with me.

“Kakak again nanam flowers Spirit Enhancer.”

“Sprincer?”

“Eummm...well can be called gitu.” I smiled when I heard it.

“Where are the flowers, kak?” ask Whitney plain.

“Still wait a minute dear.”

“Lama?”

“Maybe.”

“Yeah... Whitney wants to see the flowers.” Said my brother moody.

“Quiet, later brother you see if it has grown.” My answer is smiling.

“Okay!” whitney replied happy.

I smile at my cute sister. Lately Whitney has become more frequent talk and expression. His smile always calms my heart.

“kakaaak.”

“Why baby?”

“Come on the ball!” pinta Whitney thrusting my rubber ball.

“For a while yes, sister save the pot first near the room window.”

I stood up and lifted up the rectangular pot. I planted all five seedlings in one large pot. I picked it up and put it in the closet. I put it right in front of the window. Because plants need sunlight.

I turned and looked at Whitney. “Abis brother wash hands, we play ball outside. Okay?”

“Okay!” my sister cheered and ran carrying the ball into the yard.

I cleaned up my planting equipment and washed my hands. Then I went out of the house and saw a very luxurious horse carriage. And there I saw the figure I've been thinking about all day. In front of my house a black-haired girl with beautifully lit red eyes stood up with a face that looked sad.

I approached her with a confused feeling. Why does Mirana look sad? Whose horse carriage is that?

“A-Alvin..” said Mirana in a heavy voice.

“Mirana? What was? I thought you were tid-“

I haven't finished my sentence yet, Mirana immersed herself in me. His hand squeezed my shirt. I was surprised and wrong.

“Mi-Mirana? Why you-“

“Hiks..”.

For the first time I heard Mirana.

“Huuu.. Alvin...”.

Mirana crying. Mirana whom I knew as a strong woman and never showed her weakness was crying in my chest.

My wet hand gently caressed her head. I don't know what to do other than that.

It took quite a while for Mirana to start calming herself down. All I could do was stroke his head with my hands. He finally took off his hands and began to wipe his tears.

“A-Alvin.. sorry well..”.

“No, it's okay kok.”

Mirana tried to smile even though it looked very sad. Then she took something from her little bag and gave it to me.

“This... Mail?” my request while accepting Mirana's gift.

Mirana nodded slowly. Then he turned around. “Goodbye Alvin..”.

I still don't understand what's going on. Mirana ran towards the horse carriage before I asked something. My hand was raised as if to stop him. But I am not capable. I could only see his departure with that luxurious horse carriage. The horse carriage was not seen again.

***

I was in my food place. I'm usually excited to have dinner but Mirana really got me thinking. The letter he gave me I dare not open. I don't know why I feel so hard to open it. That's the only clue there is. Which can explain why Mirana's face looks very sad and objected.

Ugh. I think I should open up.

“Alvin!”

“Hah? What?” I woke up from my daydream. I looked at Brother June with an annoyed face.

“You why the hell? I called you a few times.” Said Brother June upset.

“Eum.. sorry.”.

“You think of something dear?” ask mom.

I nodded slowly.

“At least fill your stomach first son, you just think well.” My mother gave me a spoonful of rice. “Say Aah.”

I thoughtlessly accepted my mother's bribe in a lethargic manner. My mother was surprised because I took her bribe. Ever since I could eat alone, I never wanted to be fed again. When it comes to when I practice [Accel] it's I have to.

“This is critical, absolutely critical.” Said my father.

“Alvin wants to accept feed mom ehehe.” My mother said with a happy face.

And finally I was fed by my mother until my food ran out. I can't think straight anymore.

After dinner I buried myself in bed. It should be a little while longer for me to train for the wood affinity, but the longer I get curious about the letter Mirana gave me.

I took the letter out of my pocket and sat down at my desk. With a candle in my light, I began to open the letter. Slowly I started reading it.

***

Hello Alvin, this is the first time I've made a letter to someone. So I'm not sure this letter can be called good.

I made this letter because it felt like I could not express what I was thinking through my mouth. So as you read this, maybe I'm looking sad and feeling guilty for not being able to tell you everything in person.

I was adopted by someone. I don't know who they are, but they really want to take me away. And also they asked me to hurry so I'm sorry I couldn't spend time with you just before leaving. I'm sorry.I'm sorry Alvin…

You knew? I'm really grateful to meet you. I find it very difficult to interact with others. But you came and tirelessly approached me. You were my first friend. And also my best friend. Even though you often look after me, irritate me, and also do not want to lose, the moments with you are the happiest times in my life. I'm so happy to have someone like you be my friend.

The gift you gave me was so beautiful. No one has ever given me a gift other than my late father. I was so happy when you gave me a gift. I never thought about it. I'll take good care of this.

I'm sorry Alvin, promise us I don't know if I can keep it or not. We just made a promise. But destiny says something else. I'm sorry Alvin.

Actually I don't want to go. I refused, but I couldn't do anything. It's all decided. I begged them to see you one last time. Fortunately they agreed. I quickly made this letter because I had only one chance to give this to you.

Alvin, I will never forget you forever. You are my best friend and always will be. I can only hope we'll meet again later. Really, it's my false hope that I want.

Thank you for everything.

***

A drop of water makes a mark on the letter. I don't know why, but my tears just flow. My heart hurts. For the first time I felt something like this even since I was in my previous world. The loss of a friend.

So you go yeah Mirana….

Mirana she's my best friend. Of course I won't forget it. Hopefully in the future I can see him again.