My Pole Ketos
The secret (Alex)
I spent 50 grand to pay my bills and the salesman gave me change.
“No need, the rest is for the father and pay the bills the girl who was sitting with me.” The father thanked me and I got on my motorcycle. I turned on the engine and sped up at medium speed. I was thinking of stopping by to buy Mommy's favorite, which is marrow porridge near my school.
“Hopefully it has not closed.” murmured me and it turns out that what I want is realized. Immediately I parked my ninja motorbike and went in to order the marrow porridge.
“Mas, three marrow porridge wrapped.”
“Each deck, wait a minute ya.” I nodded and sat down in the chair provided. I rubbed my sweat while thinking about the incident earlier.
“Why did he call me that name? He knows nothing about my past. For some reason, her grip was similar to that of the little girl who always accompanied me when I had Gynophobia.” my question in my heart and turn the flash of the past with the sheets that have been passed but still imprint in my mind.
*10 years ago
I sat in the garden alone under the blazing sun that was straight above me because I was afraid to go home afraid Mother was angry again.
“Bun, sorry Farhan hiks. Farhan promised not to be naughty anymore. Hiks hiks.” My tears while rubbing my nose filled with a lot of snot. Then, a shadow covered my body and I raised my head and I immediately trembled and was afraid while seeking refuge.
“Hey, why are you afraid? I did not bite.” replied the boy with a big smile showing his neatly arranged white teeth. I kept trembling and the girl held my arm and went straight to my feet.
“Go! You are a bad woman, like me, two-faced.” my sarcasm to him and the girl just smiled innocently.
“You're afraid of women huh? I'm not evil. By the way, what's your name?” tanyakanya.
“My name is Teuku Farhan Alexandro, you can call me Alex.” I replied while keeping my distance from him.
“Your name is good. If I call Farhan not pa-pa, right?” tanyanya and I nodded awkwardly.
“Yey, have a new friend.” he exclaimed while dancing. I laughed and he looked at me innocently. I removed the distance, though I was still a little afraid of him.
“Whose name?” ask me and he smiles.
“Myname*...................”........
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“Dek, deck, deck.” The seller's call surprised me and I immediately took my order.
“How much?” tanyaku and the seller showed the number 10 on his finger and I immediately paid.
“Thank you deck, next time do not daydream his girlfriend.” remember the seller and I just smile then turn on my motor machine and drove splitting the city streets. It only took me 20 minutes, I got to my yard and put my bike in the garage. After I put my bike down, I walked and went inside the house. My eyes look for the whereabouts of Mother and it turns out that Mother is taking a plate on the shelf with her hands resting on the handle of a wheelchair. I approached Mommy and helped her get the things that Mother wanted. Mother took it from my hand and dodged me with a flat expression. My hands were shaking coldly because until now, I still could not touch the hand that always held me as a baby, the hand that always held my small hand tightly when I was afraid, and a hand that can do any job is like a fairy godmother with her magic wand. I smiled wryly at the attitude of Mother to me. I climbed the stairs and arrived at the door, which was mostly graffiti written on my own, and went straight inside and put my bag. I took a towel and a shower and of course it didn't take long, I finished the bath and got a chat from Andre.
Andre_S
Don't forget about the usual place tonight.
I understood Andre's intentions and immediately replied to a chat from Andre.
Alexandros
Ja.
I put my phone on the nightstand and slept on my bed. Huft, I can finally take a break and I don't know why I'm curious about that red-coated book. I got out of bed and picked up the book on my study shelf. I opened the first page of the book and found a small note as if those words were insinuating my current state.
There are times when your fears keep those you care about away from you.
who really loves you
and who just put a mask on you.
So, there is no need to be afraid and hold on for a moment.
Tests
Tests
Unknowingly, my tears came down without any warning and I immediately wiped rudely.
Then, I opened the next sheet and found the words that once again showed all my weaknesses.
Sometimes, someone hides themselves.
Behind the mask and mirror he made
for a world that doesn't know its mortality.
Survive like a reef against the waves
although the waves forced him to erode.
Why does he know how I am at the moment? Did he experience the same thing as me? No way, he is his son likes it. I immediately opened the next sheet and found something that made the idea cross my mind to corner it. I marked it and took my jacket. I got out of the room and went down the stairs and found someone I didn't want to meet in the least. It was he who made Mother into now and also has made me hate women because of what he has done to Mother.
“Where are you going?” asked a man in his 50s with a face that looked like a 30-year-old prevented me from leaving and I looked at him quite flatly.
“Why did dad just come home? Still I how much I hurt mom?” sindirku. He is my father, the person I hate the most because of his upbringing and the breakdown of “rumah” which I have so far dreamed is because of it.
“Dad wants to know the state of Bunda.” answer is short. I smiled at the answer. Where has he never visited Mother?
“Please and never touch Mother at the tip of a finger! He was in the room.” my thoughts while pointing towards the door in question. Dad just exhaled violently and tried to prevent me from leaving, but I went straight from home and walked down the dark path. From the past, I have been desperate to reconcile with Dad and start everything from scratch. However, the logic and flash of the past were like I didn't want me to let me make peace with him. I saw the stars gathering together with the moon as if they had family and my gaze turned wistfully looking up at the sky. Unknowingly, I had already walked up to the chicken noodle stall earlier. I had to walk again and I heard a silent threat from someone.
“Preman yes?” I thought I and I approached the sound and heard it clearly.
“Hah?! Not very sincere. Cepet apologize or...” I don't know why my gut feeling wasn't good and I saw that the thugs wanted to harass that girl.
“Heh?! So that's it? Go ahead.” bargain and without ba bi bu, I ran and floated a raw bogeman towards them. The girl was shocked and looked back. My hazelnut iris caught the black iris that I was of course familiar with and I saw her face and was fascinated by her face under the moon supported by her back hair blown by the night breeze adding an impression to me that it doesn't feel foreign to me.
“Cantik.” muttered and immediately realized what I said and immediately I showed the face that became typical of me.
“Ngapain you here?” tanyanya judes's.
“Terdenah.” my answer is flat.
“That's yes, it turns out you can fight your hobby huh?” he and I spread my shoulders.
“Alright, I go home first.” part and spontaneously my hand holding it prevents it from leaving. I took it off and turned my eyes the other way.
“Fu fu fu, it turns out that our OSIS chairman is looking for my attention. This is big news for tomorrow.” His words hurt my ears, but I have the secret. The tip of my lip was pulled up and made her confused by what I meant.
“Maybe right. However, don't forget I have something.” answered me arrogantly and brought myself closer to his ear. However, fear seemed to prevent me from approaching him. Either a drive of mana gives me strength and can overcome the problems I face. I whispered something to him and had a triumphant smile and ran away from him. I don't care about his expression and my mind can't get rid of him? I don't know, maybe it's just my feeling and running away leaving him.
