My Pole Ketos

My Pole Ketos
Something Different (2) (Alex)



I just finished taking a shower and I opened my laptop to open a task that I haven't read yet. Tomorrow is the busiest day because I have group discussions, OSIS meetings, basketball and Dandelion activities. Regarding the exkul, I had a chance to see their works all in the library archive yesterday. I see, they've done a lot of work and most of it is Kayla's. The genre he uses is diverse, but most of his genres are romantic, drama, slice of life, and fantasy. I looked towards the red-bound book neatly arranged on my study desk shelf. I was curious about the next page and started picking it up. I opened the sheet I had marked and found a diary about him.


Monday, 25 August 2013


Today is a pretty shitty day. For the first time, I talked to the coldest guy in class. Teuku Farhan Alexandro is his name and he is commonly called Alex. My impression is very bad for him considering I've been making trouble with him since I first entered school after MOS. He always answers “hm.” when I ask anything. In fact, I want to get along with him. Maybe since that incident, my hatred started to grow.


I began to draw the conclusion that from the day he wrote, there was already beginning to be a sense of hatred embedded in him. And I saw on the next page, those words clarifying the previous page.


A calm twilight is not necessarily beneath calm


Like you were then


I can do what


Let time fix it


However, the seed of hate began to be planted within this self


Is there hope for this problem?


I started marking the page and opened another page and started


read it. The writing on the next pages contained only a diary about him and his best friend and I found something interesting here.


Saturday, 2 July 2014


  2 Weeks into the future, I have to clean the OSIS room instead I've ruffled Alex's desk just to find my excretory paper. Fortunately, Delon did not tell the case to the poles. Consequently, I should be the gossip of one school and the bullyan of the


anaya gang. Laily was always angry with me because I never fought back


bullyan Anaya's gang and I just smiled, then said that there would be


it's time I avenge them. Anaya, I might just shut up when you bully me.


I will reply 2 times, even 5 times for what you did!


I just found out the reason he was after the rumor made by Anaya until it spread during the


1 year more. The girl who was brave enough to fight Anaya who notabenya


is the son of the business owner PT. Horizons that are famous for global trade business. I continued reading the book and a small paper was embedded on the page. I was curious and opened it slowly. My curiosity grew because he wrote for someone.


*How are you doing there?


Do you remember me?


I hope you get a little letter


from me. From the beginning, I wanted to say something before you left.


“Thank you for this pain.”


Because of that, I went inside


the deepest hole of sorrow. One day, I will bring someone who


help me get out of this hole.


Greetings from a wounded heart


Kayla*


Actually, who is this letter for? Hais, why am I thinking about this trivial thing? Focus on myself in doing his job. I put the sheet back in its place and put the book on my bookshelf. I checked his work


and started trying to combine my work with his.


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  The sun shows light


the shame on the eastern horizon that adorns the world after the goddess of the night


doing work. Right now, I am doing physical exercise as well as exercises


basketball for next week.


“Priiiit........................................................................................”.


The sound of Sergi's whistle screeched at the ears of the children who were resting after


run around the school field 10 times. Basketball kids, including


I gathered to the source of the sound.


“You know, we will do separing with our rivals, SMA Bima Nusantara which is famous for its formation and their basketball team leader.” said Kak Sergi


with the spirit of 45. I smiled wryly at the word of the basketball team leader from


SMA Bima Nusantara and I know who is the chairman of the Bima Nusantara High School basketball team,


that is Dion Laksana Pratama as well as the person who became my friend when Junior High.  However, that was the story first because he did something that I could not forgive even if he had to bow down to me. I wonder how he is doing and if he remembers me.


“Alex,” call him while patting my shoulder and then go to rest. I sighed


breathe and start to open your voice.


“A few years ago, the reputation of Bima Nusantara High School basketball team dropped due to the many cases mostly done by children of basketball team. However, the new head of the basketball team, Dion has revived him from scratch and he made his team reputation


skyrocketed within 1 month. We played with them a few times and the results


the match is always a draw. We have to win even if this is just


separing.” I can feel the burning spirit of themselves and I put


my hands are in the middle, and then they follow what I do.


“Team Shine Wish,”


“Yes Their screams made me quite happy and wanted to feel rested, however


I say because Sergi's brother is talking to the girl. I approached them and I heard them talking about something.


“Tumben you really leave in the morning? Want to reduce your late notes on OSIS?”


“About Sergi has graduated, brother knows everything about me as if the sister was a fortune teller.” he replied cheerfully while laughing.


“Who does not know you? Kayla who last year had horrendous school with your civil victory in the field of authorship, even though you are her son likes to make a frenzy because of Alex.” Sergi looked over and


looking at me with pity. Kayla looked at me and smiled.


It felt, his smile today made my heart beat uncharacteristically. It takes


his bag then intended to leave us both, but he turned towards us


both.


“Kak Sergi, thanks for the suggestion and...............” his fingers while pointing.


towards me.


“Alex or I call Farhan huh? Whatever, just remember one thing! Don't let


you're in love with me, because you won't be able to go back and something


big will happen.” his remembrance while smiling arrogantly and leaving


basketball courts.


“If I fall in love with you, what will you do?” Question


it made Sergi gawk in disbelief and Kayla smiled for a moment


having heard.


“Entah, it all depends on your actions from now on.” he replied while


left me in a big question mark. Perhaps, he still could not


Living with him is also a factor


of all this? Hais, why do I think of him again? I am stupid to fall in love


whether he or otherwise, as long as he holds my secret, my life remains calm


before I reveal my secret. For too long daydreaming, Sergi threw cold water at me and my clothes became wet.


“Kak, why are you pouring cold water on me?” I was upset while taking a towel and wiping my body.


"Gue wants to exorcise the demon inside you." Question marks came to my mind.


The devil? Mean what? It's possible.............


"What was that?" my question was flat and he nodded. I let out a rough breath while continuing the activity earlier.


"Just test him." I replied flatly. Sergi patted my shoulder and then embraced


myself.


"Bro, you don't have to hide from me. I know, gini loe's cake


most shy cats." What did Sergi say? The frown on my forehead clarified all my doubts. Sergi glanced at me and patted my shoulder once more.


"I mean, you don't like Kayla, do you?" That question makes me


stunned for a moment and threw my towel at him.


"Son, that was just an excuse." Apparently, my answer did not satisfy Sergi


and give me back my towel.


"Although that's an excuse, all girls if asked that must be the answer to everywhere while imagining macems."


"Masa? But, Kayla, how is it different?" my many.


"Depending on the girl, gini loh, according to the view of Sergio Delandro which of course


handsome all over SMA Shine Wish, better loe PDKT only. It's the only solution so Kayla doesn't misunderstand what you're saying." suggested Sergi patted me on the shoulder and left. When did Sergi become like that? It's true, Sergi's famous playboy and one school knows about it.


However, only this time Sergi gave the message to me


notabenya maybe students/i think kak Sergi is one of the enemies of OSIS because


playboy here is considered a badboy/badgirl.


“Kak,” What I called turned towards me. I looked at him and tried to open up


my voice.


“I won't do it, because I'm still not sure. For now, Kayla


must understand with my point.” answered I'm sure and Sergi smiled


shows her white teeth.


“That was just my suggestion. Besides, you guys look great. I went to


campus first yes.” said Sergi. I took the bag and the towel I put on


my neck for going to the bathroom with the intention of showering and changing team shirts


basketball in uniform. I walk around without wearing glasses because it bothers me when I play basketball. I was in the 2 bathrooms that until now I forgot where the gender was placed next to where because here the only fastest way to my class and class time is less than 30


minute. There's one on the left and one on the right, then I choose the left because I'm less clear on whether the bathroom is for girls or guys. I went in there and opened my shirt so it was plastered in the chest


my field. I grabbed a towel with the toiletries and I opened the door. My eyes


it's bad because who's changing up there.


“Kya!” she screamed and I saw her face turn red and throw the clothes she was wearing at me and it hit me.


“Ngapain you here?” he asked with a look of restraining embarrassment and covering the top


his body with his hands.


“I should have asked, here is the bathroom guy.”.


“Where are your glasses? But, you don't see it. The boys bathroom on the right.” he replied annoyedly. I nodded violently and intended to leave the bathroom. However, the sound of a girl from a distance made me flinch and the girl pulled me along with my bag into the bathroom she occupied. The voice of the girl


it sounded clear and he began to lock the bathroom.


“Eh, you know sister Kayla right? She's a weird girl who likes to make noise the same


brother Alex. In fact, he has a pretty proud achievement because of school


we rarely win in the field of writing. According to rumors, sister Kayla deketin Alex's brother just because of the impingement.”


“What adventure do you mean?”


“I said Temenku who is a younger sister of his class kak Kayla. Reportedly, there is a guy who makes sister Kayla believe in him and the guy left sister Kayla.”


“What's the reason?”


“Most because he is strange from there. Hahahahahaha.” Their laughter sounded clear and I felt like silencing their mouths, yet what day was I hindered by this phobia. I saw him trying to hold back the tears and my eyes were a little sad to see him. They shouldn't talk about someone behind her, either,


moreover, it is a matter of privacy. Wait, I heard that there was a guy who made Kayla believe and left her. Wasn't he the guy he wrote in his letter? Who is he and what is his purpose in doing this? He intended to unlock it, but I held it off and he glared at me.


“Shut up and let them do as they please.” He nodded and waited inside with me. I put my shirt back on and I heard their footsteps leaving the bathroom. We heaved a sigh of relief and he opened the door and put my bag in front of the boys bathroom. He looked at me and pulled my arm towards the front of the boys bathroom.


“Here is correct. Next time, don't get in the wrong way. Thankfully it was me who


view.” I see, her cheeks are red and I smile a little. He left me and I felt, the trembling I would normally have if I had physical contact with a girl, not even very influential to me if she held him.


Deg


Deg


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What is this feeling? It's like something that feels foreign after all this time I've harbored this feeling for the little girl. About how it is and where it is


now it? Hopefully, I can meet him and I'll take him to


before Mother that she is the one who made me survive until now. I went into the bathroom and took a shower.


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“Dre, if the sound of our heartbeat beats faster, what does it mean?” I asked Andre to gawk.


“Lah, you are an IPA child, you should know what it means.” he replied with a nod


from Laily eating his meatballs in the cafeteria. I scratched my head and


started to put on my special look.


“If for example, the heart rate feels faster when with the opposite sex, that is


what?” The two of them gulped down the saliva while looking towards each other.


“Lex, who do you like?” laily asked nervously and I stared intently at him


as if I can't ask such a thing. Laily nodded


scared and ate back the meat.


“Depending on the same condition, you know what condition I mean.” Actually I do not know what Andre meant, but I responded with a nod so that the problem was quickly resolved. I looked at the clock on my phone and I finished my meal, then threw the flash towards Laily.


“Please discuss the work of our group and there my work is the same


Kayla's. I have business first.” my saying and directly put my phone in my pocket


trousers and a little run past the insistence in the canteen. I accidentally bumped into someone and her skirt got wet from the white water spill. I immediately threw the handkerchief I always carry and gave it to him and then ran a little away leaving him without knowing who I hit.